Sorry, this wasn't about the files as such, just an attempt to be humorous about something else. The files I still only sample a little bit now and then, and the last evening I had for a longer use was like a week ago. I miss the glorious three-day bender I had a few months ago. Now THAT was quite the trip.
How's the file-tripping going on your side, professor? Any commands taking hold? Entering some form of "sub-space" when using? Any new files from you coming soon?
(09 Jan 2022, 01:25 )Cattani Wrote: [ -> ]Any new files from you coming soon?
THAT would be interesting!
(09 Jan 2022, 01:25 )Cattani Wrote: [ -> ]Sorry, this wasn't about the files as such, just an attempt to be humorous about something else. The files I still only sample a little bit now and then, and the last evening I had for a longer use was like a week ago. I miss the glorious three-day bender I had a few months ago. Now THAT was quite the trip.
How's the file-tripping going on your side, professor? Any commands taking hold? Entering some form of "sub-space" when using? Any new files from you coming soon?
training has gone really well. i am still able to do work and spend time with the family. i would rather be sexually active, but with corona as it is mindfucking myself as hard as i can seems the next best thing.
i seem to listen 2-3 times a day, often starting the day off by putting on a file. if i am too sleepy and lazy of a fuck pig to put on a file, the words still just loop in my head. there is no escape from my programming when i am aroused.
sometimes it feels like i am just watching the files and i am not feeling much other than a dreamy haze, but even when the effects are mild like that i still am incredibly horny and zonked out for a good bit after listening. there are other times where the files are so intense its almost scary. i don't remember the contents of the files well anymore except for little snippets that burst out and the shadows of suggestions. one of the shadows i have seen is that i know the files sometimes leave me kinda paralyzed. sometimes i am still edging, but it feels a lot like sleep paralysis. just kinda watching my body do its thing with no ability to control it. i feel like no part of me is resisting anymore when i listen, but there is still some resistance outside of listening. i really love obeying a few trusted friends, and i love taking pictures for them. its so exciting to not be able to say no to them. the closest i can do to a no is to do a task later. i love the thought of being a slave more lately. i have enjoyed that one for a long time, but the files are definitely making it more pronounced. from my conversations it seemed like belyaev is not interested in slaves, but a part of me that is still sad he is gone because i feel a desire to obey him or be used by him. that desire is a good chunk of why i made a remix of his work, it felt like being on display as a fuck pig in a rather personal way. also i was so happy when i got to tease a coworker in the bathroom today about helping them piss
the one frustration i am having with the files is that its hard to share these trances with others the way i have with past files. i love getting so mindfucked with other gooners and pushing each other deeper into the files, but its been tough getting others to join in. these files make fuck pigs so Open and Accepting all a horny Fuck Pig needs to do is just put on the files on loop and chat about their fantasies and desires and both Fuck Pigs would just let their words slide it so deep. even the most braindead bambi can babble about the things that make her feel so horny and vapid, so it should be just as Easy for a Brain Fried Fuck Pig. this is especially troubling given the amount of suggestions in his files about saying the filthiest truths about yourself. if the files are working as they say they do you would expect to see more people in there with just the basic admissions that they are fuck pigs, or calling themselves sluts or dirty whores. saying the nastiest things brings the greatest pleasure. and i know everyone will not be ready yet to actually act out like a filthy whore, i expected more people to be able to take the base step of admitting what they are, even if they think they are just playing a game and can pull back from the edge.
The audio is shot on the link for the vid 😟
(09 Jan 2022, 07:52 )MeMyselfIrene47 Wrote: [ -> ]The audio is shot on the link for the vid 😟
Worked for me. Probably a browser issue.
(09 Jan 2022, 07:52 )MeMyselfIrene47 Wrote: [ -> ]The audio is shot on the link for the vid 😟
i had a lot of trouble getting it to work reliably for me too. it cuts in and out. usually i just download the file to watch it reliably, but i am not sure how on that site.
Any time I want to download a vid from somewhere I write into google "download from thisvid" for example, and a bunch of free services appear to do just that.
Anyway, I think the same vid is a
eady available in maybe crappier resolution [url=
Source:
https://4kporn.xxx/videos/499923/fuck-pi...inwashing/]over here[/url].
(07 Jan 2022, 14:54 )Cattani Wrote: [ -> ]People report anal sissygasms and also throatgasms working increasingly well after a while.
ugh throatgasm?? fuck me. I'm a straight guy I don't know if I should want that but it would be hot if that was the only way I could cum. It takes me forever to orgasm when edging to hypnos lately. I just stay horny and sink deeper.