had lots of time recently after I suffered a sports accident and was (not literally... Spreadeagle probably wouldn't have been so good) bound to my bed. So, downed and with not much else to do than think, sleep and daydream, something suddenly hit me.
I'm M. Or so I thought. M as in masochistic. And masochists like pain. Now, that accident certainly meant a lot of pain to me, having my hip bruised, my arm half-broken... Wasn't the first time I fell... But I didn't like it at all. In fact, I cursed like the devil himself. Couldn't walk for three days.
So that got me thinking. What is pain and how come I like one kind of it while totally trying to avoid the other. To like being flogged or having my nipples clamped - and to dislike being dragged across the concrete floor with 30 kilometers an hour.
But I didn't stop there. After I recovered (yeah, that was like, months ago now), I didn't stop thinking. I'm quite a tough guy, if I'm allowed to say that. I'm riding motorcycles, I'm quite a ellbow guy and I never avoid an argument, at least not out of cowardice. That's that one me.
That other me likes being bound and tortured. And somehow, I can't fight the feeling that one of them is an act I'm playing, although I couldn't say which one.
Both of them feel so naturally. I'm not riding a bike so I can wear leather clothes in public unsuspiciously... I ride because it's fun and I like the speed and the adrenaline.
On the other hand, I do SB because I like it. It's arousing. When I think about being bound, gagged and plugged, I get rock hard. And that's, you know, different from that "me" I know. But it's also exactly that "me" I know.
And now, I was wondering... Is anyone else here who had the same issue? I'm clear that both of these things are part of my life, I can't "remove" one. Neither that go-getter, problem-solver type, struggling to take on as many things and as much control as possible nor that self bondage guy, giving off all (or most) control he has. I heard about that phenomenon, that successful people see dominas to "let off steam", but I always was a bondage fan, ever since I was a kid (like, 3, if I remember correctly). That masochist thing developed later, like when I was 13 or 14, seeing the first "actual" bdsm material.
The brain is a weird place, isn't it. Has anyone experience with this?
Sorry for braindumping into this board. I don't know anyone with more experience in SB/BDSM than you... and in fact, it bothers me enough to spoil BOTH these live's pleasures.
I want an idea, to walk my dog in the dark like a slave.
latex short pants and a vinyl sweat suit his fixed parts.
among bondage with rope or chain.
on foot rubber boots
walk over to a bench about 20 minutes
do something with bench ....
ideas anyone?
love
bondage, humiliation, CBT, nipple pain, piss, anal,
no
shit, drugs, needles, dog sex
toys:
latex mask
metal weights for under balls of on nipples
ductape
PVC body
rope
ball gag harnas
leather cuffs
Chains
rope
Nipple clamps,
metal chastity
metal plug
latex catsuit
roll of foil
latex waders
buttplugs
hi all
I am happy to join this forum . I am from Indonesia 30 years old male who likes bondage , BDSM , fetish , latex . I hope this forum I can learn and share knowledge about the world of bdsm . thanks
Does anyone know of a massage table that has an adjustable height and can also be used for bondage? For example, the massage table would have parts around the arms and legs that would fold down and form a bench similar to this bench from Extreme Restraints. Just looking for a combo table so I wouldn't have to have to buy both. I would really like to give my gf massages but it would also be cool if I could fold it down and use the adjustable height to penetrate her at the most comfortable angle (or her penetrate me 😊)
