14 Jan 2010, 23:44
As mentioned elsewhere, I have a fantasy to party in bondage and complete cross-dressing including body shaping, wig, jewellery and make-up.
This would obviously require some tolerant people who are into the theme as well as a master or mistress to take care of me. I am definitely not gay but a master would be fine along with my role and he could lend me out as a plaything 😊.
It would not need to be permanent bondage. It is more about having a good time with other people AND sharing my fetishes, because sometimes I feel quite lonely with them. This website is a nice place to share ideas but living them is still very restricted.
For such a party, I would even try to find a styling agency. I know that there are some that are specialised in cross-dressing. And of course the other people on the party would show off with their fetishes as well.
Writing about it here, I even think, it could be an extended weekend in a well protected country house and I wouldn't even mind role changes as long as my favorite role gets enough time.
The biggest problem, except for the real step of looking for a group, is probably that I don't feel like a sub at all. So a simple master-slave game won't work with me. Actually, I see bondage rather as an intensive activity, like dancing, playing games or enjoying art/music etc. - except for the special sensual aspects. Of course that view might change after such a party, it is pure phantasy right now.
One reason that makes me hesitate to even look for a bondage group is that I have no idea what to expect and there is always the risk of trusting the wrong people.
This would obviously require some tolerant people who are into the theme as well as a master or mistress to take care of me. I am definitely not gay but a master would be fine along with my role and he could lend me out as a plaything 😊.
It would not need to be permanent bondage. It is more about having a good time with other people AND sharing my fetishes, because sometimes I feel quite lonely with them. This website is a nice place to share ideas but living them is still very restricted.
For such a party, I would even try to find a styling agency. I know that there are some that are specialised in cross-dressing. And of course the other people on the party would show off with their fetishes as well.
Writing about it here, I even think, it could be an extended weekend in a well protected country house and I wouldn't even mind role changes as long as my favorite role gets enough time.
The biggest problem, except for the real step of looking for a group, is probably that I don't feel like a sub at all. So a simple master-slave game won't work with me. Actually, I see bondage rather as an intensive activity, like dancing, playing games or enjoying art/music etc. - except for the special sensual aspects. Of course that view might change after such a party, it is pure phantasy right now.
One reason that makes me hesitate to even look for a bondage group is that I have no idea what to expect and there is always the risk of trusting the wrong people.
