Just a more side thread on how ADHD meds impact your thought process. Some background is on the hypnosis thread but in summary my family seems to have undiagnosed adhd problems which manifest in every single one taking careers in engineering among other oddities. Got treated more for the inability to do things and garbage memory as well as low energy. Background over in to the effects of the meds, non stimulant meds btw.
Now I originally hoped that it would have impact on my ability to use hypnosis or bondage but it seems that while it is amazing it ain't magic. It has greatly improved my memory ability to do things and energy at the cost of draining a lot of emotional energy, Basically you stop feeling and start doing which is good in most cases. Sadly the non stimulant nature means it doesn't go away and persists for the whole day, a small price for easy to get meds and no crash but it means that my sex drive has been greatly reduced. Normally this is great as you aren't randomly horny but trying to get an erection is now really difficult, I can watch all the porn I like without getting an erection.
The effects become significantly more noticeable when you take two in one sitting rather then spread out over the day. I managed to get a colossal amount of work done in a day with perfect focus and without becoming tired but I would start shaking if not doing anything and had no thoughts of food or sex at all.
On the more philosophical side of things this is fairly troubling for me. On one hand the meds were supposed to bring me to a more functional human baseline and while they have succeeded at that it raises odd questions about how we think and how ADHD makes your though processes different as well. I cannot tell for example if my reduced mood is normal or abnormal, I don't suppose normal people get ravenously hungry an hour before lunch and dinner or feel the intense craving for snacks yet normal people also feel the need to eat. That was one of the more easy to compare feelings yet what about happiness or excitement? Do normal people see the world duller then people with adhd do? Sure I gained a newfound appreciation for the mundane and small moments in life but what happened to those grandiose highs and the nerve wracking excitement?
Sorry if this seems a bit incoherent, this was written very late at night.
Addon 1: also the time management section of my brain has finally kicked on, the only downside is that it views spending time getting into an out of bondage as a huge waste of time. When combined with my general decrease in sex drive means that the emotional math just isn't in bondages favor anymore.
OP from the 8kun thread here, and posting here for more suggestions and input.
Quick rundown: I was inspired by a couple of drone scripts and especially this old WMM thread to try and write a couple of drone/robot scripts, maybe in a series like 乃卂爪乃丨 Sleep.
As it stands, the list of things the series would affect are:
- Perfect posture/etiquette
No slouching, swearing
- Productivity
Drones are as productive and effecient as possible
- Perfect memory, speedy learning
Probably hard to achieve, which will probably involve lots of research? This might also involve learning new skills to better serve the Drone Hive Mind or something.
- Sleep
Drones always wake up fully recharged, programming reinforces itself during sleep, maybe even dreams of being a better Drone. I'm thinking of a dedicated file to be played before sleeping and a trigger that sends them off into sleep.
- Taking orders
Takes orders from Hive, from other Drones, any trusted person who knows about the Hive/Drone being a Drone, as long as these orders follow certain rules (eg. Cannot harm humans/other Drones, nothing that would get Drone into trouble at work/school/country, cannot compromise the Drone's connection with the Hive or the Hive itself - cannot delete files, purging mysteriously always leaves Hive files, orders to remove Hive stuff always redirects leaving the Hive intact
- Emotions/Sexuality
Drones cannot feel emotions such as love, lust, anger, passion, hatred, maybe numbing of ergonomous zones and erasal of sexuality? This will likely require a few files.
- Identity
Drones have no sense of self, no "I/me". While talking to others the Drone may use person pronouns, but it knows better. On a more drastic note, maybe not even "it" but just "this Drone" or "this unit", and rewiring so that "I" becomes an abbreviation of "This Drone" and "you" becomes "The Drone that's currently listening/reading"? The last one may need to be shortened but I'm not sure how.
- Politics
Drones have no interest, because the Hive controls the universe anyway.
- Repairs
Maybe a file or trigger that reinforces all past programming? I'm not currently sure.
- Routines
This is the iffy part, where influencing desires may quickly spiral out of control and into some Bambi horror stories of people runing thier lives entirely. I'm not sure how to approach this.
That's it for now, the "roadmap". Before I think of TTS or producing anything I need to write the script first, and I'll probably default to HALreader or TextAloud (Balabolka has an annoying silence at first word of every sentence that can't be gotten rid of, labelled Phoetic Transcription Use under Settings)
I've currently written three scripts (albeit heavily referencing BS) for the initial induction, secondary trance trigger, and Drone etiquette. If anybody wants them I can send them here as .txt files.
Any suggestions and input would be greatly appreciated! 😁
A cross between Masters of the Universe and the kinky scene from 'Barbarian Queen'
She-Girl is a project I recently came back to revist with new material.
Hi everybody
I was previously registered before but lost access to my old email.
So I am back with a new account.
Some people may follow my Deviantart and Pixiv pages already, but I hope to share a lot of material here.
I create both transgirl and regular girl poser artwork.
If you like any of the 3D poser renders don't be shy to say so, feedback is very appreciated.
I have multiple fetishes regarding tight clothes so expect random uploads and subject matter.
Hello! Boring weekend but I have been a bit too tired and busy to do self bondage so I thought of this small experiment to try out.
I was wondering if I could test out subliminal frames by creating a video I like with a randomly selected image inside. The image would be of two circles with visually unique colors connected by a line and I would randomly pick one not knowing which is which to add to the video.
After a week of watching spliced videos I get one of the colors and try to match it with the opposing color to test if subliminally inserted images have an impact on our decision making process.
I have an odd fetish. Not only do I have a foot fetish, I am turned on by my own feet. Strange, I know. I don’t find myself attractive, but I actually get off on my own feet when my nails are painted and I’m in hose. I love when a woman puts my heels on me… I love rubbing my feet on a woman’s breasts .
Not sure how to properly call this thread. This is about devices like fitness bracelets, headbands, wearables, that measure pulse, brain rhythms, sleep phases, skin electro potentials, etc. Why not to combine these things with hypnosis, meditation, fitness, training, learning?
