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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 52. Back to Mr. Freud

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On one hand, it’s very interesting to know/understand what caused or triggered my interest in bondage, self-bondage, gags, rubber, swimsuits and pantyhose. I think I discovered the fun when I was 4 or something.

On the other hand, I love my fetishes, they do not bother or annoy me and I do not want to be “cured”, like I stated here.

What is your story?

See these forum threads:

Self-bondage, fetish and children
How it Began (kids and fetish)

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 51. How did you discover butt-plugs?

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How many people does it take to insert a suppository and then pull out the finger? The manga suggests at least three, but the most interesting thing is the side effect of this procedure. A wiggling finger in your anus… Hm…

And here’s are the actual questions:

  • How did you discover butt-plugs?
  • How did you dare to try one?
  • At what age did you first tried to insert anything on your rectum?

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 50. Just relax and it will go in

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Two more points. Ever tried stretching? It does not matter what king of stretching: for splits, for deep-throating, for dildos or butt-plugs. There are two cornerstones: relaxation and breathing. If you stop breathing, you will tense, if you are tensed, the contracted muscles will not allow you to go further.

And if you do not know how to relax, there is a good method – you have to tense the corresponding muscles with all your force for, say, 20 seconds, then relax, then repeat. The muscles will eventually tire and relax. And this is the moment to apply some stretching force (but not too much!)

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 49. Back to taboos

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Back to the taboo and inner bondage subject. A good example how taboos, lack of experience and shyness might be dangerous and how they overly complicate pretty much simple things.

Can you imagine yourself in this situation when you were ~16-17 year old?

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 48. Just lube it up!

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Indeed, a rule of thumb (or another part of a human body): if something does not go in or out – relax, lube it up and do not use much force and sharp movements. That, actually, works in many completely not related to (self-)bondage cases. Forget one of the “ingredients” (e.g. use lube but make a sharp movement), and the consequences might be even fatal. This is how I made leggings from latex tights and covered the floor in the hotel room with ….

You can have an idea if you read this post: Self-bondage-session-67 thoughts, bondage gremlins or Mr. Bean for a week (still need to post this session).

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 47. Anal play and other scary things

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Climbing from one balcony to another is considered “scary” by many. I find it scary as well. But experienced mountain climbers will not even notice how high the balconies are. Hey, it’s just one step around the wall, and you are there.

But some people have ridiculous phobias. For example, fear of mice or … anal play, just like in the manga. Do you remember anything similar? Was there anything you were thinking as of “scary to try? I remember only one thing – when I was a kid, I was afraid of testing my own sperm.

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Rubberist.Net (IAHR) is for sale

AtaraxiaIn short: Ataraxia (the owner) is selling Rubberist.net again. This includes all forum content, the “Rubberist.NET/.ORG/.INFO/CO.UK” domains and the (non-expiring) license to the vBulletin software.

I remember he already tried to sell the site about 8-10 years ago, but was convinced to postpone his decision. Apparently now Ataraxia (65) is indeed going to retire. He did not lose the interest, but all the things not directly related to fetish and bondage take way too much time, energy and money. And after many years you suddenly realise that it’s not fun anymore. Yes, I know the feelings…

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 46. Anal/oral play and doctors

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Gags, plugs, deep-throating dildos and other (self-)bondage and fetish (e.g. wearing fetish clothes in public) activity has an interesting positive side effect – you get used to various “interventions” in awkward positions and stop being overly shy.

Here’s a couple of examples:

Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 44. Buying presents. Part II

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OK, you bought a present. Now Part II – how to present you present to the goal of your present. And where. And what to tell not to destroy the evening and not to ruin your relationships.

This is where common fetishes would help! What concerns me, I’m grateful for any present, presented in any non-harming way. Whether it’s a pair of pantyhose, a big black dildo, money or a piece of chocolate. Virtually anything except living creatures and dangerous stuff.

It was a hint, by the way 😉

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Nana to Kaoru. Chapter 43. Buying presents. Part I

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I have no problems with presents for myself. I have wish-lists in all categories. Fetish and non-fetish related. All I need is money. But buying a present for someone else… This is the area I’m not quite good at. And sometimes you want to cross the line between standard/usual/vanilla present and more intimate, more erotic oriented, more …

Hey, and there was a sale in stockings department! How could I miss such an opportunity to buy these beautiful pantyhose! And there is no sex between the lines. I would like to see your legs adorned in glossy deep red or dark blue nylon. And what about these with patterns made with metallic silver thread? Or these snake-skin-like? Or yes, I love pantyhose…

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