What a mad year and a half it's been!
With so much tragedy and pain for so many people, it almost feels insulting to those sadly effected for me to grumble about being unable to play my inconsequential naughty games.
So, I shall begin by apologising to any and all effected by Covid, either directly or indirectly, and beg their forgiveness for the comparative triviality of my tale, compared to that of too many others.
I've been stuck at home now for nearly 18months - safe, secure and healthy, but with no true 'Home Alone' time to indulge my fantasies (I do count myself incredibly lucky to live with someone I love deeply, but my kinky side is, for the most part, a secret I do not share with her).
Like so many here in the UK I've survived by using the internet more and more, not only for the very literal purposes of feeding myself, but also for feeding my other passions - those naughty, dark, secret, kinky ones.
As I said, I've been lucky, and money was available to be expended on a surprising number of 'non-food' items, all of which I was able to sneak into the house under the guise of 'delivery from work' or 'need it for home-working' etc. 😉
This was fun and exciting, but there was a price to pay - all those purchases are sitting in their wrappings, in the secret places I hide such things, waiting, waiting, waiting for me to use it in a session. Even typing this email I can hear them calling to me, from the dark places of their secret lair - 'try me on', 'slide me in' and all those terribly tempting urges... 😁
As I've posted before, this is akin to the most truly frustrating type of chastity I can imagine - at least for me!
I did manage one, very short and furtive session - massively arousing but just as massively frustrating, as all I could do was try on a few things and then hurry to pack them all away again!!! Even choosing what to wear took precious moments and I still haven't tried out so many of my new treats!
Worse still, the planned (Ha! Do not get me started on the UK Government and Covid planning) relaxing of restrictions has not resulted in the expected 'Home Alone' time scheduled for later this year. Local councils are, with some degree of logic, very unwilling to risk allowing events to go ahead, even much later in 2021, so these are being cancelled/postponed, which as resulted in the expected time alone now not happening.... drat, damn and darn it! (Obviously not the emotions I displayed to my loving partner when she announced the news to me
)
So what am I to do?
It's the P's - PPPPPPP
- Plan: my mind and laptop files are full of ideas, images and stories, so that when the time comes I shouldn't need to think too much about what to do
- Purchase: I'm still shopping and buying the things I like the look of, want to try or simply have to have
- Prepare: different to planning, this is actually doing things. Some are general everyday things, lose weight, keep fit, do the DIY, etc. doing that will mean more time and ability when I do get the chance for fun. Other preparations are more subtle; making a few devices that feature in my plans, shifting the room layout around, drilling holes for brackets and such like.
- Perversion: not sure about others, but I'm trying to keep my kink ticking along, even if only by fantasising and exchanging stories/dreams with people of a similar mind-set.
- Purloin: Yes, ahem, well, err... my partner had a tidy up of her tights and stockings and I may, just possibly, have intercepted a few items and recycled them... see, it's environmentally friendly! 😁
- Persevere: It's tough, but I can make it through and this madness will not last for ever.... will it?
and finally, try not to:
- Panic: every time my loved one beats me to the postman and brings up another package from China or has this mad idea that it's be a good thing to clear out certain cupboards/wardrobes or tidy the attic or poke around in my bloody office looking for something!! 😡
😁 😇
Ah, that feels better now I've let off some steam!
Seriously folks, take care out there, and enjoy!
MJ
With so much tragedy and pain for so many people, it almost feels insulting to those sadly effected for me to grumble about being unable to play my inconsequential naughty games.
So, I shall begin by apologising to any and all effected by Covid, either directly or indirectly, and beg their forgiveness for the comparative triviality of my tale, compared to that of too many others.
I've been stuck at home now for nearly 18months - safe, secure and healthy, but with no true 'Home Alone' time to indulge my fantasies (I do count myself incredibly lucky to live with someone I love deeply, but my kinky side is, for the most part, a secret I do not share with her).
Like so many here in the UK I've survived by using the internet more and more, not only for the very literal purposes of feeding myself, but also for feeding my other passions - those naughty, dark, secret, kinky ones.
As I said, I've been lucky, and money was available to be expended on a surprising number of 'non-food' items, all of which I was able to sneak into the house under the guise of 'delivery from work' or 'need it for home-working' etc. 😉
This was fun and exciting, but there was a price to pay - all those purchases are sitting in their wrappings, in the secret places I hide such things, waiting, waiting, waiting for me to use it in a session. Even typing this email I can hear them calling to me, from the dark places of their secret lair - 'try me on', 'slide me in' and all those terribly tempting urges... 😁
As I've posted before, this is akin to the most truly frustrating type of chastity I can imagine - at least for me!
I did manage one, very short and furtive session - massively arousing but just as massively frustrating, as all I could do was try on a few things and then hurry to pack them all away again!!! Even choosing what to wear took precious moments and I still haven't tried out so many of my new treats!
Worse still, the planned (Ha! Do not get me started on the UK Government and Covid planning) relaxing of restrictions has not resulted in the expected 'Home Alone' time scheduled for later this year. Local councils are, with some degree of logic, very unwilling to risk allowing events to go ahead, even much later in 2021, so these are being cancelled/postponed, which as resulted in the expected time alone now not happening.... drat, damn and darn it! (Obviously not the emotions I displayed to my loving partner when she announced the news to me
)So what am I to do?
It's the P's - PPPPPPP
- Plan: my mind and laptop files are full of ideas, images and stories, so that when the time comes I shouldn't need to think too much about what to do
- Purchase: I'm still shopping and buying the things I like the look of, want to try or simply have to have
- Prepare: different to planning, this is actually doing things. Some are general everyday things, lose weight, keep fit, do the DIY, etc. doing that will mean more time and ability when I do get the chance for fun. Other preparations are more subtle; making a few devices that feature in my plans, shifting the room layout around, drilling holes for brackets and such like.
- Perversion: not sure about others, but I'm trying to keep my kink ticking along, even if only by fantasising and exchanging stories/dreams with people of a similar mind-set.
- Purloin: Yes, ahem, well, err... my partner had a tidy up of her tights and stockings and I may, just possibly, have intercepted a few items and recycled them... see, it's environmentally friendly! 😁
- Persevere: It's tough, but I can make it through and this madness will not last for ever.... will it?
and finally, try not to:
- Panic: every time my loved one beats me to the postman and brings up another package from China or has this mad idea that it's be a good thing to clear out certain cupboards/wardrobes or tidy the attic or poke around in my bloody office looking for something!! 😡
😁 😇Ah, that feels better now I've let off some steam!
Seriously folks, take care out there, and enjoy!
MJ
eady so there is a light at the end of the kinky tunnel. Hang in there MJ.
😁