How many people here love ballet heels/boots as much as I do?
They are my go to footwear for me. I have a couple of pairs of high heels. But I always gravitate back to the ballet heels. I think it’s the fact that they really make your legs look long, combined with the fact that they are uncomfortable and very restrictive for movement.
on 7-5 I have to take my car to the garage for a checkup, but I will wait for that. the rest of the day planned for a locked day.
After the obligatory things, plug in, puncture pants, puncture pads around nipples.
over it my black latex or semi-transparent latex catsuit. Then the rubber shoe on my feet. followed by ankle cuffs, and wrist cuffs that lock.
the stainless steel collar around my neck also nicely locked. keys are stored in the kitchen safe, which is locked until the end of the day.
my adidas chill tracksuit is all about this, just to look for the public world.
I go to the garage and wait there until my car has had its turn.
would of course like to serve you real, but think that you do not want / can do because of J at home ...
so ideas options Arrived at home ::
go anywhere in latex
timer padlock outside, on something
- recycling piss day
-more layers
-date with someone
please help me with ideas
see my blog for al toys toys pictures
Just a little hello from me and an introduction. Apologies if I blab on. This is my first time posting about me in the public domain and is quite a step. I’ll explain more on that in a moment.
So, I’m the inspector. And I’ll try and start from the beginning, where my earliest quirks and feelings developed. I will start by saying that even from an early age i have always been drawn to bizarre imagery and taboo topics.
At a young age when I was at school. For the record, I hated school. Not because of the education or the teachers, but the other people o had to go with. I was always quite creative and imaginative, and through my early years I was popular. Then when moving on to high school and kids start developing into supposedly mature adults and conforming to normality I dropped down to the kid that got bullied. Anyhow, whilst at school, I was very interested in history. We briefly glossed over torture and the nefarious methods used over the years to keep the class semi awake. Me being me was intrigued and went home to research it further, as I did with many different things. I sat and read and read. Book after book from the library about various methods. Mesmerised by such things as the rack and the scavengers daughter. The images of people tied down in discomfort sticks with me to this day. Anyways, whilst google searching, I came across an image of a woman on tight clothing being used as a chair. I clicked on the link and was taken to houseofgord.com. although I didn’t quite understand what I was seeing the image was engrained in my head. A short while later we were taken on a trip away with school for a week to an activity centre. Here they took you wading through rivers and building camps/shelters etc. One night one of the kids I was forced to share a room with shoved us into the wardrobe and shut the doors, then ramming the bed up against them hoping for some sort of reaction from me. This was the first time that I began to truly realise that I wasn’t entirely normal. If anything these kids had Donne me a favour. As I sat there in darkness I was free to think whatever I wanted. Nobody to distract. Nobody to interrupt, just alone with my own thoughts. Another thing to note was the claustrophobia that I could have felt didn’t phase me. I loved the feeling of being closed in. And from here my story really begins.
A few months on, I was with some friends and as a laugh one of them tied me to the side of some bunk beds. I got the weird sensation I had never felt before. I couldn’t place it, I couldn’t work out what it was. It was just bizarre. The next weekend my parents went away for the day and left me at home alone. It was one of the first times they had done this. Intrigued to try and recreate the sensation I had had only a few days prior I grabbed some string and ratchet straps from the garage to try and recreate the feeling. After only half tying my legs together to the corner of my bed I felt a sudden pulse between my legs and thus came for the first time,l blowing my load. I won’t lie, I was confused. I come from a family where both parents are pretty prude over anything rude or sexual. So having no sex education and living a generally geeky lifestyle meant that I was overwhelmed and paniced to see this whitish sticky substance lined my underwear. I was so embarrassed/worried that I actually burnt my underwear and buried the ashes at the end of the garden. The years went by and like many lads I went to clubs and pubs and ended up with various lasses where I became more understanding and comfortable with my sexuality.
Next, after leaving college l attended my first heavy metal/rock festival.
This community of heavy metal and rock seemed like a haven for me. People were understanding. It generally didn’t matter what you looked like, what your sexuality was. You were accepted. To this day I would much rather be around these types of people than “normal” do gooders. Here I met a lass and was invited back to her tent. We had some drinks and then went to do the deed. In the process of throwing my top off when I hear a sudden series of clicks and a snap around my wrist. I looked up only to find she had handcuffed me to the tent pole. I cannot even begin to describe how turned on I was. I don’t think even to this day I have cum so quickly. We never ended in a relationship, but that odd feeling did start to bring back the images from the house of gord which I began to study intensively, resulting in signing up for the paid subscription. A part of me always told myself that what I was into wasn’t right. I was searching online for play partners and even researched local dominatrix to quench my thirst for it. I had a few longer term relationships in this period but none ever ended up lasting. I kept my fetishes and quirks to myself and have done to this day. In the end I even travelled abroad to a fetish show their to avoid meeting/seeing anyone I know. Keeping my different lifestyle private.
The only person I have opened up about any of it to face to face is my wife. She knows some stuff, but doesn’t understand the sensations or reasoning. For this reason I keep my darkest experiences to myself and “play” when she isn’t at home. I keep all my stuff locked away in hard cases hidden in the house. I think it’s best to say I love two lives. My happy “normal” life with her and friends in a job that I love. But secretly long for a life of being used by a dominant. Tied up and gagged.
So as some may have already read in the self bondage section of this forum I am preparing for my biggest session yet. Building everything in secret from my wife, ready to assemble it altogether when I have the house to myself for a couple of weeks. In some ways, I take my inspiration for Geoff Gord and JG leathers. Firstly, I’m always looking for next blind adventure. Something that will push me to the next level. Secondly, my body is not a temple. It will not arrive to the pearly gates in pristine condition. It will be used and arrive saying that was one hell of a ride!
With that in mind I hope that I have found a home/community that I can express myself and engage in conversation in something that I have kept hidden for sol long, even from this I love most. These desires will never leave me and I have learnt that I have to embrace me for being me. By doing so I can live my life to the fullest and enjoy both the normal life, and the life of a kinkster.
I thought it was finally time I finished this introduction and since I've been in a typing mood this evening, why not get it done now. I have so many, varied interests that I'm not really sure where to start so I guess I'll start with the basics. I have a latex fetish; if it's not totally apparent by my forum avatar. That picture is actually of my Remawear catsuit. The attached hood is a little wonky and in need of repair but it's still in one piece... with patches. Bondage is my other main fetish. I can't remember exactly when I realized I had a bondage fetish though I can remember hand cuffing myself to a chair using two pairs of hand cuffs, when I was 8 or 9 years old. Both of those fetishes have grown a lot but the bondage fetish has turned into a completely different, nearly uncharted journey of extreme bondage engineering. I've had jobs working with computers, electronics, industrial automation and metalworking/CNC machining. All of those jobs have helped me discover new facets of this bondage automation fetish I have.
I spent so much time in my life not being in a relationship that I had to use my ingenuity to my advantage. This activity resulted in (or uncovered) a bit of what I call a tech fetish. I am extremely drawn towards automated machine gratification. Basically, my extreme bondage fetish turned into a bondage automation and milking machine/forced orgasm fetish. Some of the stuff I do is definitely not considered safe and I know that, but everyone here that has a fetish, knows that fetishes can't really be ignored. My intention is to build stuff like those who have inspired me: Gord, JG Leathers and PD form insex. The unsafe nature of some of my adventures is one reason why I haven't been so outspoken with my interests on this forum. Probably the most unsafe thing I've done was automating breath control using an arduino while bound spread eagle on the bed with a chinese timer padlock. I can't remember if I used the magic wand or if I used the venus 2000 clone but the orgasm was amazing. I only did that once and nothing went wrong but I'm keenly aware of everything that could have gone wrong. My girlfriend knows what I do and so do my neighbors. I also have emergency plans in place and I don't do the solo arduino breath control thing anymore. I only do that when my girlfriend is home and keeping an eye on me.
Chastity is also something I'm interested in but I have one major issue with it. I sort of have urine phobia, and it prevents me from being able to use the bathroom while wearing chastity. If I can't wipe myself off after I urinate, I feel extremely unclean. That unclean feeling turns into anxiety which keeps me from relaxing to be able to urinate in the first place. I wish I could get past that (advice welcome) because I certainly see the appeal. Strangely enough, however, semen doesn't produce the same anxiety that urine does. My latest device experiment involves capturing my orgasm and pumping it to a gag. That sort of "punishment" will be extra effective since I am capable of multiple orgasms without stopping. I'm still waiting on all of the components to arrive to build it but I will post results of that when I can.
[edit] I almost forgot, considering the normal content of this website, I should include how I feel about some of the common fetishes I see from you all. I'm transgender, in thought, not in practice. At one time, I was taking hormones and growing breasts, but I stopped years ago. I even had my name changed back then. I still have small breasts even though I stopped transitioning and changed my name back. Since I do still identify as transgender, I am drawn towards female clothing, shoes, dresses etc, but I don't think any of it is a fetish for me. However, I absolutely love leotards. I have literally started wearing them as underwear at all times. I ask my girlfriend to get them for gifts on my birthday and christmas. I wear them at work and I wear them as pajamas around my house. I have a large'ish collection of them, maybe 30 or so. Pantyhose is very comfortable but really does nothing for me sexually though I do have an appreciation for shiny clothing, just not specifically pantyhose, sorry. I do like lycra clothing of any kind and I certainly have very specific blends of materials that I look for. I tend to wear normal leggings as pajamas around my house or next door, but mostly because they're comfortable not because they tickle my fetish.
After having you all read that wall of text, I want to pose some questions.
What do you think of open discussion of unsafe practices? I'm on the fence about it and can see positives and negatives regarding this. I especially would like to hear Ra's viewpoint regarding this matter.
Is anyone else on here interested in the automation of self bondage or of anything related to that?
This question is for Ra. I keep seeing cool things on the right side shopping links, but I tend to notice them as I'm clicking to go to another page or clicking back so I miss seeing the details for the items that catch my eye. Is there a place on the website where all of these can be browsed at once or a way to see the history of what's been shown? Thanks
So, I'm posting this as a response to another thread here. I've been using this technique for years and it's always served me well. It works well when I'm laying down on my back, it works standing up, it works underneath lockable, pvc lolita dresses and it works decently if I'm on my hands and knees. Additionally, the belt could be locked on by using a padlock through the many holes it has or you could lock other things to the belt.
One of those belts with a lot of holes, in your size or longer
a small length of rope that can tie around the magic wand and fit through the holes in the belt
a leotard (don't question me, just wear it)
1. Here is a closer view of the belt
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2. Closer view of the silicone attachment
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3. See how the rope is attached to the wand
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4. Closer view of the rope, see how simple it is. Yours doesn't have to exactly match mine, just tie it on similarly until it works the same way.
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5. Put the belt on, suck in your belly because you've had the belt for 20 years and exercise is hard. Make sure the buckle is off to your side, or anywhere beside directly in front. It can be behind you if you want, just not in front.
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6. The ropes should already be tied similar to mine and attached to the magic wand. Put the ends of the ropes through the belt. You can't see it but instead of threading the rope through adjacent holes, I skipped a pair of holes to space the rope out a bit. The body of the magic wand will sit right where the holes I skipped are.
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7. In this next photo, I have tied the rope above the handle of the magic wand. It is a simple bow knot, same as you would use on shoe laces. It doesn't have to be a bow knot, you could use whatever knot you want that will hold it there, you could even make up your own monstrosity of a knot.
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8. Next you can see that the magic wand is holding still on the belt without me holding it and I have attached the silicone sleeve. I would suggest you put the sleeve on your penis before you attach it to the magic wand but you're free to struggle with it however you want.
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9. Lastly, here you can see that I am sitting in my office chair getting ready to type up this post you're reading now. The magic wand easily stays in position even when I'm sitting down. I can do many things and this device will stay right where it's tied. If I use an extension cord, I can walk around the house with it on and it won't slip though after some walking movement, I may need to push the sleeve back down towards my pubic bone. You'll figure that out.
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That's it, I hope this was informative enough. I haven't needed to do this yet, but if I were going to do a lot of sessions where I were on my hands and knees, like a milking cow, and the device was under me, I would probably put another rope tied around the head of the magic wand (with the first rope still in place) and ran back on either side of my crotch to the holes on the rear of the belt. That would help it stay in place even with gravity working to pull it away from you.
Open Thread
New to this forum and first time asking questions of this nature so please go easy on me!
Ok, I have a big session lined up for a couple of months time when I have the house to myself. Here is what I have so far....
I will first be inserting an vibrating inflatable plug into my ass and attaching e-stim pads to my ass cheeks. I will then put on a blue zentai suit that I have modified to remove the face and put a zipper in for the crotch. Next will be a tight waspie corset. Laced as tight as it will go. Up next is some expanding ear plugs followed by a gag. Penis or ball. Not decided yet. On top of that is hood that allows eyes and nose on show. Following this is a lace up neck corset and a pair of ballet heels.
The next step is to begin the actual “bondage.”
I have constructed a chair that will keep my legs spread a small amount. It includes the following. A place to lock each ankle with leather cuffs. There are two locking straps for each thigh. One just above the knee and one just before my groin. A tight locking strap will go around my corseted waist and one just under my arms around my chest. These two straps will hold me tightly to the backrest of the chair and upright. I will then put a harness on my head and hold my head tightly upright to a frame at the top of the chair.
The next step is to attach a tight chain to a septum piercing with stirrup jewellery in to a point near my groin. Another step to ensure I can’t move my head at all. I will then put a pair of noose cancelling headphones on to kill off my hearing completely. Finally I will lock my wrists into leather cuffs which are joined by a short chain. The middle of the chain has a padlock through it which locks it to a thick metal plate. The last step is to quickly put a padded blindfold on to limit my senses except for smell entirely and drop the metal plate onto an awaiting electromagnet in between my legs.
So how it works. The power for the electromagnet is attached to an electronic timer that will cut off after a predetermined amount of time. The backup mechanism is a very large block of ice with a key inside it suspended above me. As the ice melts the key will lower on string into a basket just before my hands. The ice is literally just that. A fail safe and will take a long time to release.
Soooo..... this is where I need your creative minds to help. I have another electronic timer for a hitachi wand to turn it on and off randomly. I’m thinking of attaching this to my penis. Ideas for how to mount this to keep contact would be great. All my ideas and tests seem to keep allowing the wand to shift away killing all sensation from it.
Secondly... the e-stinks unit I have turns itself off after 15 minutes. Any suggestions or cheap alternatives that are either mains powered or have longer cycles? Or any ideas on how to make one powered by a pc? I want my session to last somewhere Long the lines of a minimum of 4-5 hours. Total isolation and torture is what I’m looking for.
Thirdly.... is there anything else you would suggest I add? Anything particularly nasty to make it even more enjoyable/unbearable? I like a challenge!
Thanks for taking the time to read it. And apologies for the rather lengthy first post! A
New to this forum and first time asking questions of this nature so please go easy on me!
Ok, I have a big session lined up for a couple of months time when I have the house to myself. Here is what I have so far....
I will first be inserting an vibrating inflatable plug into my ass and attaching e-stim pads to my ass cheeks. I will then put on a blue zentai suit that I have modified to remove the face and put a zipper in for the crotch. Next will be a tight waspie corset. Laced as tight as it will go. Up next is some expanding ear plugs followed by a gag. Penis or ball. Not decided yet. On top of that is hood that allows eyes and nose on show. Following this is a lace up neck corset and a pair of ballet heels.
The next step is to begin the actual “bondage.”
I have constructed a chair that will keep my legs spread a small amount. It includes the following. A place to lock each ankle with leather cuffs. There are two locking straps for each thigh. One just above the knee and one just before my groin. A tight locking strap will go around my corseted waist and one just under my arms around my chest. These two straps will hold me tightly to the backrest of the chair and upright. I will then put a harness on my head and hold my head tightly upright to a frame at the top of the chair.
The next step is to attach a tight chain to a septum piercing with stirrup jewellery in to a point near my groin. Another step to ensure I can’t move my head at all. I will then put a pair of noose cancelling headphones on to kill off my hearing completely. Finally I will lock my wrists into leather cuffs which are joined by a short chain. The middle of the chain has a padlock through it which locks it to a thick metal plate. The last step is to quickly put a padded blindfold on to limit my senses except for smell entirely and drop the metal plate onto an awaiting electromagnet in between my legs.
So how it works. The power for the electromagnet is attached to an electronic timer that will cut off after a predetermined amount of time. The backup mechanism is a very large block of ice with a key inside it suspended above me. As the ice melts the key will lower on string into a basket just before my hands. The ice is literally just that. A fail safe and will take a long time to release.
Soooo..... this is where I need your creative minds to help. I have another electronic timer for a hitachi wand to turn it on and off randomly. I’m thinking of attaching this to my penis. Ideas for how to mount this to keep contact would be great. All my ideas and tests seem to keep allowing the wand to shift away killing all sensation from it.
Secondly... the e-stinks unit I have turns itself off after 15 minutes. Any suggestions or cheap alternatives that are either mains powered or have longer cycles? Or any ideas on how to make one powered by a pc? I want my session to last somewhere Long the lines of a minimum of 4-5 hours. Total isolation and torture is what I’m looking for.
Thirdly.... is there anything else you would suggest I add? Anything particularly nasty to make it even more enjoyable/unbearable? I like a challenge!
Thanks for taking the time to read it. And apologies for the rather lengthy first post! A
The title says it all: I'm looking for a way to glue latex to PVC.
What for? you may wonder well, inflatable bondage.
I've made latex on latex "pressure bed" (as opposed to vacuum bed), but latex stretches, thus I'd need either thicker latex on the outisde walls, or reinforce it using tons of glue in some gruesome time-consuming, mind-numbing gluing ordeal which I wish to avoid. And both would be pretty expensive.
So since PVC is non-stretchy, and the "double orca" inflatable bondage is all the rage since about a year or so, I figured I might use said orca for the outside wall, glue in some latex to be sandwiched in once the pump is turned on to enjoy both the feeling of pressure (not not dissimilar to a vacuumbed's but still a different experience enough to warrant making one yourself!) and the vore feel it'll bring in. Not to mention how much cheaper an inflatable PVC orca is compared to 5m of 0.8mm latex sheets! Yeah, we're talking about 4 times cheaper.
So if anyone has any sort of knowledge or advice - really, anything- in regards to gluin latex (rubber) to PVC, it will be most welcome.
And if you have any question or suggestions go ahead.
Cheers.
Started working on some elcmectromagnetic handcuffs
Got 2 x 40mm 25kg rated 12v emags
I plan to run these from 9v pp3 batteries
Bolt the magnets onto the side of a box that will house the battery holders that I’ll 3D print.
I did a quick test at 12v and 9v for strength and found that if pulled straight there wasn’t much difference but if slid then definitely yes.
I’ll mount the magnets down in some pipe caps or other plumbing stuff that fits so they can only be pulled out straight.
Will test with a dummy load to see what the time delay is for the 9v battery to
Run out. But calculations says it’s about 30-45mins depending on exact battery mah. That’s pretty much consistent with the YouTube vids from the company promoting products for sale.
I should be able to combine it with the self bondage straight jacket that I got from bondage webbing a few years ago to hold things in place.
