WARNING: LIKE RA LISTS HYPNOSIS AS DANGEROUS FOR A REASON
If you're just getting started with hypnosis, please first see stories from real life people who have struggled with this very real addiction: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?search/47046043/&q=hypno&o=date ----------------- My own story is that I've been addicted to hypnosis files since I discovered them in 2011. I know every single trigger word, have listened to pretty much every file out there, and was spending every moment of my free time in a 'trance.' These files easily become addictive and will take over your life and unless you're willing to risk absolutely everything including your identity, your relationships, your friends, and your sense of self you need to evaluate if these are for you or not.
Make no mistake that a lot of these files are very powerful. The last two decades have seen many psychological studies showing hypnotherapy going wrong. Many cases of reported of false memories can be found on Google. Perhaps the most publicized case includes the anti-homosexual hypnosis of the 60's and 70's, which has since been strongly correlated with suicide, as the people subject this type of hypnosis were instilled with a belief that went against who they really were leading to significant internal distress and eventual suicide. The single greatest threat to your mental health however is the creation of multiple personality disorder, medically proven to be triggered by either trauma OR hypnosis whether intentionally or not.
After literally years of listening to this stuff, I am finally in recovery mode, regaining my normal self and trying to rebuild my life. It is like I have come out of the permanent daze, and can't believe what an absolute waste my life has been the last few years when my addiction really took off due to the release of very powerful files. If you intend to get involved with hypnosis, you must know what you're willing to risk and be absolutely 100% prepared to lose yourself & everything associated with who you are, because you will not come out the same person.
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If at any time you realize you need help, please go to the address linked above. If you're new to the hypnosis experience, please read the linked forums before getting too involved. Erotic/fem/sissy hypnosis is addictive like drugs and will take over your life.
Like Ra has put in the headings that it is dangerous for a reason. Be absolutely sure that you are willing to risk everything before you lose yourself in it.
Recently completed a standing ballet boot scenario. Didn’t last to long so I’m looking for possible ideas to improve. Was able to get some pictures but not of the full thing. Sorry. I had locked my cuffs to my collar and with in a few mintures the vibrator snuck up on me and sent me over the edge.
Latex skin, unable to move, unable to speak, unable to hear, aroused, penetrated, taken, simultaneously, again and again, on the verge of orgasm, tight rubber, stretches to the limits, penetrated, again and again ...
High heels are so erotic. High heels make you look sexy and desirable. You must wear high heels. High heels must be worn at all times. You can wear only high heels. The higher the heels the better you look, the higher the heels the better you feel. You love to wear high heeled sandals with sheer toe pantyhose. When you're wearing pantyhose or stockings you can only think of putting on a beautiful pair of high heels, and you wear pantyhose or stockings 24x7. If you want to be powerful and sexy, you must wear stilettos. And if you want to feel submissive and sexy you must wear stilettos. Stilettos are so arousing....
I thought I would never post one of these but I thought some of you might be interested in my kinky devices. I started a new job recently so I've got considerably more disposable income which has allowed me to buy various parts I've been considering and turning them into kinky projects. This has led me to some very cool kinky innovations that I would love to share with whomever is interested.
I had been staying up late programming so I could have this test of my teasing program and I rushed a bit and had to deal with a stupid coding error but it still paid off. I had originally planned on doing this by myself but decided to wait until my girlfriend was home so I could ask her to take the photos I could share here. I wasn't aware of this at the time but she made some short videos as well which I may post later.
Here everything I will use is laid out on the bed. The latex suit is .8 mm and chlorinated. In the lower right, you can see the head harness with tubing that goes to the condom catheter with a peristaltic pump in the middle. On the right side, you see the standard fare bondage gear with the laptop that runs the code I wrote for the vibrator teasing program. The left side is just the power supply for the pump, nothing special. Not pictured is the device that responds to my program and turns the vibrator on and off when needed. It works over wifi.
Leg attachment point, connecting the rope in the corner of the bed at two points on adjacent sides is the most secure way I've found when you don't have a 4 post bed.
Chains on the arm binding points. They are connected to existing holes in the bed frame. The rubber strap is just to keep the chains from falling down beside the bed before I'm attached to them.
These photos show how I attach my collar. There is an eyebolt screwed into a stud in the wall with chain locked to it. This bit of bondage really feels awesome as I can't raise my head up very much at all. It's very restrictive but not choking. I've used this method for years.
Latex suit and the belt I use to attach the vibrator. This has been mentioned in a previous post.
These two photos show the head harness closeup front and back
Three photos of the actual bondage and how the pump is connected. The pump is just lying on me. It fell off a couple of times but mostly just stayed where it was. Next time, I will increase the tube length slightly and eventually I will 3d print an enclosure for the pump that I can attach to some nylon webbing.
Here is a photo after everything was done and over with. You can see the cum in the end of the condom catheter. For this test, I had bought a new tubing size and had to 3d print new components to go with that. Unfortunately the new 3d printed parts weren't sealed as well and introduced air into the system where there shouldn't have been any and the pump wasn't able to prime and move the cum to it's final destination. That part of the test was a failure but very informative. My first test of this was actually quite successful, comparatively. After conducting this test, I decided I would buy a dildo that I could use with some sort of fake cum, that way I can test this more often than I would be able to by myself.
The teasing program worked fine, even with the coding error where I transposed two variables. The program picks a random number in between an upper and lower limit that is user set. For instance, lower limit is 3 seconds and upper limit is 10 seconds. The program will choose a random number between 3 and 10. Let's say it chooses 7 seconds randomly, the vibrator will turn on for 7 seconds and then it will be off for 7 seconds. This type of on/off teasing will last for another user set amount of time. For my test, it was set to an hour. After the hour long teasing cycle, the next user set variable is used and the vibrator turns on for a certain amount of time to ensure that an orgasm occurs. I don't remember what mine was set to but it was several minutes. This session didn't get to this point but after the orgasm time is complete, the program starts teasing again for that hour it was set to previously. It just does this endlessly until stopped.
What features would you all want with vibrator control software?
Hello. I am looking into making my sessions safer. Has anyone considered a possibility of finding a safety rescue person thru this site or similar?
You can pm me if you’d like.