has anyone any experience with tactile hallucinations via hypnosis. I know I react more or less on some but only while in trance. Fingers moving over my body, something moving in my butt etc., been there, done that.
Now I stumpled upon creators who do something like a Porn/Hentai/Reading POV hypnosis... basically they make you feel as you would participate in the action you watch or read. I haven't bought the files and did not find them anywhere. The ones I found that are similar had been bad quality or I didn't like the voice. Doesn't even need to be erotic in nature...
hello all, i've been a freaky kinky conquest looking for degenerate hypnosis to fill my silly little brain with.
im having a hard time coming across other great creators and was wondering if anyone had their eyes on something i haven't stumbled upon!
im honestly looking for files emphasizing permanence, curses, later feeling regret, shame, further fetishizations.
some of the creators i support because they have toilet related files (whether its loving one, being one, or the humiliation associated with it all)
- the voice / major pixel (toilet stuff)
- professor pig (toilet stuff)
- brokenwings666 / baeleyv (pig girl, toilet girl, some other great files)
- mistress clarissa (humiliation/ 1 toilet lover file / some adbl)
- sissy hypnotist (abdl/humiliation)
- empress poison (some abdl / toilet)
- emg (toilet / regression / abdl)
- the vault (gay)
please let me know if there's other great files or creators im missing, willing to pay~! :3
I've always found the BNWO (black new world order) kink interesting, but more recently I'm finding myself reading (mostly fictional) stories about sissies that are converted to Islam and becoming a feminized wife to a Muslim man.
Maybe it is the fact that I could be one of the wives, less pressure on me, and also being hidden from most men's gazes (though it is a buzz-kill too). Maybe it is also the very submissive nature of that relationship, and also giving up my core upbringing to be converted into a new religion.
Do you have similar desires? Maybe have good materials to look into?
Over the years, I have experimented with different kinds of hypnosis, from traditional ones (kei, bambi, gracie), through self-hypnosis (mantras, memory rewrite attempts) to the AI-generated ones here and elsewhere, and also tried the extreme parts of JOI videos. I've had a lot of progress over time, and I am proud that I've slowly changed myself... maybe too slow though.
I'm now looking for ways to condition myself in a focused way. To create habits through small/short repeated acts, which over time accumulate, and become parts of what I do and what I am.
One idea to achieve this is to put myself into feminization/transitioning/future-romance mindset every now and then through porn and self-hypnosis mantras. E.g. every 12 hours I must spend 15 minutes with some kind of focused task, e.g. one of:
- watching porn so I can project myself, my current or future body image (shemale) into the actors
- watching tutorial material on feminization (fashion, makeup, behavior, even trad/religious stereotypes)
- watching single images (usually guys only) and repeating important mantras I want to become/do/feel
- meditate on a memory and how it would have felt if I had been a woman at that point
To make things progressing, I could do it more frequently, and I could always decrease the time between sessions.
But it feels like this is half-baked. Any suggestions or criticism of this?
I tried something that I thought would be secure and comfortable. By hiding away the rope ratchets, the ice locks, ropes and knots in a pvc pipe I figured I could pull everything tight and not be able to reach anything until the ice lock melts.
In practice I do need to take a bit more care but this has potential. I used the keys that I kept close by to get out as I was just testing the waters,I'm confident the ice locks would have worked and there was backup and a backup backup on the floor. This tie actually quite comfortable, if I wasn't wearing the corset it would have been fine for a very long time. With the wrists fixed to somewhere around the middle of the pipe there is no way to mess with either the chest harness or the ankle tie so I'll need to wait for the ice locks in the tube to melt to give me enough freedom to easily use the key to my wrists or cut the rope with the backup scissors.
I think we might need a separate file repository outside the standard MyBB mechanism (MyBB streams all attachments using a separate PHP process!!!!)
Implementation-wise, the easiest way is:
- create a directory tree on the webserver
- upload big files (e.g. videos, audios, etc) in that directory structure
- use either MyBB tags or auto-embedding to insert the direct links into posts
The result:
- no dependency on PHP/MyBB/authentication
- maximum performance
- minimum CPU/RAM load
- best search engine indexing
Looks easy and simple (and it is), but everything must be done by myself. For example:
- someone uploads a file
- I download it
- I remove it from the post
- I rename it and upload it into a specific directory
- I edit the post and insert the direct link
I wonder if we can make use of this plugin/feature. Any reactions/smilies can be added/counted. I hope it's not going to be too confusing to have both "Thank you" and "Like" plugins, as the functionality is a bit different.
What emojis should be there? Unfortunately, only images are allowed (GIF/PNG/JPG)...
some days ago i took some weed edibles (espresso with some cannabutter) to ease an chronic ache i have. I used not a big amount, i would not call it stoned, more lightheaded...
Now just by coincidence i was wearing some leggings at the time and i experienced a cool effect. The leggings felt like a big caressing, like being touched by 20 hands simultaneously.
Now I wonder, how this would feel wearing a catsuit or zentai…
