EMG Wrote:WARNING!!! This is a curse file and may only be removed by EMG!!!
Masturbation triggers stronger and stronger desires to become a submissive, cross dressing, bisexual sissy maid; who loves giving sexual and oral pleasure to men and women. The desires include breast enlargement, body hair loss, full cross dressing and makeup, hairstyle, diet. When the subject orgasms, the orgasm triggers the desires and changes to lock in at that current level, which can never lower and will increase each time, and with each listen. Until your forced to be a total cross dressing sissy.
Hi,
Not sure if this is actually the right place to post this, as I don't consider it to be an actual fetish. But looking around the internet I don't seem to find anyone else like myself.
Basically I have a mission, that is to establish tights a a legitimate alternative form of menswear, especially as an alternative to wearing trousers.
Ever since I was a kid, I have been jealous of girls because of the vast choice of clothes they have to choose from, compared to the limited choice available to men. For example, for leg wear, a woman can choose from, dresses, skirts, trousers, shorts, hot pants, leggings and tights. Whereas for a man the choice is trousers, trousers or more trousers, even shorts ate frowned upon for anything other than leisure wear. Recently during a particularly hot summer, my employer refused to allow me to wear shorts to work, but all the female staff were wearing skirts with bare legs.
I have never had the desire to impersonate a woman, but I have always been envious of some of their clothes, especially as a lot of females clothing actually began as male items.
I used the watch a lot of science fiction movies and TV when I was younger, I was annoyed that the female characters got to wear skimpy sexy outfits, usually based on leotards, but the men usually wore something loose and baggy a bit like an industrial boiler suit. It was almost as if men's bodies were disgusting and had to be hidden. There were a few, very few programmes where the men got to wear skintight costumes and leotards , and of course there were the male superhero costumes. Which usually consisted of trunks over tights. Although today they are changing all the superhero outfits to leggings or trousers.
So I have always been talking about bringing back tights as a legitimate form of men's leg wear. Talking to a friend one day, he said why don't you set an example and wear them yourself.
So basically that's what I did. I started with a pair of opaque tights, with a sleeveless leotard over the top. Then to make it look more like everyday clothing, I put a few more things on top. A pair of boots and slouch socks, a jersey and a jacket and a belt to give a waistline.
So now I was ready to go out in public, of course it was not that easy, I didn't just go striding down the street immediately. I started off small, going out at night. Then meeting a few people in 24hour shops.
Then I would go out in daylight, usually secluded areas, such as forest walks. It took a long time before I was confident enough to walk down a crowded street in full daylight. One thing I have found is that most people don't even notice what you are wearing.
So the more of us who have the courage to wear tights openly in public, the more commonplace it will become and people will not think of it as strange any more.
So why don't you give it a go? Maybe tights and leotards may be a little too exposed for you, but why not start with some shorts over the top. As you get more confidence reduce the length of the shorts, just give it a go you will be surprised how comfortable it feels.
have you ever hurt yourself by using a toy? Wound skin from to strong vibratons or cracks from to big plugs or dildos. This is what happend to me, two weeks ago. I used a big stainless steal metall plug. It is 47mm diameter.
I used it several times before and never had a problem. This time it hurted a litle more inserting it but i didn't mind and during the Session it fellt normal. But when i went to toilet the next morning i fellt the result. Since than i have a smal thrombosis on my sphincter for two weeks know and i hope it will heal by itself. It doesn't hurt and i am not incontinent but i am not shure if i shall go to a doctor now.
Did something like that happen to you too?
I just want to warn you, to be careful with big toys. If you are horny, you may think:" No problem! I can take it. But afterwards you may get a problems like me!"
For those who wear leotards, what is your favorite manufacturer and style? Do you like, shiny, ribbed, tank, short sleeve, turtleneck? A certain color? If you like to add legwear with your leotard like the classic look of the 80's aerobic era, what brand and style is your favorite as well? Do you like thicker legwear, high gloss, certain colors like suntan?
Title says it all. For guys who wear leotards and/or one-piece swimsuits, do you prefer to orient your member upwards or downwards? Someone asked this once on Men's Thong Forum, but here in the lycra subforum I thought it'd be a good idea to pose this question with specific reference to one-piece garments (leotards, swimsuits, bodysuits, etc).
Personally, I'm a downer -- I like the feeling of how everything is bundled together in one tight, neat package. For this, I prefer suits that a more roomy in the front, preferably with a pouch (basically, a suit that's designed for the male anatomy in mind, which was once rare but thankfully becoming more common nowadays). I was thinking for those who wear female cut one-pieces, you might have no choice but to go up.
After a recent session of using a nylon hood as an anchor, @JackWong25 helped me modify this idea into another tie. To start with I have on 3 layers of Hanes Sheer Energy nylons, Capezio leotard, leather ballet boots, a washcloth stuffed under a tape gag, a pair of nylons as a hood, and a collar locked on to keep the hood in place. For the first position I had the chest harness and the hood tied to the ankles.
It worked, but wasn't too restrictive and the ice release key fell way too early due to the summer heat. To modify things my legs were locked into a frogtie with leather straps, extra nylon bands were added around the elbows, and the nylon hood was tied to my wrists. This was very effective.
The nylon-to-wrist tie meant that either the wrists were being pulled up to the lower back, or the arms were straightened and the head was pulled back. Very fun to struggle around this way. The release key was in the next room so whenever you're ready, just wiggle your way down the hall to freedom. Each position was 30 minutes with about 1 hour in between, so just over 2 hours total. Thanks again, Jack!
P.S. Sorry about the buckets. They're for an aquarium and I forgot to remove them prior to filming.
Their "thing" is dye sublimation printing on a relatively small range of actual clothing patterns, though they've been increasing their range over time. The leggings pattern is particularly good if you have a bit of a waist (hips, padding, etc.) They've also been adding a growing range of 'interesting' materials; their shiny black PVC in particular has been really nice (and surprisingly durable) so far.
The fabric they print on is a bit heavier than your average lycra, so it has a nice feel and plenty of stretch. Construction is OK, though I'd be happy if they were to copy some of the 'real' sportswear manufacturers (e.g. 2XU) when it comes to stitching, as a few times I've wanted just a biiit more give. 😊 Still good-to-very-good IMO. Sizing has been pretty true.
Print quality is excellent; really good penetration and so far it's been holding up well in the washer. This means you don't wind up with such washed-out colors when the fabric stretches (see any of the Chinese D.Va costumes, for contrast). Important if you're going for that snug fit.
I was a bit put off by their use of 3D models rather than photography of the actual item, but so far I haven't been disappointed by the actual item. Shipping from Bulgaria to California has typically been 5-7 days from ordering.
Hello, I've had some life events happen to me and I feel the need to purge, hopefully for the last time. My plan is to do a deep purge, thoroughly deletjng and destroying everything as for me this lifestyle has became unhealthy mentally and emotionally.
But before I go ahead and do that, I wanted to share all of the hypno files I have accumulated over the last few years. Attached is a link for mega, it should work for a couple of weeks of posting this before it goes dead, the total file size is roughly 263gb, but everything is sorted (mostly) by artist.
I've been a bit of a forum lurker - but I finally decided to register.
I'm all about Lycra swimsuits; loving them during fetish sessions with my wife but I can not deny that
I also got into the kink of ripping & burning them, although it made my heart break & cringe when I saw this
kink for the first time.
