(17 Feb 2022, 01:31 )Like Ra Wrote: [ -> ]Apparently, that's what conditioning does! Any positive effects?
the file claims to do many things, but i hadn't seen anyone reporting this specific suggestion yet. harmful suggestions like that are hard to swallow, but it seems that a fuck pig really will swallow everything.
Yeah, the only "positive effect" suggestion as far as I can see is "this is your right you deserve the freedom to be a crazy whore" and along those lines. However, perhaps since I only use the files for irregular recreation purposes, the effects up to now for me really have been positive. I'm more chill about a whole bunch of things in life, and feel much more open to sexual experimentation.
I did have a couple of "almost panic attacks", which I mentioned somewhere earlier in the thread, but I backed off listening for like a week, and haven't had any since then. Except one the other night, now that I think of it. Whoops, had kind of edited that out until just now. 😋
I recently discovered these files, I think they are deeply affecting me in a short time.
Initially I used to cum somewhere in middle of the file and stop playing it (Pig Girl Brainwashing extreme binaural). 3 days ago, I decided I will not cum and listen to it all day to stay horny for long time, and I think it broke me. I listened to many different versions all day, some with bambi, some focused on anal, trancing super slut, crazy whore now and all for about 10-12 hours.
Anal was repulsive before this, I had never put anything in my ass before this, but that night I lubed up my fingers with oil and fucked my ass for hours, I have an unstoppable urge to buy anal toys now, I keep looking for them on the internet every day now. I keep looking at household objects and evaluate if they are safe to fuck my ass. My hands were not enough and I did not have anything else so I put the oil bottle in my ass and fucked myself with it, all on the first night of listening it for one full day morning to night.
I also was never into anything toilet related, now all my fantasies revolve around being a public toilet and pig, literally no other sexual fantasies for past few days since this file. I have not licked the toilet yet, but I have a feeling that today or within 2-3 days I will be licking the toilet seat and floor and rim.
I don't know where this will take me. Maybe I will start uploading my videos online? Maybe I will become what this file describes. I don't know, but I don't mind it anymore. I somehow feel it will be better to be the fuckpig this file wants me to become, somewhere in back of my mind.
I have tried may files before(like 100 GB+ , anything that exists out there with femdom/slavery/sissy themes, I have tried it), been trancing for at least 7-10 years now but nothing did what this has done. I don't know what to do. Can anyone here suggest what should I do? Should I stay away for a while(I don't really want to stay away), or just take it to the end see where I end up?
(19 Feb 2022, 14:00 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I have an unstoppable urge to buy anal toys now, I keep looking for them on the internet every day now.
You need a good anal dildo anyway, regardless of the files, so you can have some fun in the shower. Anally and/or orally. The files might make you deep-throat the same dildo you just used for deep-anal penetration, though. And you will swallow everything.
(20 Feb 2022, 00:47 )Like Ra Wrote: [ -> ] (19 Feb 2022, 14:00 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I have an unstoppable urge to buy anal toys now, I keep looking for them on the internet every day now.
You need a good anal dildo anyway, regardless of the files, so you can have some fun in the shower. Anal and/or oral. The files might make you deep-throat the same dildo you just used for deep-anal penetration, though. And you will swallow everything.
I'm living at my parents home due to pandemic so can't really order toys here, they check everything.
I apologize if this is not the right place to say this, but I really need to share this whole experience with someone.
I'm genuinely scared now, the file is taking effect much faster and much harder than I had ever imagined. I haven't fallen asleep till sunrise for past two days, I am eating less than half of what I normally do but not feeling hungry, I fucked my ass about once every hour today. I was acting slutty around my friends over dinner tonight, thinking about being pissed on my face and mouth by them, I put my fingers up my ass while pissing every time today.
I have decided that I should take a break and delete the files from my system for now.
It's too extreme for me, I can't afford the pig lifestyle for now. I genuinely believe that, if I continue listening, I will become a fuck pig way sooner than I am ready. In a few months I may try them again but for now it's probably not for me.
Others like MsJ, GG, Bambi, eSuccubus and Mistress Joanne which had some effect on my mind, I continued listening for months without any real physical effect on body or day to day life. They were like porn. This is not porn, this is real.
I think this is the end, this is what I was searching for all this while, 10 years. This is where it peaks. This is where the rabbit hole ends for me. I'm not curious anymore, I'm scared for my life.
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I am eating less than half of what I normally do but not feeling hungry
Sometimes it's a very positive thing. Usually we overeat without being conscious about it.
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I fucked my ass about once every hour today. I was acting slutty around my friends over dinner tonight, thinking about being pissed on my face and mouth by them, I put my fingers up my ass while pissing every time today.
Just like the files say, indeed.
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I have decided that I should take a break and delete the files from my system for now.
It can be a good decision.
https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/showth...p?tid=2726
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I think this is the end, this is what I was searching for all this while, 10 years. This is where it peaks. This is where the rabbit hole ends for me. I'm not curious anymore, I'm scared for my life.
"Belyaev" is an interesting guy. He's got two more files: anti-globo-homo and something about Christianity. I wish he could make something for other subjects as well...
If you stop listening, the effects will wear off in a couple of days.
(20 Feb 2022, 03:14 )Like Ra Wrote: [ -> ] (20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I am eating less than half of what I normally do but not feeling hungry
Sometimes it's a very positive thing. Usually we overeat without being conscious about it.
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I fucked my ass about once every hour today. I was acting slutty around my friends over dinner tonight, thinking about being pissed on my face and mouth by them, I put my fingers up my ass while pissing every time today.
Just like the files say, indeed.
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I have decided that I should take a break and delete the files from my system for now.
It can be a good decision. https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/showth...p?tid=2726
(20 Feb 2022, 02:16 )fuckpig Wrote: [ -> ]I think this is the end, this is what I was searching for all this while, 10 years. This is where it peaks. This is where the rabbit hole ends for me. I'm not curious anymore, I'm scared for my life.
"Belyaev" is an interesting guy. He's got two more files: anti-globo-homo and something about Christianity. I wish he could make something for other subjects as well...
If you stop listening, the effects will wear off in a couple of days.
1. Yes, eating less is good, it is a positive effect. Another positive effect is that I smoke way too less now, that need is less strong that the need to listen to the file.
2. I don't know if I can stop listening, I am compelled to listen. I woke up very horny and with a need to fuck my ass and listen to the file. I can a
eady hear the words playing in my mind. As today is Sunday I will just continue listening for the day and stop tomorrow onwards.
3. I have purged many times before, now I see a pattern, there are stages before purges.
Stage 1: Browse everything incognito. Nothing saved on device, no accounts, nothing left when browser closes.
Stage 2: Download media on device for offline consumption, partly due to fears that it may get deleted from the sites. This is when I get attached to it.
Stage 3: Create accounts on websites, interact with other people around my fetishes. This is where it achieves escape velocity and becomes primary thought 24*7.
Stage 4: Check these accounts first thing when I wake up and then every few minutes for updates and replies. Make friends around my fetish and give it a social dimension.
Stage 5: Spend money for it, give my personal details to strangers online. This is where I start getting scared that I may share my photos, videos, location and expose myself. This is where the purge begins. Accounts deleted and files removed to break the momentum. A few days break and then back to stage 1.
(20 Feb 2022, 03:14 )Like Ra Wrote: [ -> ]If you stop listening, the effects will wear off in a couple of days.
Or not ...
I haven't listened since a month ago, any possible effects stopped 16 days ago, so I thought, OK, that's it. And last night it happened again: chastity cage, latex hood with only a mouth opening, nose hooks, collar, and big black dildo "vacuumed" to the wall. Then today: different cage, no nose hooks, but added 40cm double-sided dildo. Quite a hard ride ...
So, either the files are very effective, or it's not related to the files at all.
Note: my deep-throating abilities amazed me again...