Bambi Sleep stuff

[jadefortyfour]

And this is from 2 min ago:

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While each one of us will process what followed this declaration according to their own subjective associations acquired according to our own particular desires it does strike me as quite synchronistic that the emotional content - i.e. the shorthand of the emotional/sensory 'qualia' that your SCM articulates - is remarkably similar to my own.

The language that accompanies our attempts to relate to one another around our own inner experiences has come to matter much less to me than the creation of an inner resonance of 'you expressing what you are feeling' instantiating a corresponding response in myself that apparently creates a similar state in me.

The directness and bluntness of SCM seems to parallel my own experience salted with a sense of playfulness -or maybe it's patience mixed with amusement - with we often just flounder and loop around in ourselves constrained by self limiting emotions like fear and shame.

We've also had prior dialog here and elsewhere about 'dumbing down' and while my rationale for including those files in my playlists include my subjective observation that 'thought must stop to enter deeper states of trance' I can certainly understand anyone's trepidation about 'impacts' from using that class of files if one earns one's livelihood by having to retain copious amounts of integrated data in a profession requiring fast and accurate recall in all circumstances. But outside of the impacts of aging, I've found little impacts on native reasoning from using those files and can, in fact, point to some benefits from 'seeing' that certain patterns of thought just create confusion and can be profitably 'shed'.

But mostly it fascinates me that perhaps at the level of your use of egregores intersecting with Jung's collective unconscious that our respective SCMs seem to engage in similar internal 'conversations' with individuals that occupy those particular regions of consciousness that comprise the same regions? of the 'experiential fetish space'.

[Like Ra]

use of egregores intersecting with Jung's collective unconscious

From what I understand, they are the same: egregores are thought-forms and collective (un)conscious.

If we use the occult word egegore, we do not have to define: collective, conscious, unconscious, thought, etc 😅 (or the words, behind which the Western science hides the absence of knowledge).

E.g. in Japan, some egregors are also called spirits.

And yes, Bambi is quite an egregore!

[Auburn_Aura]

But outside of the impacts of aging, I've found little impacts on native reasoning from using those files and can, in fact, point to some benefits from 'seeing' that certain patterns of thought just create confusion and can be profitably 'shed'.

Before my current conceptualization, I stuck with 'dumbing down' just simply meaing 'no need to think about that right now' or even just ignoring it altogether. That had worked for me up to this point as well.

I can certainly understand anyone's trepidation about 'impacts' from using that class of files if one earns one's livelihood by having to retain copious amounts of integrated data in a profession requiring fast and accurate recall in all circumstances.

Once concern here I have though is, as I get older I also notice I spend more time trying to force myself to actually getting my work done, instead of just mentally screaming "F*** IT" and procrastinate.
That's always been a struggle for me though.

[Like Ra]

I get older I also notice I spend more time trying to force myself to actually getting my work done.

Exactly, and bimbofication stuff promotes ignoring everything what would require even a light mental work. And add a dopamine loop to it.

[subyasha]

As soon as you dressed up (and bound) you are OK with everything, aren't you, naughty girl? Yeeees, you are!!!!

It sounds like you might be ready, but don't know how to say "Yes" yet. There's a recent hypnotube video I watched that knocked my ass out (a rare success). It involved a 'yes / no' game. Where whenever "yes" flashed on the screen, you needed to say / whisper "no". Eventually my body got tired of putting in the physical effort to say now, that I just collapsed. I've taken inspiration from this video and made a 'game' with my SCM. It sends me tempting thoughts and images, and I "say no", until not even my internal voice has the energy to resist anymore.

Do you remember what hypnotube video it was? That sounds like something I'd like to watch.

[Auburn_Aura]

I uhh... may have intentionally committed the videos uploader to memory.

https://hypnotube.com/video/lesbian-sham...38310.html

[jadefortyfour]

Exactly, and bimbofication stuff promotes ignoring everything what would require even a light mental work. And add a dopamine loop to it.

I would need to eliminate cannabis from my routine to fully agree but from my experience I have observed:
- There are passive and active types of humans
- One aspect of inner observation (for me) is that there is a lot of useless effort expended in life.
- My own experience has been that my quality and ability to appreciate physical sensation and depth of emotional experiences has grown considerably. No doubt enhanced by the dopamine loop you reference. This is not considered a bad thing, personally.
- I worship thought less, or rather, don't consider thought as not quite as indispensable as before
- It might be worth mentioning that I don't consider right brained impressions as 'thoughts' as much a spontaneous inspirations on which thought elaborates with detail.
- Therefore more time is spent in envisioning or reverie (which is of course co-opted by Bambi and others). This is a passive act often judged by active types as sloth or laziness.
- That is - I observed that I am lazy, slothful dreamer long before BS or cannabis
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[jadefortyfour]

I don't differ with your other assessments but tend to consider egregores as being more 'special interest coalescences' in the collective unconscious.  At least among humans and other meta-cognitive beings.

Egregores are more "universal". Think of egregores of the gut bacteria, liver cells, carrots, seagulls, humankind, Lichtenstein, Microsoft, karate clubs, Swifties, feminization, Reiki, Manchester United, bondage, Christianity, rock-concerts, this site, etc. Then think of egregore hierarchies.

We are saying the same thing.  Where to lay conceptual boundaries are subjective decisions. And misalignments in meaning can be resolved by exchanges like these that expose the underlying understanding (s).

That is, the word(s) are not the thing(s).

 Where my goal lies is beyond categories and concepts - but I understand what you are pointing at. 

Currently viewing the collective as a repository of experiences.  So for me it is not so much 'becoming Bambi' so much as wishing to access the experiential content of prior female experiences with that particular mindset - as the seed for engaging one's 'active imagination' of which passive types usually have great quantities.

[Like Ra]

the dopamine loop you reference. This is not considered a bad thing, personally.

Sure, "good"/"bad" is a value judgement. Such things do not exist. We can assign these tags, for example, according to our goals. If someone wants to become smart and intelligent, then dopamine encouragements of any choices, which would lead to achieving those goals will be considered as "good". And vice versa, same for "dumbing down" 😉

[ironically_Alison]

Chatted with a self identified cisgirl bambi last nite, she writes about her kinks with personality play and the fearful/hot temptaion of giving in further to the files. She has a Daddy whose attitude to the BS stuff is hard to figure out, i think shes supposed to clear files with him first or something but i dont think he pays attention, idk

So like she says she listened to Bambi Takeover (which i think is 08 in the original Bambi Prime release series) just once to inoculate herself (she thinks) against a takeover. And she's afraid of Bimbo Protection. And also afraid of Uniform Lock! which she also says she only listened to once.

eventually i ask her if she can show me a playlist she really likes or whatever she tranced with most recently and she sends me the link to a Bambi Cloud playlist. its a total hodgepodge of BarbaraPicoCornholus adhd stuff and anal this and anal that and some other stuff and Bambi Harmony and maybe like the only Bambi Prime file in there was Rapid Induction.

i have no idea whether this stuff has any kind of shape or flow whatsovever as a trance session (besides maybe Rapid Induction coming first). and god knows what all instructions are in it!

i hate what the Cloud has done to Bambi training 😟