Falling into a bit of a spiral for Samantha 🙈 Only started listening about a week ago, but seems she has already taken alot of my focus.
Been listening to the trance training program and total chastity, i find my self really deep in trance super quickly and havent been fully hard in a couple of day's despite being crazy horny.
it's a bit funny to me i was mostly interested for the sissy/feminization side of the files but i haven't been able to stop with the total chastity file 🤤😅
So I finally submitted submissively to my gf! I have to say... getting dressed up and getting fucked felt so amazing. I don't think I've ever had a stronger orgasm.
I'm really shocked at how I felt, but it seemed natural.
I decided to go back to Hair Trigger, and I've listened 4 nights now.
Last night I tranced really heavily. I'm pretty sure this file is one listen away from triggering a HFO towards the end for me. Last night I felt like I was riiight there, I just couldn't let go enough. I've found that in order to HFO successfully, you need to seriously have the ability to let go down there, and it's hard to put into words. It's just a feeling when you connect with the throbbing.
Anyway, I was riding my peloton today, and I was using a session with a good-looking woman and I could feel myself getting turned on. I get these sort of "flush" feelings down there, similar to the feeling when you actually do orgasm. A couple of those leads to some pre-cum dribbling out over time, so I suppose it is actually working.
I'll probably continue with this. It is fun.
Just wanted to give an update... early on in my relationship with my gf I opened up to her about everything and she was and is still very supportive of expressing myself! She happily bought a strap-on and started being more dominant in the bedroom. She really enjoys that I can be both a dominant man and a submissive sissy in the bedroom depending on what we're in the mood for. She refers to me as a female name when I'm dressed up and orders me around in the bedroom and its VERY fun. I always focus on her pleasure first (whether dominant or submissive), so I think that dynamic works well for us.
I do have to say that submission to someone dominant and not having any control while dressed up is truly amazing. I don't think I've ever orgasmed so hard and fast from her fucking me in my pleasure center.
I don't listen to the files as often, since our relationship is immensely more valuable to me. I am extremely lucky and happy to have found someone so accepting of who I am.
Anyone know if the vids under “Straight Fun” are free from gayification and sissy stuff? I like sb style but I’m straight and don’t want to waste money