Bambi Sleep stuff

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hope i don't offend anyone with this - this is just from my experience

If you do not mind, I will move it to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...nge-thread

over time, seeing my quality of life erode from being visibly trans

Erode? I understand it negatively. "Where" are you now?

 aesthetics became a pursuit for

For me, aesthetical passability is very important, and one of the reason I will never transition (even if my wife would say "yes" 😅).

i don't think agp was a major contributor in my transition but on a forum post about bambi it is probably worth noting

IMO, AGP should be always considered, even if actively rejected. OK, in my case it's gynephilia in general, and AGP as a logical part of it 😆

5 years and roughly $150k later,

.. yeah... think transitioning? think a second mortgage ...

my experience in the world is radically different, very similar to my conventionally attractive cis partner

How? Any examples?

suspect our experience with beauty is also radically different

Again how? Is aesthetics not important for your partner? Or it's the difference between being "obsessed" with something and seeing something as mundane?

it has been said that my generation is more beautiful and less sexual than any of our forerunners. 

Being young is almost always beautiful 😉

not sure if files work or if im just horny

If you are horny, the hypno stuff works better.

I was going to let myself orgasm fully

Orgasm ruins erotic hypno

Well yeah, but it's only a matter of time until I give in I can't just go without an orgasm forever!

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I can't just go without an orgasm forever!

You have a choice between an anal and a completely hands-free orgasm 😉

I can't just go without an orgasm forever!

You have a choice between an anal and a completely hands-free orgasm 😉

Aren't HFOs things people can train for months and never experience?! I feel like ruining in chastity is a fairer middle ground  😋

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Aren't HFOs things people can train for months and never experience?

As always with hypno - it depends. Bambi Oblivion gave me my only explosive wet HFO. There was another one, but a tight swimsuit added some frictions, so I can not consider it truly 100% HFO. And some people experience it "almost always". I experience dry orgasms "almost always" with Bambi's Cumslut (what a file!).

If you do not mind, I will move it to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...nge-thread

yes!  go for it 😊

Erode? I understand it negatively. "Where" are you now?

key word being "visibly" - i can never become "not" trans but i can absolutely change the social alienation by not appearing trans and not disclosing

For me, aesthetical passability is very important, and one of the reason I will never transition (even if my wife would say "yes" 😅).

passability and beauty in general (they are related but separate) is the *most* important - it is the catalysis for female socialization

IMO, AGP should be always considered, even if actively rejected. OK, in my case it's gynephilia in general, and AGP as a logical part of it 😆

i agree, i think it's a factor but not a prominent one.  from moser 2009 as well as my experiences with my cisfem friends (some sampling bias since i definitely self-select for vain friends) i suspect agp is a result of female socialization and not exclusive to transfems

.. yeah... think transitioning? think a second mortgage ...

yep, i did this instead of a house.  my cope is that i'm 27 so most of my peers don't have houses yet either

How? Any examples?

"if you crush a cockroach, you're a hero.  if you crush a beautiful butterfly, you're a villain.  morals have aesthetic criteria"

people try to find excuses to see you in a positive light.  radically different from transitioning but not yet passing.  i get a lot of free stuff that i don't really need.  for awhile i enjoyed collecting simps to stoke my narcissism with their attention and favors.  right now i just feel disaffected with my perception of how shallow people are

Again how? Is aesthetics not important for your partner? Or it's the difference between being  "obsessed" with something and seeing something as mundane?

she is also very vain!  i love it about her.  but beauty is much more mundane for someone who is aeady entrained to it.  she doesn't know a life where she was treated poorly simply for her appearance.

post-transition, pre-passing is horrible.  people turn against you that you wouldn't ever expect to.  you get blamed for your own suffering.  i have taken to advising people against transition unless their dysphoria is so crippling that it is entirely unlivable.  the effort spent repressing trans identity is worth it imo

Being young is almost always beautiful 😉

<3

Aren't HFOs things people can train for months and never experience?

As always with hypno - it depends. Bambi Oblivion gave me my only explosive wet HFO. There was another one, but a tight swimsuit added some frictions, so I can not consider it truly 100% HFO. And some people experience it "almost always". I experience dry orgasms "almost always" with Bambi's Cumslut (what a file!).

How powerful are they?  Do they make you want to listen more?

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How powerful are they?

Only you can tell 😉

Do they make you want to listen more?

The whole series is about addiction. So... guess?

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i can absolutely change the social alienation by not appearing trans and not disclosing

In other words, and to simplify, you present yourself as a man?

post-transition, pre-passing is horrible.

Sorry for asking... But ... Do you pass now?

  i have taken to advising people against transition unless their dysphoria is so crippling that it is entirely unlivable.

Totally agree.

In other words, and to simplify, you present yourself as a man?

no, opposite 😊

Sorry for asking... But ... Do you pass now?

ime people who confidently say they pass rarely do, but yes lol. i've been woodworking for awhile