I use a form of self bondage I lock my self up using handcuffs and straps I lay down naked on my bed face down Catheterise my self after drinking and eating and have a drain bag on the floor .Fasten straps about both ankles Gag my self with a ball gag Put ear plugs in my ears. Hand cuff one wrist to the bed head. Put a blindfold on then lock my other wrist with a second pair of handcuffs to the bed head This position is inescapable. How do I get out of my bonds ???? Well prior to putting my self in this position I post the hand cuff keys to a friend in another nearby town.
hopping that my friend gets the letter soon ? So I do not know if she will rescue me ?? I have arranged this with my friend several times in the past year. I do not know when she will receive the letter. If I post the letter on Thursday or Friday it may be 3 days before she comes to release me ? By that time I will be in agony suffering the pain of cramps and thirst Lose track of time and usually shit myself. I know when I have done that I will be whipped or caned before she eventually releases me. I cannot even hear her arrive or enter the room The first thing I know is the bite of the whip or cane which I have left on a chair beside the bed. She is a nurse so she can revive me if necessary As I have been found unconciuos once last year. To do this i trust her absolutely and have faith in her I kow that she will phone me so When I do not answer she will rescue me. I also tell her that I will be locking myself up in a few days time. After release It takes several hours before I can move or get up out off the bed to shower and clean myself I however despite the condition I am in on release Soon want to lock my self up again I am crazy but love been kept helpless and not knowing when I will or if ever will be released Love and trust is necessary As I never know how long I will remain in the bondage which I put myself in ?
hopping that my friend gets the letter soon ? So I do not know if she will rescue me ?? I have arranged this with my friend several times in the past year. I do not know when she will receive the letter. If I post the letter on Thursday or Friday it may be 3 days before she comes to release me ? By that time I will be in agony suffering the pain of cramps and thirst Lose track of time and usually shit myself. I know when I have done that I will be whipped or caned before she eventually releases me. I cannot even hear her arrive or enter the room The first thing I know is the bite of the whip or cane which I have left on a chair beside the bed. She is a nurse so she can revive me if necessary As I have been found unconciuos once last year. To do this i trust her absolutely and have faith in her I kow that she will phone me so When I do not answer she will rescue me. I also tell her that I will be locking myself up in a few days time. After release It takes several hours before I can move or get up out off the bed to shower and clean myself I however despite the condition I am in on release Soon want to lock my self up again I am crazy but love been kept helpless and not knowing when I will or if ever will be released Love and trust is necessary As I never know how long I will remain in the bondage which I put myself in ?
