Femininity as fetish

Yeah, I’ve clearly acquired a new fetish. Dunno whom to blame: hypnosis, meditations, autogynephilia, age&maturity, anything else, a combination, but now I’m deeply attracted and even addicted to manifestations of natural (not artificial or exaggerated) femininity. In silhouettes, in movements, in clothes, in mimics, in emotions, in mannerism, in behaviour, in hair styles, in make-up, everywhere. And, I must say, it’s very exciting and arousing 😛

Source: Natalya

See also: Femininity forum thread

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Bambi’s appeal or Why is bimbofication so popular nowadays?

Bianca in latex leotard pantyhose and fishnetsI see one big problem with Bambi hypnosis – the emphasis on the stupidity. I have no idea how much roleplaying was in the Vive’s thread (on WMM?) where he was experimenting with a series of IQ reduction files, but the change in texts, grammar, word choice of the subjects was spectacular. Again it might be a roleplaying, it might be a mind trick where “the-so-called-subconscious” makes the subjects behave according to their ideas of how mentally impaired people would behave, and not a real temporary(?) IQ reduction. But I think people confuse “stupidity” and “not thinking”, “stopping the train of thoughts” or “shutting down the internal dialogue”. I see the appeal of the latter, I don’t get the appeal of the former.

Yet the bimbofication hypnosis is in full glory nowadays. Is it the next level of escapism after full-time cosplay and 2D waifu?

Saying that… I do understand the alluring attractiveness of the ability to “switch to someone”, who can forget about the problems and dive into the erotic oblivion and “wholebodily” relish the moment… (Bianca’s photo is related, I hope she does not mind :P)

Sure … but … please without gloomy consequences… There are other healthy ways to achieve the bliss of physical and mental relaxation, when everybody benefits. Though it takes more time and efforts. Trancing (including hypno-trancing) is great if used wisely. But please avoid potentially harmful stuff. Neuroscientists say that there is no temporary influence: whatever we see, hear, feel, experience becomes a part of us forever.

Please comment below or in this forum thread: Bambi Sleep stuff

Five hands-free hypno orgasms. Amazed and puzzled.

hypno-girlI’m not sure if I can call it “my”(?) “achievements”(?) but my last 5 orgasms were 90% HFO. Not 100%, because 10% (including the last “final touch”) was “caused” by the clothing I was wearing (a swimsuit or a PVC briefs). But “most of the work” was done “on it’s own”. (Some words are quoted, because I can’t find the proper terms for what I experienced.) And this is after 11 months of no orgasms at all!

Also, I’m not sure what caused the HFO’s. My CM? My SCM? Hypnosis? Egregors? A combination? There can be neither proofs nor tests. The official science has no idea what mind is, where conscious or subconscious is located, let alone how hypnosis works or what egregors are. But I suspect, that Samantha B@nd1er’s hypno-files play a significant role here. Along with other hypno-material as well.

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Wizards and stockings

According to my wife this quote from “The Eagle’s Gift” by Carlos Castaneda is about me:

Then we strolled in silence for half a block. I was tongue-tied. Suddenly Nelida pointed to a store and asked us to wait just an instant because she had to pick up a box of nylons that they were holding for her there. She peered at me, smiling, her eyes shining, and told me that, all kidding aside, sorcery or no sorcery, she had to wear nylons and lace panties.

Don Juan and don Genaro laughed like two idiots. I stared at Nelida because I could not do anything else. There was something about her that was utterly earthly and yet she was almost ethereal.

She kiddingly told don Juan to hold on to me because I was about to pass out.

Yes, despite (or thanks to? ;P ) various practices and martial arts, I simply must wear shiny pantyhose and tight swimsuits 😀

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Why do men like chastity cages?

Boy in white stockings in bondage and chastity deviceUpdated on Oct 28, 2017 @ 23:55
I think I understand the physics of the process. Having something on/around/in our genitals, stimulates and draws our attention to them. In other words, chastity devices help keeping a constant arousal state, that cannot be eliminated by simple masturbation. Yes, orgasm can be achieved by using vibrators, but not when we might want it most. For example, not in the office, on the street, in a shop, in a company, etc. If the chastity cage in inescapable, even after a successful masturbation session, it will remain locked on the genitals, providing stimulation again and again.

So, it might be extra attention to the genitals, that results in a light state of arousal. Does anybody have other ideas? Apart from “We want mostly what we can’t get?” What is also true.

Originally posted on Jul 12, 2016 @ 14:55
Why are we so aroused by getting ourselves (or even thinking about this) into chastity devices? Shouldn’t it be exactly the opposite?

Paradigm shifts, cognitive dissonances, or how to use this site

mushroom butt-plugA couple of weeks ago I learned something new about diaries. Something I have never thought about. Diaries are like toilets or garbage containers – you dump your thoughts there, so they do not bother you anymore. Diaries are not for rereading, recollecting or reflecting, they are containers to keep stuck programs, that are eating your CPU cycles, winding up your energy bill.

In other words, usually I think way too much and way too long about posting something, and in the end, the posts are never published. They are either “eating my brain” or sitting in the draft folder forever, because I can’t figure out how to complete them. Familiar, isn’t it? So, finally, my first dump 😀

You may have noticed that the blog is not updated as often (mmm… one-two post a year?) as, say, 5 years ago (one-two posts a day?). Lost interest? Hmmm… No. Check the forum. My average “speed” is 5 posts a day. But there are reasons indeed.

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Random thoughts on crossdressing and bondage

A crossdresser in a French maid outfit, black pantyhose and a chastity beltTo get excited we dress in something interesting. Think of sheer back-seamed stockings, shiny pantyhose, tight swimsuits or leotards, latex catsuits, high heels, you named it. (Not many males consider such things “normal” clothes, that do not pump blood into the proper places). But then we add chastity devices, tightly bind ourselves (or someone put you in an inescapable bondage, if you are lucky), to prevent masturbation.

Hm… Yes, OK, sounds logical…

Demotivators of the day. Homophobia: The Fear That…

homophobia-01“Homophobia – the fear that gay men will treat you the way you treat women”

This picture made my day. We definitely need more of them for every stupid social phenomenon. YEs, I know that the image does not cover all cases, but it’s a good beginning.

Source: Cheezburger