After waking up encased and bound I was feeling on top of the world (read: aroused as hell!) and ready for a super intense session to start the day
Equipment: 70den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den gloss pantyhose Lycra body 10 knee-highs Rope Condom Ball gag High-heeled ankle boots Leg-spreader Rope ratchet Ice cubes Leather cuffs, neck collar and D-links Spreader bars Chain Butt-plug (my biggest!) Massager and mains timer Ear plugs large leather cushion/bean bag
The session: It was back to bed for my first session of the day, but not because I was feeling tired! I had the urge to place myself in position where I was ‘vulnerable’ and utterly helpless, but I also wanted to include the real opportunity of an HFO (subconsciously I think I wanted to ‘suffer’ for that orgasm later…).
It was a case of the usual fetish dressing going over the biggest butt plug I have (which went in surprisingly easily). I deliberately wore a knee-high over my cock, but under the condom, knowing that any ‘seepage’ would soak the nylon and could be used in a following session. I also indulged in some cock and ball bondage, which I’ve found both helps retain my erection but also makes orgasm that little bit harder to achieve. As you can see from the photo, my kit was carefully arranged on the bed ready for my session, but I added in a large leather cushion/bean bag that caused my ass to be lifted upwards and presented to anyone who may have entered the room… With cuffs already around my ankles I tied a length of rope around my waist and passed it from front to back between my legs, the idea being that when pulled tight it would ‘force’ my butt plug deeper into my ass. Next came my gag for the day (and ‘yes’, it did stay in almost all day from around 09:00 to 19:00, with only the very occasional break for a drink) which was a large soft ball inside a knee high, tying the gag in place. Over my head went two more knee highs to hold the gag even more firmly in place, they also ensured my ear plugs stayed in and restricted my vison. To finish off my head-gear for the session I fixed a collar around my neck that would not only hold the knee-highs in place but also be used to hold my head fixed in place as part of my scenario. With the massager set to start in 30minutes, video switched to record and positioned in the right place I set about my bondage. Ankle cuffs where clipped to the spreader bar, holding my legs nicely spread apart. Leaning forwards I pulled my crotch rope (butt plug rope?) up over my head, through the collar fixed to the bed and back down to the spreader bar for my wrists. I couldn’t resist a quick ‘wriggle’ against the rope, loving the way I could make the plug dive a little deeper into my ass. Certain that my rope ratchet was tethered by a fresh ice cube inside the small laundry bag and free from tangles, I carefully pulled more knee-highs up over my arms to complete my encasement (well, almost there was still a small gap between the bottom of my neck and the top of my torso). With a struggle I managed to fix and tighten the leather cuff on my left wrist followed by my right (this one was attached to the ratchet by a rope that passed through an eye of the spreader bar by my head). Once again I checked everything was in place and free from tangles before finally committing myself to true helplessness. Using a small snap link I clipped my left wrist cuff to the left end of the spreader bar and then I used a larger D-link to lock my neck collar to the centre of the bar. This action meant that I could only lift my head a small distance and that movement to the left or right was equally restricted. With a final deep breath (and a raging erection) I reached for the cord that would pull the right wrist rope through the ratchet and tight to the right hand eye of the spreader bar. Oh how arousing that ‘click-click-click’ of the ratchet is! Even though my ear where plugged I could still hear the sound of my impending helplessness coming closer and closer. At first I could feel nothing, but then there was a tug against my wrist, now the tugging became stronger with each pull of the cord. I let my encased and cuffed wrist be pulled across the bed until with a final movement it was held fast against the eye of the bar. I tested my bondage – I was truly helpless and it felt incredible!
There was just enough movement for me to struggle, but absolutely no chance of any escape until the ice melted. Oh my! It was sooooo sexy. 😁
For a while I simply enjoyed the position I’d placed myself in; it was comfortable and effortless to hold, not that I had any choice! Being face down meant that the saliva in my mouth wasn’t constantly causing me to constantly swallow behind the gag and my head was angled such that there was no strain on my neck either.
It was possibly 15minutes into the session that my right arm began to ache a little, but I could relieve the discomfort by twisting my arm around slightly – so that was OK.
Just as I was beginning to think the curse of malfunctioning vibrators had struck again the timer clicked and the massager sprang into life. For a full 60 seconds it worked its magic, teasing me back to full erection before frustratingly stopping! 😡
The torment had left me wanting to cum so much that I started to ride the bean bag under my cock, at the same time trying to use the rope over my butt plug to stimulate me more. I grew more and more active until the timer started my torment all over again. Somehow the new stimulus caused me to lose my rhythm and the building passion was paused, building the sense of sexual frustration I was experiencing.
Time and time again I was left close to orgasm by that damned massager but too far away to work myself over the edge when it stopped. The images of my ever more desperate thrusting combined with the pathetic noises from behind my gag and my struggles still raise an erection when I play the video back of that session.
Eventually after a full 54minutes (checked on the video timer) and 10 cruel cycles of massaging the ice finally melted and I was free. What went well? Almost everything – I spent over 50minutes in bondage and was mercilessly tormented by the massager without quite managing to cum. It was, for the most part, very comfortable and a position I will try again.
The massager – the frustration this created within me was indescribable. I both hated and loved it at the same time. I had deliberately set the 10 cycles to come on for different periods (mostly for 1min, but some for 2min) and I’d made the gaps between cycles different too (I’d got 1, 3 and 5 minute gaps mixed up throughout)
What could be improved? The discomfort I had in my right arm – it was simple to relieve the pain, but a puzzle as to why I even felt it. Before I do this again I want to find an arm position that remains comfortable for a full hour or more.
Longer bondage – if I can fix the arm problem I’m thinking of using more ice cubes, the torment would be incredible. I would also need to find a way of adding more cycles to my massager (I already have the idea, but need to test it)
A fan – when I’d finished the session I was soaked in sweat (which was rather nice) and the room stank like a sports centre changing room (which wasn’t nice at all), so a fan would probably be a good idea for any longer sessions!
More video angles – due to the length of the session I only ran one video, ideally I’d like to get more angles with a second or even third video but the logistics are challenging (my video was 40Gb when I stopped recording – add another one or two and my laptop will start to complain!). Play safe
MJ
Ps. A huge THANK YOU to Ra once again for support and inspiration - he and I may not agree on everything, but I'm so glad he has invested his time, money and efforts into this website and forum.
Utterly exhausted after 3 intense sessions it seemed only logical to try once more to fulfil one of my all-time fantasies and fall asleep in bondage
Equipment: 15den full encasement, closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 2 pairs 20 denier xxxl maternity pantyhose Condom
The session: I have attempted to experience the feeling of waking up in bondage many times over the years, but whenever I’ve tried it I’d become too aroused to sleep and it became possible. However, due to the combination of my day’s self-bondage activities and a week of very little sleep (my job demanded I worked some very long and unsocial hours - in the previous 48hrs I’d only managed 4hrs sleep!) I reckoned this would be my best chance ever. After a shower, something to eat and some mind-numbing TV (always a sleep inducing activity) is was close to midnight when I finally went to bed. My dress for the night was to be a condom on my cock (just in case I had a very good dream!) followed by a 20d bodysuit (a neck entry style: closed crotch and sheath, but no gloves or head) and then my 100% encasement bodysuit over that. This is a superb suit, which is very ‘tight’ fitting without being too small; it has built in gloves and head, with a zipper at the back. Once inside and zipped up it fits better than a Zentai – It’s hard to explain, but the material used must have extra strong elasticity, making it fit incredibly well and tightly. (Maybe a bit like ‘control’ pantyhose?)
At first I simply crawled into bed and tried to relax in my full encasement (I was so sleepy!), but after 2hrs (I checked the clock) the curse of arousal was still with me and I knew that I’d have to try some bondage as well.
I wanted whatever I used to be very comfortable as I still dreamed (ha!) of falling asleep in my bonds. Using two pairs of XXXL maternity tights I began to create my bondage. The first pair went onto my legs, with the two legs of the pantyhose inside each other, to make a comfortable but very effective single leg ‘mummy’ bag, right up to waist. The next pair I used to form a pantyhose single glove, pulling one leg down over my encased head and shoulders and then working my nylon covered fingers and arms into the other leg behind my back. If you have never tried this method and like having your arms behind your back then please give it a go – it is remarkably comfortable and very sexy. (Look here for Ra's version or here for one of my own adventures)
Suitably bound and in 100% encasement, with at least 2 layers of nylon over most of my body, I settled down to try and sleep. At first it seemed that I would never be able to relax enough to sleep, even though the bondage was very comfortable. The strangest problem was the pressure of the double layer of nylon over my nose; whilst not at all uncomfortable it did cause me to breathe oddly and not how I would normally breathe when asleep (or snore as my girlfriend would claim!). this made me think that once again sleep would be impossible, but then something changed and I realised I’d snoozed very briefly (maybe only a few seconds, but definitely not awake), I could just see the illuminated bedside clock and read that the time was close to 3am, so I tried again, resting in the darkness and trying not to think any sexy thoughts.
Suddenly, and incredibly, it was daylight! I experienced a moment’s confusion of where I was and why everything felt odd. I tried to stretch my arms and legs, but couldn’t – what was going on? Then I remembered everything and realised I’d achieved my long held dream of waking up in bondage and fully encased.
Glancing at my clock I could see that it was around 5:30am so I had slept for at least a couple of hours…. RESULT!
What went well? Everything! - I honestly didn’t think I could fall asleep encased and bound, especially in the position I’d chosen, but I did and the experience was amazing. I would seriously recommend that readers give this a go if they can, just to see if their experience is like mine.
What could be improved? Not needing to deprive myself of sleep for days before a session! 😟 - I would love to be able to do this without any ‘special’ preparation (all that stress from work was not good), it’s the only time I would consider an artificial method of safely inducing sleep (a pill to guarantee 4-5hrs).
A camera to capture my movements – I have no idea if I simply stayed still or if I moved around in my bondage as I sleep. A camera taking shots every 15mins would possibly show this, but I’d have to ensure there was no flash to wake me up and that the light was sufficient for image capture.
Different bondage positions – now I’ve done it once I want to try it again but with some different bondage. In this session I was free to move, but could I sleep tied to the bed? Oh how I want to try more, More, MORE! 😁
A gag – Could I sleep gagged? I don’t know, but would be interested to try, though I would need to be happy it was safe. The anti-snore devices look very much like gags, so I think it should be ok. Play safe
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I was still on a high after my suspension session, wanting more bondage and maybe an orgasm too. However, I was starting to feel the effects of over 3hrs of bondage activity and so something nice and simple appealed to me for my next adventure.
Equipment: 70den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den gloss pantyhose Lycra body Wet-look body-con dress 8 knee-highs Rope Condom Ball gag High-heeled ankle boots Butt-plug Cock vibrator and timer
The session: I didn’t undress after my suspension adventure (MJ-SB02/2015 – Home alone session 2:Just hanging around) though I did remove my gag to have another quick fluid intake. With my gag back in I surfed the net for a while (gagged once again and bouncing up and down on my butt plug), seeking some EOTD to get me hard once more. I also posted a few updates on the forum and took some inspiration from Ra on ideas for upcoming sessions 😁
Due to the fact I was feeling some fatigue from my exertions earlier in the day I wanted something simple but effective, with the chance of an HFO (Hands Free Orgasm) to add a little spice to my fun.
My plan was a very simple hogtie, without any timed release but with my cock vibrator on timer mode. I quickly tied my ankles and then used the remaining rope to cinch them to my waist, pulling my ankles upwards to my back.
- set up ready to go (just activating the webcams) I fixed the cock vibrator in place under my Lycra body and dress using knee-highs and set the timer to start in 5mins. As always I pulled knee-highs over my arms to complete my encasement before reaching for my wrist rope.
- arms encased and wrist rope ready Using the figure of 8 method I quickly bound my wrists behind my back, linking in the rope between my ankles and waist for good measure.
- starting on my wrists
- halfway there
- wrists roped and ready I was now kneeling and balanced rather precariously on the bed, any movement would topple me over and start my session properly. So, with a deep breath I shifted my balance slightly to one side and fell with a bounce onto the bed.
- going...
- ...going...
- ...and gone! Brilliant! My legs where trying to stretch out, but couldn’t due to the rope connecting them to my waist, which in turn meant that my wrist rope was cinched tighter.
- that feels sooooo good! I revelled in my bondage for many minutes before the timer kicked the vibrator into life…. Arrggghhh! More frustration!! The vibrator was working fine, but it had slipped during my struggles and now wasn’t where I wanted it to be – it was teasing but not arousing enough and nowhere near making me cum.
- struggling to make myself cum
- beaten by the machine, I can't cum and must rest Still bound I tried to manoeuvre myself so that I could gain more stimulation, but I had to wait between the programmed cycles and that start over again (it was actually rather fun in a frustrating way). I managed to endure 4 cycles of vibration before freeing myself from my bonds. What went well?
Such a simple position gave an unexpected pleasure of helplessness and comfort – I found the whole arrangement surprisingly effective and also very comfortable to be in.
What could be improved?
I always regret not using some method of ensuring I remain helpless for longer – though I freed myself I also wanted to be ‘forced’ to stay bound as well! I know that doesn’t really make any sense, but I think other self-bondagers will recognise the feelings. There is a perverse ‘release’ in my need to be helpless – knowing that I can’t get free gives me the ability to relax into my bondage and enjoy it even more. If I know I can get free then I can’t stop myself from escaping.
The vibrator – this was starting to annoy me. I’d changed vibrators after my first session and I really wanted to cum this time around (I planned to use the juices as a ‘punishment’ later) but couldn’t even get close. HFO is the most incredible experience when I’m in bondage and simply doing it the ‘traditional’ way just didn’t seem right. Play safe
I love suspension bondage, but haven’t had the opportunity to play for years – this was my chance to experience some high-level fun.
Equipment: 70den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den gloss pantyhose Lycra body Wet-look body-con dress 8 knee-highs Rope Condom Ball gag High-heeled ankle boots Chain Butt-plug Hoist
The session: After freeing myself from my first session (MJ-SB01/2015 – Home alone session 1 on the bed) I took a brief break to drink some water, stretch out and do a little bit of work (how many of my colleges could imagine me typing those emails whilst plugged, gagged and dressed in my tights and Lycra?). For my suspension session I wanted to create a look and experience of a ‘damsel in distress’ so I slipped into a wonderfully clingy ‘body-con’ style dress in a wet-look finish (Though I love wearing some items of ‘feminine’ clothing I don’t go into the whole TV or cross-dressing area- no wigs or make-up and definitely no frilly knickers!)
I’d already rigged up a manual hoist system (designed to lift 250kg) from the hatch into the attic space of my house. My safety is important and so I’d done some fairly serious ‘stress tests’ to ensure nothing would break or move with my weight applied to it.
With a single video and my camera set up I quickly bound my ankles and legs, before shuffling into position beneath the hoist. I’d clipped a chain around my waist to act as a belt and provide a place to tuck in my wrist rope for use once I was suspended.
I looped a strong rope between the cinched bondage of my legs and securely tied it in place before attaching it to the hoist. Happy all was in order I pulled a couple of knee-highs over each arm to complete my encasement and I was ready to go.
- Dressed and legs tied ready to go
- connecting the hoist to my legs Taking a deep breath through my ball gagged mouth I started to pull on the hoisting rope. At first my legs lifted easily upwards, but as more of my weight came away from the floor the hoisting became more difficult.
- up go my legs The lifting action started to drag my body across the carpet and upwards into the air; after my legs straightened vertically upwards my bum slid forwards and lifted from the floor, then my lower back and so on until only my shoulders and head rested on the carpet. I was already sweating under the multiple layers of nylon on Lycra (which I find to be a quite sexy experience) and the effort required to lift my weight, even with the mechanical advantage of the pulley system of the hoist, was becoming harder and harder, especially as I had to hold my weight whenever it stopped hoisting.
- my bum is up in the air
- slowly getting higher as I'm dragged across the floor
Having taken a breather I went for the final push (or should that be pull?) and hauled myself the final metre up and fully clear of the floor.
Wow… OH wow… OH WOW! I discovered that by simply looping the hoist rope around the newel post (the newel is the big post at each end of a traditional staircase) at the top of the stairs I could release the rope and swing fully suspended.
With my hands free I could indulge the final part of my suspension self-bondage fantasy; reaching for the rope that was tucked into the waist chain I used a figure of 8 method to bind my wrists together with a tuck through the waist chain for good measure.
- tying my wrists
More WOW… WOW… WOW
I was fully suspended, inverted, swinging and twisting gently with my legs and wrists bound. Unless you’ve experienced this (and I can accept that it isn’t for everyone) I cannot begin to describe the feeling of being both helplessly bound and unable to touch anything. You (or at least I) very quickly lose any sense of direction and relative position – this really enhances the feeling of helplessness considerably and adds a whole new dimension to my self-bondage. I can get a similar, but less intense, experience when bound and blindfolded in a swivel chair – easier to experience and suitable for longer sessions, but just not the same.
- already lost in my bondage and helplessly twisting around
- perfect suspension
The only downside to any inverted suspension is that I can’t sustain it for an extended period of time and so, after a brief struggle to free my wrists and regain my bearings, it was time to end the session.
- free from my wrist bonds, but still helpless and disorientated
What went well? Just the utter pleasure of finally being in suspended bondage once again – I cannot understate how arousing and intense I find this position. I want more, More, MORE!
What could be improved? Lack of practise of being inverted – years ago I could sustain up to 15minutes of full inversion (oh happy days) but that only came after many sessions. I seem to have lost that ability and assume I can only regain it by more practise (As they say “Chance would be a fine thing!”)
The effort of hauling myself up into the air was very hard work – I need to find a simple solution that I can use to reduce the effort involved (my arms ached for days afterwards). I think that a heavy duty ratchet (not the one I currently use for self-bondage) might work, but I need to be able to safely lower myself when finished. I’d love to trust an electronic winch to take all the effort out, but I don’t!
Better camera angles – I messed up the shots and so didn’t get the full effect, but I only realised when I finished. Need to learn and avoid that in the future.
Video – I have a software issue with my video editing. I can playback the video but any editing causes the whole set-up to freeze. At over 40Gb in size I can’t upload to anywhere and share with you folks I think the root cause lies in my laptop, DLLHost kicks in and consumes +50% of the CPU. Checking on forums this suggests some corrupt system files and this is backed up by some system checks I’ve run, but I simply can find the files to fix – any suggestions? Play safe
My first proper self-bondage session of the year and I wanted it to be a good one
Equipment: 70den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den closed crotch, long sleeved nylon bodysuit with sheath 20den gloss pantyhose Lycra body 10 knee-highs Rope Condom Ball gag High-heeled ankle boots Leg-spreader Rope ratchet Ice cubes Leather cuffs and D-links Chain Butt-plug Cock vibrator and mains timer
The session: The idea was to kick-off my home alone fun with a simple, classic, position, but still ensure it was a real session. Bound with legs spread wide is always one of my favourites, so it wasn’t too difficult to choose what to do.
- all set up and ready to go
- can you spot what's missing? 😁
- does my bum look big in this?
Dressing (after inserting my plug of course) followed a standard route; condom on, then the two bodysuits (I was shocked to discover I now own seven!), followed by a pair of glossy tights with a hole for my cock to protrude through. Though already trapped under 3 layers (2 nylon and 1 latex), I added another two knee-highs to completely encase my cock. After I slid into my Lycra body it was time for the boots and ankle cuffs to be added. I pulled a single knee-high over my head, inserted my ball gag (pushing the nylon inside my mouth) then added another two knee-highs over the top of that. Using more knee-highs I trapped the vibrator next to my cock and secured everything in place. Suitably dressed, I switched both videos to record and started my camera to take a snap-shot every 5mins. Now onto my bondage… I’d already fixed my widest spreader bar to the head of the bed, so clipping my ankle cuffs to the rings was a simple way of ensuring my legs where held wide apart. I indulged myself with a little cock and ball bondage, using the spreader bar as a tether point (and allowing the movement of my legs to pull against my cock in a very pleasing manner). I encased my hands and arms up to my elbows in two knee-highs on each arm to complete my encasement.
- legs are nicely helpless now
- I do like a little bit of cock bondage - another view
My rope ratchet was already set up with an ice-cube release tethering it to a fixed point far away from my head. By using a simple figure of 8 method I roped my wrists together and then looped a chain (attached to the ratchet) to cinch the ropes tight when I tightened the ratchet up.
Taking a deep breath I pulled the ratchet rope, hearing the ‘click-click-click’ of the ratchet until it would pull no more and I was helplessly bound, with my wrists above my head and legs spread wide, just lifted off the bed by the spreader bar. Oh joy, oh blissful delight – to be helpless in bondage once again after so long! I spent many minutes simply revelling in the feelings of bondage and inescapable position I’d placed myself in. I tested the bondage and found it to be complete, even if not quite as stringent as I’d planned (see ‘What could be improved?’) – now all I could do was wait for the vibrator to kick in and experience the torment I expected it to bring me. I’d set the timer to start some 30minutes after I began my bondage and had no idea when that would begin (I’d programmed my usual cycles of 1minute on followed by either 1, 2, 3 or 4 minutes off before another minute on) After what felt like an age I heard the click of the timer and then…. nothing happened! Noooooo! I so wanted to be teased and now it wouldn’t happen. I tried to free myself but the ice still held me firm. Curse my cleverness and curse the damned vibrator that had failed to start. Flexing my legs brought some stimulation, but nothing near what I wanted/needed – the torment was real, but the wrong kind (or was it?).
- I'm struggling to try and get some sort of stimulation
- a nice sequence of my futile efforts to orgasm by using the cock-rope only I was bound for nearly an hour before the ice melted enough to free me – I did panic at one point, thinking that the ice must have released me by then and that something had gone wrong. Worse still, I almost convinced myself I could see the chain jammed and try as I might I could free myself! It was only when I stopped to logically think about it that I realised that wasn’t possible and I was simply going to have to wait.
It was a good, but frustrating start to my adventures. What went well? My set-up was simple but effective - proving that more isn’t always better! I only used a few lengths of rope and some cuffs. It was very comfortable and I could have stayed in that position for another hour or more (If I’d had to!). The camera worked well as did the two videos – having more image capturing devices is much better (thanks to Anne for the tip about multiple cheap video cameras and Ra for inspiring me to invest in a quality digital SLR with remote timer). All I need to do now is get the angles better arranged and also improve my production techniques!
What could be improved? Well, that cock vibrator for one thing! I’d tested, tested and tested again without any problems, but the thing just failed and seems to have died completely (burnt out motor I think). I’m now on the look-out for a small, but powerful, vibrator that I can rig up to either be driven remotely (with full programming) or else work off the mains and my existing programmable controller. I’m considering a design using the vibrating pads for mobile phones, but would appreciate any suggestions the forum might have. The rope-ratchet set-up didn’t pull as tight as I’d wanted it to – though 100% effective I’d planned to be stretched a bit tighter than I actually was. This is because the cord through the ratchet pulled tight against the knot for the chain. A silly mistake and easily overcome, but proving the need to plan these things with care – a test run would have identified the problem, but I was too eager to play! Fortunately this mistake didn’t have any serious consequences, but I must learn to be more thorough in my testing.
Quote:This phenomenon is well known among the Hmong people of Laos, who ascribe these deaths to a malign spirit, dab tsuam (pronounced "da cho"), said to take the form of a jealous woman. Hmong men may even go to sleep dressed as women so as to avoid the attentions of this spirit.
