Bellmar's Bambi project

[subyasha]

One of the things in the Bambi files that immediately turns me off is the cock worship. It jolts my mind to a nope and sometimes completely takes me out of it, ending any trance. Cum eating and worship my mind has no problem with, which I still find interesting, but that's another thing, lol.

Same way, cock worship is like a bucket of cold water, no matter how deep I go.  Just out of curiosity, how would you feel about a suggestion that wearing a buttplug stips inhibitions away?

I love buttplugs normally though so that won't do anything about inhibitions, lol.

[Like Ra]

One of the things in the Bambi files that immediately turns me off is the cock worship.

Same way, cock worship is like a bucket of cold water, no matter how deep I go.

OK, for me it's different:

- I'm a cock fetishist (phallomania?)
- I love sperm *
- I love deep-throating
- I love to feel how the cock grows inside of me
- I hate whatever the cocks are attached to (misandry?)
- There is no way for me to get access to cocks, especially without meeting their owners 😂

In other words, cock addiction suggestions make no sense to me for the reasons above. 😆

* - when I was a kid(!) I have a phantasy/dream, in which I was encased in pantyhose, wearing a one-piece swimsuit, bound & gagged, laying in a bath tub full of sperm. At that time, I could not stand a thought about other cocks. Then, something switched...

[Like Ra]

Oh, BTW, the "puppet strings" metaphor is a perfect method for "automatic movements":

1. Switch off the internal dialogue (e.g. using "the wipers")
2. Follow the puppet strings (they can play with you, put on clothes, or get you in bondage

or

The puppet strings will always move you towards feminization, bondage, high intellect, great job, excellent health, huge wealth, joy, and luck.

[bellmar]

You know what we need, is one of those discord chat things for Bambi file creators to bounce ideas around.  Is that a thing?  I've looked for a Bambi discord, seems they all got shut down or are super secret squirrel things now.

Discord is even more useless, than Reddit. It's suitable for instant chats, which will disappear tomorrow. I prefer properly themed and paginated forums. If you want some general Bambi related ideas, just create a new thread 😊

Yeah, new to Reddit myself actually, the Bambi stuff is prolific, I found a few gems in there, but mostly....well useless is being generous.

But yeah it was the instant chats I was craving yesterday, I started on "orgasms go bye bye" (thanks Reddit) in conjunction with my own Bambi Pleasure files, and platinum puppets "body betrayal", longest I've had hypnotic chastity hold, and my inner Bambi is certainly being fuelled by it.  Always get kinkier thoughts when I go without sexual release in the past, but it's kind of a different drive since I started with Bambi sleep.  I want to create files, but my focus and attention span is like a goldfish...

I think I just had an idea.  I should have quit lurking on this forum at least a decade ago.  Actual interaction is far more rewarding.

[bellmar]

Oh, BTW, the "puppet strings" metaphor is a perfect method for "automatic movements":

1. Switch off the internal dialogue (e.g. using "the wipers")
2. Follow the puppet strings (they can play with you, put on clothes, or get you in bondage

or

The puppet strings will always move you towards feminization, bondage, high intellect, great job, excellent health, huge wealth, joy, and luck.

Love the puppet strings, a session to make them stronger has been simmering on my back burner for awhile now, when I try reach for snacky stuff at the stores, masturbate, or even order food I can feel them like a actual physical sensation.   and when I do feel them I get that image of being a pink doll packed in a box flash in my mind at the same time.  I've actually lost 6 lbs since I started Bambi diet.   I read your bits on automatic writing, I might give that a go myself.

[bellmar]

One of the things in the Bambi files that immediately turns me off is the cock worship.

Same way, cock worship is like a bucket of cold water, no matter how deep I go.

OK, for me it's different:

- I'm a cock fetishist (phallomania?)
- I love sperm *
- I love deep-throating
- I love to feel how the cock grows inside of me
- I hate whatever the cocks are attached to (misandry?)
- There is no way for me to get access to cocks, especially without meeting their owners 😂

In other words, cock addiction suggestions make no sense to me for the reasons above. 😆

* - when I was a kid(!) I have a phantasy/dream, in which I'm encased in pantyhose, wearing a one-piece swimsuit, bound & gagged, laying in a bath tub full of sperm. At that time, I could not stand a thought about other cocks. Then, something switched...

would you mind going into more details about how that switched?

[Like Ra]

would you mind going into more details about how that switched?

Hmmm.... Actually, I don't know. I think, it was something like a "globalization" or "projection" of my own penis on others. When I was 12-13, I could do auto-fellatio (oh, yeah, I was more flexible at that age) - see https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...5#pid62815 And around 24-25yo I became bi-curious. Glory-holes in the university added to that curiosity. No hypno involved.

[Like Ra]

I read your bits on automatic writing, I might give that a go myself.

It's interesting. The whole concept of spontaneous movements is very interesting.

Love the puppet strings, a session to make them stronger has been simmering on my back burner for awhile now, when I try to reach for snacky stuff at the stores, masturbate, or even order food I can feel them like an actual physical sensation. 

Same for your panties and bra lock hypnosis. My hands were repelled from the lingerie.

Kei used this puppet string concept. And also the concept of "a daemon girl" taking over your body. Same thing. This is something what I like about the hypho stuff.

Another "feature" is actually seeing the alternative reality - tulpa-mancers have quite a guide on it.

[Like Ra]

I'm open to suggestions on making them more trancy, turning up the background beats is all I can think of. 

As a test, out of curiosity, how trancy is this version https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid32297 - just listen for the first 3-5min.

[bellmar]

I'm open to suggestions on making them more trancy, turning up the background beats is all I can think of. 

As a test, out of curiosity, how trancy is this version https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid32297 - just listen for the first 3-5min.

I find the beat a bit too loud, but I get what you're saying with the subliminals backgrounds, I say subliminal even though they are clearly audible, I think you know what I mean.,  I took them out of all my files except Bambilockdown because I felt they kinda made the file sound to "busy" but to be honest I kind of miss them.  I'm working up a little experiment with my insomnia file, in an effort to make it a bit more trancy,  I'll post it when I finish up, I'd be grateful for your input on it.