I thought it was finally time I finished this introduction and since I've been in a typing mood this evening, why not get it done now. I have so many, varied interests that I'm not really sure where to start so I guess I'll start with the basics. I have a latex fetish; if it's not totally apparent by my forum avatar. That picture is actually of my Remawear catsuit. The attached hood is a little wonky and in need of repair but it's still in one piece... with patches. Bondage is my other main fetish. I can't remember exactly when I realized I had a bondage fetish though I can remember hand cuffing myself to a chair using two pairs of hand cuffs, when I was 8 or 9 years old. Both of those fetishes have grown a lot but the bondage fetish has turned into a completely different, nearly uncharted journey of extreme bondage engineering. I've had jobs working with computers, electronics, industrial automation and metalworking/CNC machining. All of those jobs have helped me discover new facets of this bondage automation fetish I have.
I spent so much time in my life not being in a relationship that I had to use my ingenuity to my advantage. This activity resulted in (or uncovered) a bit of what I call a tech fetish. I am extremely drawn towards automated machine gratification. Basically, my extreme bondage fetish turned into a bondage automation and milking machine/forced orgasm fetish. Some of the stuff I do is definitely not considered safe and I know that, but everyone here that has a fetish, knows that fetishes can't really be ignored. My intention is to build stuff like those who have inspired me: Gord, JG Leathers and PD form insex. The unsafe nature of some of my adventures is one reason why I haven't been so outspoken with my interests on this forum. Probably the most unsafe thing I've done was automating breath control using an arduino while bound spread eagle on the bed with a chinese timer padlock. I can't remember if I used the magic wand or if I used the venus 2000 clone but the orgasm was amazing. I only did that once and nothing went wrong but I'm keenly aware of everything that could have gone wrong. My girlfriend knows what I do and so do my neighbors. I also have emergency plans in place and I don't do the solo arduino breath control thing anymore. I only do that when my girlfriend is home and keeping an eye on me.
Chastity is also something I'm interested in but I have one major issue with it. I sort of have urine phobia, and it prevents me from being able to use the bathroom while wearing chastity. If I can't wipe myself off after I urinate, I feel extremely unclean. That unclean feeling turns into anxiety which keeps me from relaxing to be able to urinate in the first place. I wish I could get past that (advice welcome) because I certainly see the appeal. Strangely enough, however, semen doesn't produce the same anxiety that urine does. My latest device experiment involves capturing my orgasm and pumping it to a gag. That sort of "punishment" will be extra effective since I am capable of multiple orgasms without stopping. I'm still waiting on all of the components to arrive to build it but I will post results of that when I can.
[edit] I almost forgot, considering the normal content of this website, I should include how I feel about some of the common fetishes I see from you all. I'm transgender, in thought, not in practice. At one time, I was taking hormones and growing breasts, but I stopped years ago. I even had my name changed back then. I still have small breasts even though I stopped transitioning and changed my name back. Since I do still identify as transgender, I am drawn towards female clothing, shoes, dresses etc, but I don't think any of it is a fetish for me. However, I absolutely love leotards. I have literally started wearing them as underwear at all times. I ask my girlfriend to get them for gifts on my birthday and christmas. I wear them at work and I wear them as pajamas around my house. I have a large'ish collection of them, maybe 30 or so. Pantyhose is very comfortable but really does nothing for me sexually though I do have an appreciation for shiny clothing, just not specifically pantyhose, sorry. I do like lycra clothing of any kind and I certainly have very specific blends of materials that I look for. I tend to wear normal leggings as pajamas around my house or next door, but mostly because they're comfortable not because they tickle my fetish.
After having you all read that wall of text, I want to pose some questions.
What do you think of open discussion of unsafe practices? I'm on the fence about it and can see positives and negatives regarding this. I especially would like to hear Ra's viewpoint regarding this matter.
Is anyone else on here interested in the automation of self bondage or of anything related to that?
I spent so much time in my life not being in a relationship that I had to use my ingenuity to my advantage. This activity resulted in (or uncovered) a bit of what I call a tech fetish. I am extremely drawn towards automated machine gratification. Basically, my extreme bondage fetish turned into a bondage automation and milking machine/forced orgasm fetish. Some of the stuff I do is definitely not considered safe and I know that, but everyone here that has a fetish, knows that fetishes can't really be ignored. My intention is to build stuff like those who have inspired me: Gord, JG Leathers and PD form insex. The unsafe nature of some of my adventures is one reason why I haven't been so outspoken with my interests on this forum. Probably the most unsafe thing I've done was automating breath control using an arduino while bound spread eagle on the bed with a chinese timer padlock. I can't remember if I used the magic wand or if I used the venus 2000 clone but the orgasm was amazing. I only did that once and nothing went wrong but I'm keenly aware of everything that could have gone wrong. My girlfriend knows what I do and so do my neighbors. I also have emergency plans in place and I don't do the solo arduino breath control thing anymore. I only do that when my girlfriend is home and keeping an eye on me.
Chastity is also something I'm interested in but I have one major issue with it. I sort of have urine phobia, and it prevents me from being able to use the bathroom while wearing chastity. If I can't wipe myself off after I urinate, I feel extremely unclean. That unclean feeling turns into anxiety which keeps me from relaxing to be able to urinate in the first place. I wish I could get past that (advice welcome) because I certainly see the appeal. Strangely enough, however, semen doesn't produce the same anxiety that urine does. My latest device experiment involves capturing my orgasm and pumping it to a gag. That sort of "punishment" will be extra effective since I am capable of multiple orgasms without stopping. I'm still waiting on all of the components to arrive to build it but I will post results of that when I can.
[edit] I almost forgot, considering the normal content of this website, I should include how I feel about some of the common fetishes I see from you all. I'm transgender, in thought, not in practice. At one time, I was taking hormones and growing breasts, but I stopped years ago. I even had my name changed back then. I still have small breasts even though I stopped transitioning and changed my name back. Since I do still identify as transgender, I am drawn towards female clothing, shoes, dresses etc, but I don't think any of it is a fetish for me. However, I absolutely love leotards. I have literally started wearing them as underwear at all times. I ask my girlfriend to get them for gifts on my birthday and christmas. I wear them at work and I wear them as pajamas around my house. I have a large'ish collection of them, maybe 30 or so. Pantyhose is very comfortable but really does nothing for me sexually though I do have an appreciation for shiny clothing, just not specifically pantyhose, sorry. I do like lycra clothing of any kind and I certainly have very specific blends of materials that I look for. I tend to wear normal leggings as pajamas around my house or next door, but mostly because they're comfortable not because they tickle my fetish.
After having you all read that wall of text, I want to pose some questions.
What do you think of open discussion of unsafe practices? I'm on the fence about it and can see positives and negatives regarding this. I especially would like to hear Ra's viewpoint regarding this matter.
Is anyone else on here interested in the automation of self bondage or of anything related to that?
eady have. A magnetic door lock and a Raspberry controlled power switch is also on my list.
