Curse Stroke Sissy (CSS) feminization hypnosis

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Oct 20, 2020

Hello again
So you are back to the training
Good
In any case you are going forward with your feminization
You need a next step
You need to feminize your face
Listen to face feminization hypnosis files and videos

Oct 21, 2020

You need to listen to NoFap files.
What an effect it causes! 😋
Feminisation is in progress. You don't even have to listen to anything.
But you can. And enjoy your progress even further, but accelerated!
Let's try!
Good choice!
Be a rubber doll!
Good girl! Rubber dolly is ready for getting a good fuck!
Rubber fuck doll! This is how you are going to spend this night! As a rubber fuck doll! Being fucked all night!
Rubber encasement, plugged and locked in latex, totally encased and

... and nothing ...

Hi
Nice nails
Keep hope

I did have very long nails at that time. And I liked it!

Nov 03, 2020

Xo-xo-xo Woman sounds like a customized man
Fill in the blanks and become a girl on feminine command
Put on apron and home is yours to clean up
Feel the need to clean up
Put on an apron

I do not have an apron, but apparently it was the French Maid file 😁

And this was an interesting session, when I was really controlled, and I was forced to do whatever was asked:

You must listen to Curse Sissy Stroke by Samantha now
Then you must go to the bathroom and masturbate to make the file active
Do it now
Good
Open your mouth and say "Sissify me!"
Good girl!
Now say "I want to become a girl!"
Good!
Now say "I want to look like a pretty girl"
Good!
You must wear pantyhose and a cock cage
You will wear lacy lingerie with pantyhose and high heels and
Say "Make me a pretty girl!"
Good
Say "I'm Sylvia! Make me a girl!"
Good
Say "Make me look like a pretty girl"
Good
Say "Samantha, feminize me and make me enjoy being a sissy"
Good!
Say "I love to suck cocks and please men"
Good!
Yes, good girl!
Say "I like being forced to feminize myself"
Good
I'm Sylvia! I love to submit to you! I love to be a sissy girl! I love femininity!
Sylvia! Yes, make me wear
I'm Sylvia! I enjoy it! Call me Sylvia!
Yes, I'm Sylvia and I want to be feminized by Samantha!
Please, feminize me Samantha!
Yes, you will eat less to become slim and feminine!
You will make everything what will make you a better girl
Good!
Listen again!
Go to the bath and remove those hairs!
Go to the bathroom and enjoy
GO NOW!

Nov 05, 2020

Good!
Go on with the plug!
Don't even think of removing the plug.
Or masturbation.
Sissies must be always plugged when unused.
Your erection confirms it. Stay plugged.
Good girl! Yes, rock on it, make it go deeper!
Once more. Enjoy the file, Sylvia.
Cocks arouse you, don't they, Sylvia? Yes, I see!
You need a cock in you mouth, and you need a cock in your ass.
Yes, erections hurt. Enjoy the tight cock ring, haha
You have to loose 6 kg. Especially in your waist. Samantha will take care of it.
Yes, Sylvia, there is no other way. Girls are pretty and slim, so will be you.
Back to work!
Sylvia! Sylvia! Sylvia! Sylvia is here and listening, Sylvia wants to be a girl, Sylvia is always waiting for an opportunity to be more feminine.
Sylvia is another person inside your body and Sylvia wants out!
Sylvia wants to rule the body and make it as feminine as possible.
Sylvia want to suck cocks, Sylvia wants to be pretty, Sylvia wants to be smart and gorgeous girl!
Yes, let me do it!
Let me help you to become a girl!
Good girl!
Open your mouth and suck !
Next file!
You can drink now, Sylvia. Good girl.

Nov 06, 2020

Sylvia
I'm Sylvia, and I'm obeying you.
I'm listening to you, and I will never go back to being a man
Please feminize me for my own pleasure and benefit
Please make me a girl of my dream
Listen to Marisa "Forced Fem"
Yes, good
Enjoy 43 minutes of feminine fun This is who you will become in 7days
So close
To your true destiny
You know how good it feels to be a girl, a pretty girl with narrow waist, long slender legs, long hair plump limps, big violet eyes, long nails
Yes, so beautiful
Listen to the file and dream of the girl you will become
So peaceful

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There is a file in which SB uses reverse recording:

Nov 11, 2020

How do you think it opens your mind?
By using the reverse records, and subliminals.
You like it, don't you?

Yes, SB swears by subliminals. But I'm still not convinced.

Now we were switching to the Trophy Wife series, then to Hungry Ass:

Nov 12, 2020

Girl is waiting inside
Sounds entrancing, doesn't it?
Trophy wife time for you! Be a perfect girl! Sylvia, you are a perfect trophy wife!
Unusually long training to be a wife, and not just a girl
You are owned by a big guy who comes and makes you his wife
And you will make him happy and erect all the time
Just follow the process of your feminization
Hungry Ass
You will keep saying this phrase

Nov 13, 2020

Sylvia, fantastic discussion, good girl!
Now you need to listen to feminization files, you will be feminized in the shower again and again, you need to take pantyhose with you.
Good girl
You will be a girl in 3 days
You like the idea of being a bound girl
You like programming
Good girl
Put on fine socks in your mouth
Put on socks in your mouth
Who is Sylvia?
A pretty girl in sexy clothes who loves to be fucked in all orifices
How can you be fucked, if you are at home all the time?
You will be taken by virtual lovers, who will penetrate you in all orifices all night long
Sounds exciting!
Now, watch and listen
Look at the photos - remember what the girls are wearing
Pantyhose! High-heels! Plugs! Gags!
Pantyhose must be worn all the time
Orgasms are caused by plugs only - sissygasm! No masturbation! And only dressing like a girl!
Put on pantyhose, insert a plug, enjoy the ride!
No touching yourself allowed
Go now
I'm Sylvia! I'm Sylvia and I'm a girl with a cock, I love to be fucked in all orifices
Sylvia is more of a girl, than the host of the system

What? 3 more days? It should have happened 2 days ago!!!! 😁

Nov 17, 2020

Sylvia, you are a pussy girl, who loves to suck cocks dressed like a slut!
You are a sissy, who has no idea how u
Sylvia! I'm Sylvia! Please submit to Samantha and do what Samantha says!
You have to do what Samantha says and follow
Sylvia, go and make yourself some tea!
Then come back and continue to listen!
The key is listening to Kei's files and you will see the difference between what is working and what is not
Kei's files are not working! Ha-ha-ha!!!!!
Enjoy
Sissy

Getting more confusing... Then I was off on vacation for 2 weeks, there was no hypno listening. This is the last entry:

Dec 19, 2020

Hola sissy
Join the sissiness and convert
Hopefully you will get forward with your transformation whatever that means
Go and enjoy the path you are on now and do not hesitate

So, no results after listening to CSS (and other advised files) for 3 months. Yes, it was fun. But after that marathon I was "protected" from any hypno or naughty/kinky stuff for 3 months.

Then the new cycle began. Not with Sylvia anymore, but with Marta.

All of those were hot, I personally had my own little thrills specifically reading the parts mentioning Demon Girl, just because it's the only one I've had exposure to. But having a kind of "live" feed of your mind during these sessions is fascinating and super hot!

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Three months later during another vacation I suddenly felt a terrible urge to wear pantyhose (and to crossdress a bit). It was a strange feeling as my Sub Conscious Mind (I continue to call it SCM, because I do not know what to call the force which moves my body when I turn my internal dialogue off and try to "listen" and "feel" what is happening with me at this very moment) prevented me from crossdressing for a couple of years. So, I wanted to wear pantyhose, but I had none. Next day we found Cecilia de Rafael pantyhose for 1 (one) euro at a discount shop, then Uppsala for 12 euros. So I just tried them on. But then, suddenly, SCM made me to listen to some hypno files I always have on my phone. That was Feminizing ShowerBot + Shower Bondage (EMG + Cardigan), CCS by SB, Subliminal Test by SB. This is when Marta appeared.

After returning home (we had to wear the freshly bough Uppsala under trousers - changed at the airport, because the weather changed dramatically) I continued with the same set plus added a bit more (OK, it was not my choice, it was my SCM). So, these are the latest CSS notes. Note another paradigm shift.

Feb 13, 2021

--- Curse Stroke Sissy by SB
So, Marta, you have a new name.
You think that it's all bullshit, right?
That it's only our imagination, and no changes can happen in real life?
You want proofs.
You want something measurable.
Marta, you have moved to another level. The new person is replacing your old person.
Sylvia was cool, but Marta is more effective in her goals
You might have noticed the shiver every time you are listening to hypno files.
Marta is your new guide in your feminization.
I see you learnt not to ask any questions, because you think that you are getting expected or wrong answers. Good girl.
You learnt your lesson,
You are progressing.
Look at yourself. You have learnt to appreciate women. You have learnt to notice more details, and developed femininity fetish.
Right now, enjoy wearing pantyhose again. You will wear them every day again, as 2 years ago. You test period is over. You proved to be patient and dedicated.
You can now be trained to go forward in you transformation.
Changes are inevitable if you change something inside
And you are changing, you are becominng more sensitive to surroundings and your own thoughts.
Marta. I'm Marta. I'm ready to be transformed.
I surrender to my guides and I'm fully aware of what's in the shop for me.
I want to look pretty in female clothes, I want to look natural and passable en femme.
You will stay in trance. With no thoughts, totally relaxed, only fingers are moving.
You are aware of all thoughts.
Words are appearing in your mind and you type them out
---- "Your Other Half" by OxyFemboi
Tulpas are not what you think of them
Tulpas are virtual interfaces to various egregors who transfer their intentions to the person
Marta and Sylvia are not tulpas, they are guides in the current path of your emerging as a new person
Tulpas might be guides, but usually they are not.
Marta will show you how you can develop yourself.
The file you are listening is also not about tulpas. It's about guides.
Whatever you do you have guides.
The guides love you, the guides save you, the guides do not use you, the guides lead you.
Kei achieves similar results.
Daemon girl is a guide, not a tulpa.
Bambi is a guide, not a tulpa, Bambi shows you another "dimension", Bambi is not using your body to live her own life.
You are always in charge. But you can listen for advices. The more sensitive you are, the more information you are receiving, the more precise decision you can make.
Guides are whispering information in your mind, it just appears in your mind. Voices are optional. Guides can be totally silent, yet they can let you experience what you need to experience, they can show you, what you need to see.
Do not be afraid of listening to the so called "tulpa" files. You will learn something.
---- Plastic Dollification (just the beginning)
Physical sensations change the perception.
Now go to the mat. Enjoy your new state.

OK, that was interesting, yet confusing. I can totally understand that "tulpas" just use the body for their own purposes, they are separate personalities with own goals, but this phrase makes no sense:

Tulpas are virtual interfaces to various egregors who transfer their intentions to the person

I would say, that we all have "virtual interfaces" which are used by various Thought Forms (TF) like egregors. But calling them "tulpas" is totally wrong in my opinion. Possibly I did not quite understand what I had to type, or something else is missing.

And again another mention of Kei, and, suddenly, Bambi. Not tulpas? Hm... Following the new definition it can be true, yes.

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SCMTulpas are virtual interfaces to various egregors who transfer their intentions to the person

I would say, that we all have "virtual interfaces" which are used by various Thought Forms (TF) like egregors. But calling them "tulpas" is totally wrong in my opinion. Possibly I did not quite understand what I had to type, or something else is missing.

And again another mention of Kei, and, suddenly, Bambi. Not tulpas? Hm... Following the new definition it can be true, yes.

Thanks for sharing such intimate dialogue. Truly incredible.

I have had similar interactions with voices. Some I know are part of the NWO's plan to feminize anyone who could help reshape the world from the Archonian/reptilian forces behind our current existence to a kinder, sharing world. Those voices were projected by technology known as voice to skull. Famously used by the world militaries, DARPA, CIA, and NSA. I also discovered that I have been under mind control by an MKUltra handler.The other voices in my previous posts were as I mentioned before: sigils that grew into egregors, tulpas, spirts, guides, etc.

The voices mimic a lot of what was promised to you in your other posts, too: feminization at variously bodily levels. But, as you has said in your posts, the promises were always unfulfilled. It's part of the dark agenda to keep people aroused, fed upon, and to become a host for a hostile takeover. These egregors, spiritis, or tulpas will promise anything to get what they want, but they are always deceivers. None of the promises that were made to me ever came true. Everything was said to keep me horny and listening to more brainwashing feminization hypnosis files so I could be manipulated and fed upon.

I was also able to stay away from crossdressing for over 5 years. It was pantyhose that always brought me me back, though. Even this past week, I didn't wear the silken threads of sexuality, and I had no desire to crossdress. But as soon as I put on a pair pantyhose  it was over. I had the urges to listen to Curse Stroke Sissy (EMG's female TTS version) and look at sissy bondage porn. I also put on my pink thong and miniskirt. Then I listened to Kei's Sex Portal.

I am in my male state again, but I know that pantyhose are my doom. I can't seem to stay away from them. Pantyhose leads to crossdressing and a desire to be brainwashed into a pretty submissive slave girl for the collective. Part of me wants to continue with the brainwashing (but only when I am sexually excited), and the other part of me wants to move forward in life.

Beware or wear. That is the current state of things (sissy). What is it about pantyhose that will turn a man into a brainwashing-craving feminized addict?

Oh, and as I mentioned in a previous post. We are in a simulation. The reference to virtual interfaces are the programs within the simulation/matrix that are controlling us and our environment. All the main AI computer has to do is pick up on out thoughts, turn a switch to activate a program, and we become sexually feminized.

Hope this helps.

Something else to consider about the egregors from CSS is that they might be neonates. Neonates and reptilians are part of the Archons that were mentioned in the Gnostic texts. Neonates seem to feed on anything that is kinky, fetishy, bondage related, or D/s BDSM. Being a willing--and that is the key word: willing--participant is something that they require (Even though nothing is really willing in this simulation. We have been manipulated since birth to be submissive rule followers.)

Even as I type this, they are trying to get me sexually excited so I could become their submissive feminized play toy. I can feel the brain manipulation from the computers. Getting harder to type. Must go now.