Well, maybe not prodigal, but I have previously been a lurking member of this forum many years ago. I don't even remember what my username was :X
A lot has changed since then. Day to day I'm a switch male who is masculine and has had female subs before. However, I was always harboring a submissive side, and that submissive side was heavily linked to gender-bending/crossdressing. Whenever I pictured myself in bondage, I was feminine. So it took a long time for me to accept that part of myself, but I've since embraced it. I'm mostly, straight, being I'm not attracted to masculine men. It's more of a D/s thing, and I enjoy pleasing anyone regardless of gender. I guess I sort of fit the "sissy" aesthetic, but I'm not really into the whole frilly outfits thing. But definitely hyper feminine at least. I am a little more into nudity/sex than some people here, but I also love material kinks and encasement. I do tend to wear a chastity cage. I have tons of clothes/outfits and BDSM gear at my disposal.
BDSM is really my number one priority with this identity. I want to challenge myself and my body, and of course be stimulated in the process. I like rope, straps, tape, cuffs/metal, pretty much any method of restriction. I'm also very into mummification and encasement bondage, linking to sensory deprivation. As most of the time I've been alone, I've come to really like predicaments and punishing scenarios to test myself. I'd consider myself a bit voyeuristic, but not enough to force my kinks onto the non-consenting public. The internet is good for this, because I can post pictures for everyone to see.
Kinks (non-exhaustive list):
Materials - Pantyhose, stockings, bodysuits, latex, PU leather
A) I placed my handcuff keys out in the backyard (which has no fence/hedge so neighbors can see). I encased myself with nylons (pantyhose and stockings), then wrapped duct tape over every inch of my body except for my nose and a small area to see. My legs were frog tie-style. After, I locked my wrists behind my back with the handcuffs. I was forced to move through my house on the floor, onto the porch, down to the yard, and then across the yard to the key. I remember how nice and cool the night air felt. What I forgot was I still needed the safety scissors, which were back in the house. Now that my arms were free I could move a little faster, but it was still a challenge.
B) I first prepared a bunch of clothes pegs with twine tied to each, which were all tied to a weight suspended from the ceiling. The weight was then tied to another rope that ran up over a beam in the ceiling and then dropped down behind a metal post. I tied myself to the post (legs/torso), and then with my arms still free I carefully affixed each peg to my body. I then gagged myself with a sock, pulled a nylon stocking over my head, and cleaved my mouth with black electrical tape. Then, grabbing the rope coming down from the beam, I slowly pulled the rope behind my back with both hands, which pulled the weight up from its neutral position. I didn't bond my wrists, but the weight was quite heavy and required me to grip it tightly. Over time my arms got tired, and inch by inch they moved higher and strained my shoulders. I was distressed, and the exertion required was making me hot (like physically). I felt the rope slip ever-so-slightly, and then my grip gave way. The weight dropped in its parabolic path, and as it passed the neutral point, it tore all of the attached pegs from my body. Very intense adrenaline rush.
So yeah, you'll probably see me around here 😊. Here are a couple relevant pictures of myself to get an idea...
Here's another subject I'd like to brainstorm. We devised some quite reliable scenarios for "stay bound or suffer" (if you move, something will triggered - e.g. enema release). Such scenarios encourage you to stay in bondage as long as possible, until the you are "reliably released".
But now the goal is different. You must be encouraged to work towards your release or do something or you will suffer. Think of, for example, these two bondage predicaments:
I prefer to stay away from such risky stuff, and I'm thinking about something like water soluble plug with "not-extremely-hot-pepper" inside. If you manage to release yourself in time, you will be able to get the "pepper bomb" out of your rectum, if not... SUFFER!
In other words:
o- wait until you are released and suffer
o- struggle for the release and suffer less
If it's a "Run, damsel, run" scenario:
o- hide until it's dark and there is a 99% guarantee that you won't meet anybody (but suffer)
o- run towards your release, even if there is a risk of being discovered
Trying to add links using the 'Insert a link' icon and things are not right - I used to be able to highlight a word in my text. click the icon and then paste in the URL creating a neat clickable link.
I.e. click here to see military ties - but I'd highlighted the word 'here' not 'I.e. click'
so trying it differently I'll type in the word 'here' and the URL using the same icon after the 'I.e. click'
hereI.e. click - now that is really annoying it's simply dumped it at the start of the sentence
According to the description, this can be used alone. Hower, they also warn, that the latex can adhere so well to the upper body, that you cannot take it off alone...
It won't fit my budget anytime soon, but I thought, I'd share this find here anyway.
Figured I'd start this thread since the boss started a ponytail one.
Seeing a woman with a perfectly cut sexy bob makes my heart race and my knees weak. Sadly you don't see them often.
Two of my favorites...
Heya all. I'm home alone this weekend and was hoping to get some kinky / bdsm related play involved this weekend. Short story first, I'm in Chastity so cumming is not possible atm, also not allowed. I'm also a MtF trans if that helps 😁
I like anything that is arousing, dont mind a little pain so on and so forth. I'm going to list below what typs of toys and stuff i have at my disposal. I like bondage / selv bondage, dressing up in girly clothes OFC. imma change gender anyway so i wanna start as early as possible hihi. I already have a rule from my keyholder that I'm only allowed to wear a plug to bed, no clothes whatsoever. so i susually use one of my smaller plugs for that these days.
So I'm looking for what to do/wear at home, but also if u guys got any kinky ideas for when im visiting my friend tomorrow, we gonna have a taco night 😋 <3
toys and stuff:
- Buttplugs everything from small to large, some with prostate massager, vibrating, diffrent looks, etc Picture below 😉
- Dildoplug as i call it. it is long and thick like a medium+ sized dildo but the end is like a plug, so it gets thinner at a small part and there is a base that stops it from slipping all the way in.
- Dildo with ball & veins for realizm 😋
- Rope, belts, treads etc.
- Nipple clamps
- ball gag
- blindfold
- lockable Wrist & ankle cuffs
- wristcuffs with a type of neck band
- posture collar
- a few girly/slutty clothing pieces. knee high socks, a scimpy leather bikini and ofc a few girly underwear that i alrdy use on a daily basis.
- normal household items
- lots of padlocks
- (camera if anyone wants pictures)
hope someone can gimme a few tasks, idea whatever for the weekend 😋
Hair fetishism is one of the most common fetishes and it's called tricophilia. Yes, I find long hair beautiful, but this thread is about tails. I love tails!
