New donation goal

The site is hosted by Linode and costs $864 yearly.

Update Sep 2022:
– The Paypal account is linked to Linode
– The counter is being constantly updated (it will go up&down according to the donations and payments)
– The counter goal is set to $864
– Related forum thread: Donations and hosting payments

Update Apr 2021:
– backups are allowed for 160GB
the new goals are
– minimum 320GB storage + backup ($1150)
– plan upgrade + backup ($1500 – shown below)



Thanks much again to those who already donated!

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 60. Shaking flesh

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And again back to the strange paradox of bondage and BDSM in total. For some strange reasons it brings freedom to both parties, indeed. Role and power exchange can lead to emotional and psychological collapse that may heal or … destroy.

That reminds me of one quote:

Don’t… tempt me Frodo! I dare not take it. Not even to keep it safe. Understand, Frodo. I would use this ring from a desire to do good… But through me, it would wield a power too great and terrible to imagine.

So, safety (in all senses) first, OK?

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 59. Despair

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And then suddenly you discover yourself inescapably bound. Absolutely helpless. Unable to see, unable to hear. All you can do is to make some noise with your nose and squirm. You have no control over what’s happening or going to happen. You are not able to free yourself. You totally depend on the one who has just bound you into a “lump of meat”.

Probably you are left alone? You can hear nothing but your own breathing and heart pounding. What if struggling helps? Squirming, crawling, bending, pulling, pushing, screaming… To no avail. You ARE helpless. In a pool of sweat, out of breath, completely exhausted and in despair…

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 58. Curiosity

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Another thing is curiosity. Even if it’s embarrassing, uncomfortable, strange, weird, curiosity pushes us forward. “Blue or red pill?” Oh, I’ve seen what’s back there, show me something new!

That reminds me of one photo session I had with a colleague of mine. “When you pulled out that latex dress, fishnet pantyhose, gags, latex stockings, plugs, ropes and other stuff, how could I stop? Of course, I wanted you to continue! Of course, I was very curious!”

But I always try to be gentle.

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Vintage bondage and vintage fetish. Smell of Quelle, latex of Kunzmann and bondage of Kastley

Let’s go back in time a bit further then Vintage bondage and vintage fetish. Sean Harper. Part I. First Internet access – to the 80’s. I was a kid and there was no Internet, there were no on-line shops, and for mail delivery we had to use thick mail-order catalogues, like Sears in the US or Quelle in Europe. We never had Sears, but I vividly remember Quelle – hundreds of hair thin pages and … smell … Any printed material has its own smell (or stink ;-), so had Quelle catalogues.

Of course I liked to browse through the colourful pages, but the first chapter I usually began with was lingerie. I was fascinated with photos of girls, women, boys and men in pantyhose or swimsuits. And I still remember the moment I noticed teenagers in a catsuit- or hoodless zentai-like pyjamas. I was already hooked to pantyhose and swimsuits, but it was something new I would like to be tied up in.

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“Nana to Kaoru” figures. Part II. Nana in a lockable suit

See Part I.

Actually, this part should be Part I, because this is how the relationships between Nana and Kaoru began (see “Nana to Kaoru”, the self-bondage episode).

Out of curiosity Nana put on this leather one-piece suit and accidentally locked it, but there was no key, and Nana had to go to Kaoru. Yes, lockable clothes can be fun 😉

The size of this Nana is approximately 10 inches and she can be bought here on eBay.

See also:

Nana to Kaoru manga on eBay
Miscellaneous fetish items on eBay forum thread

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Eurovision song festival 2012. Part III. Georgia and leather studded swimsuits

They did not make it to the final, so I did not hear the song, and I do not know what it was about, and why the BDSM-looking outfit was needed. Indeed, what place would you think of first when you see aggressive studded leather combination of a swimsuit and a corset worn with black pantyhose and high heels?

6 hi-rez photos below.

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Single-glove leotard and self-bondage

Updated on Oct 27, 2011 @ 00:30:

See the forum thread – Strappado managed to make one huge step forward in his self-bondage adventures.

Updated on Aug 21, 2011 @ 20:31:

Strappado bought this leotard! Read the Single Glove Leotard forum thread!

Published on Jul 24, 2011 @ 01:36:

What: Armbider/single-glove bodysuit. High quality faux leather. All sizes from 28″ to 50″ (waist). 48 hour dispatch.

Where: the item, the shop (The Federation, UK).

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Leather over chest posture collar for a party or self-bondage

What: Boned leather neck corset that covers both the neck and upper chest. Back zipper.

Where: the item, the shop

Why: First of all it looks good. It can be worn for a dress party, fetish party, usual party, to a club or for a bondage or self-bondage session. And it’s genuine leather. Now let’s focus on (self)bondage.

Despite this “thing” does not have any laces or straps, it’s pretty much inescapable even when unzipped. But your arms must be bound behind your back. Add an ice-padlock between the D-ring and a stationary object and you are trapped! Very simple but very effective selfbondage session. If you pull (even with all your weight) the collar will not dig in your neck, because the ring is in front and will not shift much from its position.

Add the rest (latex, gags, plugs, tights, leotards, catsuits, etc) and do not forget to make and post photos! 😉

One possible problem: can you zip it up alone?

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Single-glove and arm-binder art. Part V

See Part I, Part II, Part III, Part IV

Among various armbinders this set features some “open hand” single-gloves.

I’ve never tried such type of monogloves, but according to my experience with standard tightly-closed-end design and my favourite lycra shorts/pantyhose single-glove self-bondage technique, since you are able to move your hands and fingers, the blood circulation will be less affected, and the arms will fall asleep much later (if at all).

20 pictures below. Also check Single-glove (monoglove), armbinder art forum thread.

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