Figured I'd give an update since it's been a little bit...
Files I've been training with: Pink Ecstasy, Hair trigger 2, The Agreement, Shemale academy, compliance 202 and 404, and Extra Deep 2
Things I've noticed: Wearing as much pink as possible while training automatically puts me in a more sub/femme headspace. I crave to wear pink daily, and seeing attractive women out in public makes me want to dress up. I don't mind wearing other colors, but pink just makes me feel SO much better.
Arousal: baseline arousal is definitely higher than usual, but it feels "shifted". I have this feeling that pleasing a woman in a normal sense is diminishing, and that going down on her or getting fucked by her is the only way.
During trance: simply blank. I always think I'm going to remember things towards the end of the file, but during the wake up section the specific details get extremely hazy. I do recall moments of absolute bliss where I feel engulfed in the words I'm hearing.
Day-to-day life: Smooth is the best. I regularly shave from my chest down. Luckily, I have a job where I have to wear pants, so it's not embarrassing.
Orgasms: Only while locked in chastity and while fully dressed. Heels, stockings, panties, dress/skirt, gloves, wig, makeup. I strive to wear as much pink as possible... it seems to make my orgasms subjectively better. I typically watch transgender porn and focus on how the women feel as they are taken for pleasure. Usually I end up "blacking out" when I get close and give in completely to how I feel. I always eat my load afterwards as well 😊 HFOs have been easier and easier over time as well, and I even had 2 HFOs within a minute of each other.
Regarding Pink Ecstasy: I don't know what is really in there. I've never listened to it while awake, but it always feels like I've accepted everything after I come out of trance. I always come out of trance happy and accepting now. I feel an intense desire to submit to someone dominant.
Sexuality: No doubts I am not heterosexual and have never been. Whether that was from suppression early in my childhood or what...I can't say. But lately I've accepted that I am not who I thought I was.
(11 Sep 2022, 16:15 )bimboandrea25 Wrote: Sexuality: No doubts I am not heterosexual and have never been. Whether that was from suppression early in my childhood or what...I can't say. But lately I've accepted that I am not who I thought I was.
"Domestic Bliss" is a very useful file, I should say. Everybody must listen to it:
Quote:Many people come to the realization that Married life is better when the man respects and obeys the woman. This session programs a husband to feel pleasure when pleasing his wife. The feeling of being submissive to her is strongest when the two are alone together (e.g. when the kids are asleep) This session programs the man to respond automatically to any request from his wife with the words 'Yes, Sweetheart' which triggers a pleasant feeling and a more submissive frame of mind. So relax and listen every night to Domestic Bliss and before you know it you will be programmed to obey your wife like the goddess she is. And the best part? You can only cum with your wife's permission, but when she grants you permission to cum, your orgasm will be amazingly powerful!
Samantha’s compliance series works for me. I just snapped out of compliance 5 completely focused on her voice in every way. I wasn’t aware anything in particular was happening, except maybe some pleasant contractions, but my little thing is completely limp and my panties are a soaked mess. I feel very slightly and pleasantly aroused, so I am guessing I just experienced a prostate milking under her hypnosis. I had been using the series repeatedly on and off, never really tried too hard. It just sort of happened.
15 Sep 2022, 21:01 (This post was last modified: 28 Sep 2022, 01:16 by Like Ra.)
"Caught and Punished 01"
Quote:Imagine you were home alone, watching Samantha's Naughty Videos, enjoying yourself completely, and you know what I mean. But, she was watching. She saw your doing what you do. She took photos. She caught you in the act. She even made a video. Threatening to upload that video so the whole world can see it, you realize she has you. And she has a plan. Dressing you up, realizing this fantasy of being caught and punished is actually fun
(15 Sep 2022, 21:01 )Like Ra Wrote: "Caught and Punished"
Quote:Imagine you were home alone, watching Samantha's Naughty Videos, enjoying yourself completely, and you know what I mean. But, she was watching. She saw your doing what you do. She took photos. She caught you in the act. She even made a video. Threatening to upload that video so the whole world can see it, you realize she has you. And she has a plan. Dressing you up, realizing this fantasy of being caught and punished is actually fun
I loved that, thank you. There was some kind of raspy, very vocoder-like voices towards the end I couldn't make out at all, but I felt a lot of pleasure at the time so some part of me must've understood it.
SB fan Wrote:I was scrolling through your site today, and I found myself wondering.
I always love watching and reading interviews in which content creators talk about their content. It sheds so much light on their work, and how they perceive it.
With you creating such great content, I always found myself wondering about many things, and I hope it's ok I ask you them.
What is your favorite session?
Are there sessions you enjoyed making more than others?
Do you sometimes listen to your sessions?
Do you like seeing your fans react to your sessions/ reach out to you?
What would you say are your strongest sessions are?
Are there topics you've yet to touch, but curious about?
I hope I don't ask too much, I'm just curious for your point of view 😊
Samantha Bandler Wrote:Yes, I have a few favorite sessions. Leading Lady is one of my early favorites. It was a Custom Recording and quite a challenge. I was very pleased with the results, and so was the person who commissioned it. My other favorites have to do with the strength and effectiveness of the inductions. Seduced to Serve 1 2 and 3 were also Custom Recordings for a fan who was unable to be hypnotized by anyone... until he listened to Seduced to Serve.
Yes, there are some sessions that were a lot of fun to make. Most of them were Custom Recordings with themes that sparked my creativity. I also really enjoyed making my Compliance Series. It was a long time ago, but it was the first 'series' of recordings that gradually increased the behavior changes.
Yes, I sometimes listen to my sessions. I started out making recordings for myself, and I continue to do so.
It depends on how people react and reach out. Like anyone, I enjoy receiving compliments. It is nice to hear how my work has positively impacted listeners.
My strongest sessions to date are probably Blank Out 1, Extra Deep, and my latest sessions - Business Trip 1 and 2 and High Heel Brainwashing. I developed a powerful new induction for the Business Trip series and I made it even stronger in HHB.
Topics I haven't yet touched are mostly because I don't want to touch them.
I won't do scat, incest, violence or under-age sessions. I must say I was surprised the straight sessions don't sell as well as the rest. When I started, I actually thought I would be making sessions for straight guys and straight gals. The first illusion to fall was making sessions for straight gals. Women don't listen to erotic hypnosis - they read romance novels. And apparently straight guys don't know about erotic hypnosis or refuse to pay for it. Sissies, on the other hand, LOVE erotic hypnosis and are happy to pay for sessions and Custom Recordings... which explains why my catalog leans heavily toward sissy sessions - that is what sells. If you have any ideas for how to market to straight guys email me!
