(Yesterday, 19:37 )Auburn_Aura Wrote: (Yesterday, 18:24 )alliebear Wrote: I just want to not be me anymore
what would you be if you could choose?
No hypno (outside influence), no worrying about previous commitments (promises made under duress could be illegitimate), but still focused on making sure you don't hurt the people you love and that love you back (its what truly matters afterall).
I’m not sure really. Some who felt feee and loved and didn’t have to hide who they are from the world. Someone who wasn’t ashamed of themselves and someone who didn’t feel like they walk a constant tightrope between authenticity and hurting those close to them.
I’ve been trying to work on this in healthy ways, and unhealthy ways, but mostly I’m just tired now.