Kei's MindWarp

I think I’m getting somewhere with the demon girl files. Last night while listening to fuck puppet I felt as if someone was touching and trying to push through where the third eye is. It was a weird tingling sensation. Might try one of the collar files tonight.

Listened to magical control collar last night never got much from it. Some pleasure and that’s was it I think it’s because I didn’t have a collar to wear while listening.  Loving the files so far i have a few more demon girl files left to try after I try them all I dunno if I should train with them or try the spirit girl files I have all of them except the memories one.

is there a release/listening order for demon girl and spirit? I want to give them a try but can't find info anywhere

is there a release/listening order for demon girl and spirit? I want to give them a try but can't find info anywhere

i've never been able to find or determine a structure between them all, other than the occasional 1-2-3 of small series. kei's work and progression has always made me think of "the moving hand writes, and having writ moves on". her inspiration comes to her as it comes, she finds a way to share it with us and continues on her transformational journey.

or maybe i'm just too lazy or thick to find the "true path". in any case her words (and now images!) have changed my former path in life!

[Like Ra]

in any case her words (and now images!) have changed my former path in life!

Could you please elaborate?

in any case her words (and now images!) have changed my former path in life!

Could you please elaborate?

it will be difficult to answer without sounding (1) sad or (2) loony, but i'll attempt it.

fact 1: i've never thought of myself as particularly feminine. hypnosis as a kink almost inevitably means that at some point your vision of who you are is subject to adjustment by your dom(me). in my case, feminization was "just a kink". but while listening to kei's files, particularly the new ones, i began to actually see my self-image change. i didn't feel like i was being made to feel female: i just was. even in non-sexual non-bdsm contexts, i began to think of myself as female.

fact 2: at some level i know this is an illusion. but it's also real. i remember seeing an interview with a schizophrenic once who said something like "i KNOW the devil's not in the back seat of my car. of course i do. it's ridiculous to even imagine something like that. but...the devil IS in the back seat." that's how i feel about being the cutest, sluttiest girl. especially when i see cock, or touch it, or feel one filling my mouth. i can close my eyes and feel my pussy clenching, feel something like love or adoration or worship for the man i'm with, even while knowing that at some point soon i'll be who i am again and just wishing my body would align with who my mind knows i am.

like i said. it's sad and it's loony and sometimes it's hard to reconcile how i feel and who i am. but kei's files help me feel like it can be real, that some day who i am and who i feel i am can be the same person. (even if part of me know the devil's not really in the back seat.)

[Like Ra]

i began to think of myself as female.

That reminds me again of this thread: Long-term effects from hypnosis and conditioning

i began to think of myself as female.

That reminds me again of this thread:  Long-term effects from hypnosis and conditioning

i think that's probably it exactly! who i am now is not who i was when i started. it's not like i started with listening to feminization hypnosis in order to change...i just listened to hypnosis. and when i was susceptible to a particular mistress (let's just say it doesn't EXACTLY rhyme with "his harmonica") i began listening to her feminization sessions. and a switch was thrown, or something. maybe she touched a thing that had been inside me all along, or maybe she placed it there and then took advantage of it, but the more i listened, the more i changed, the more my desires were altered.

and then kei changed her style. she stopped shouting me into submission and began calling softly to the female parts of my mind. and it all accelerated so fast...!

Hi everyone. I had to stop listening for a bit I caught a stomach bug. I’m all good now. Going to start again with demon girl tomorrow. I've bought a butt plug because most of the demon girl files mention them also got a collar so I can listen to the collar ones.

Figured I'd put out a hot take here, but am I the only one who feels that Kei's work has taken a huge turn for the worse after the transition to lotuslovelight?

Let me preface my bias by saying I'm an autogynephile and am not really into sissy culture. Not to kinkshame, but it just isn't my cup of tea.

Prior to becoming lotus love light, I feel like Keis files had a lot mot variety with various series that all tended to specific types of people. Most of all, I think KEI found a rare niche in creating files that offered males female fantasy. This was offered both in the long-term and short-term, with some series creating files intended for instant pleasure and fantasy(good girl, pussy drip) and others with more lasting effects(spirit/demon girl, mental block). these files had variety and were often very specific in their intended effects leading to a colorful library available to all sorts of people.

Current KEI has left that behind, with 99% of their content being essentially sissy only at varying levels and extremes. Even if a file seems interesting, it is tarnished by the fact that half of it will end up being degradation, cock worship, and sissification. This is especially true of all video files created for hypnotube.

KEI used to create files within that genre too, however they were obvious in intention and limited certain series (demon girl) for that target audience. Whereas the spirit girl series was focused more on the transformational aspect of actually being female and exploring the pleasure on the otherside. My favorite of which was spirit girl: rainbow unicorn pussy

One curremt file that really dissapointed me was DG: every orgasm erases you. A fantastic concept, but it's execution really makes it accessible for the sissy crowd.

Real the only current file of theirs that I can say I've enjoyed is Become her: deep feminization. Genuinely a great file, but it just sorta forces cock worship and subservience in towards the end which it really doesn't need and pulls me right out.

Alot of the videos are literally just porn. Hypnosis is a slow intimate process that requires a sense of trust and internal agreement with all themes involved. Given the overbearing nature of the sissy genre in keis recent files, I doubt they'll make a file I can even trance to again, much less enjoy.

Overall I'm glad Kei has been able to expand their audience through hypnotube and focusing on the most popular genre of hypno. I just wish it they would at least make some files to cater to those that don't have a sissy kink.