26 Jun 2019, 05:03
So for the last week or so I’ve been fooling around with the Bambi series and here are the results thus far.
Monday the 17th?: The Full Bambi Bimbodoll Conditioning Zip (minus the rapid induction)
Tuesday: The Same
Wednesday: Only the basics (1-4 and 10)
Thursday: The Sleep loop training file to be used while sleeping with headphones for 8 hours
Friday: Only the basics (1-4 and 10)
Saturday: Nothing
Sunday: Sleep loop training file
Monday: Sleep loop training file
Tuesday (Today): Migraine, no hypnosis.
So Far I’ve noticed that I’ve had minor changes, maybe a couple focus problems in the mornings with the sleep files. Like I spent all night drinking or drugging, possibly from a lack of REM sleep? Or maybe its a different side effect from the file? I’ve also put in orders for pink clothing, cross dressing and feminization type fetishes were a thing for me back early on, when I discovered self bondage, it was a huge part of my after dark life. But that part of me fell off when I got into my local community and really dove into Sadism and masochism. I never really lost the interest in lycra and body suits, but the things beyond that are what really got forgotten. I think that the Bambi files are bringing that part of me back out, which isn’t a bad thing, not an inherently good thing for me, but not bad either.
Overall I see these files as toxic still, like alcohol. They’re fine in moderation, even going overboard once in a while is ok. But continued heavy use of them would probably wreck even my life, and I know that there are several stories out there about these files doing just that. I'll probably take a nice little break from them here soon, possibly after this week is over.
Monday the 17th?: The Full Bambi Bimbodoll Conditioning Zip (minus the rapid induction)
Tuesday: The Same
Wednesday: Only the basics (1-4 and 10)
Thursday: The Sleep loop training file to be used while sleeping with headphones for 8 hours
Friday: Only the basics (1-4 and 10)
Saturday: Nothing
Sunday: Sleep loop training file
Monday: Sleep loop training file
Tuesday (Today): Migraine, no hypnosis.
So Far I’ve noticed that I’ve had minor changes, maybe a couple focus problems in the mornings with the sleep files. Like I spent all night drinking or drugging, possibly from a lack of REM sleep? Or maybe its a different side effect from the file? I’ve also put in orders for pink clothing, cross dressing and feminization type fetishes were a thing for me back early on, when I discovered self bondage, it was a huge part of my after dark life. But that part of me fell off when I got into my local community and really dove into Sadism and masochism. I never really lost the interest in lycra and body suits, but the things beyond that are what really got forgotten. I think that the Bambi files are bringing that part of me back out, which isn’t a bad thing, not an inherently good thing for me, but not bad either.
Overall I see these files as toxic still, like alcohol. They’re fine in moderation, even going overboard once in a while is ok. But continued heavy use of them would probably wreck even my life, and I know that there are several stories out there about these files doing just that. I'll probably take a nice little break from them here soon, possibly after this week is over.