Kei's MindWarp

[Like Ra]

I'm aware i sound crazy using the word "entities".

Why? It's a very good term to refer to various energo-informational structures: thoughtforms (aka egregors), larvae, succubi, incubi, etc.

I could never do videos

#metoo, I prefer to listen with my eyes closed. Kei's stuff is different. BTW, Tom Tame's stuff is also different.

That just depends on the person

Absolutely.

my own interpretation of DG

Good phrasing: "My own interpretation of..."

They do "suck" energy at some point.

Energy is the only "valid" "money equivalent". Actually, it's the other way around - all the so-called "moneys" are an overly simplified "equivalent" of energy. Everything and everyone pays in energy, and only in energy. (E.g.) we pay for our entertainment (e.g. orgasms) with (e.g. life) energy.

Listened to a few demon girl files last night I listened to Magic spell compulsion, Permanent fuck puppet and fuck toy slave.  During magic spell compulsion I had a mind orgasm if that’s a thing didn’t physically cum but the pleasure I felt in my head and body was fucking amazing. I was listening naked but after listening to fuck puppet I had the urge to wear my slutty lingerie I have so i put it on and went on to listen to fuck toy and I think I fell asleep halfway through the file.

Going to give demon girl sex portal a try tonight. The title sounds exciting

I couldn’t get sex portal to play last night so I listened to feminine whispers and magic spell compulsion instead.  I am noticing I’m not scared listening to the files anymore I can remember during feminine whispers it felt like demon girl loves me. And I’m getting better at imagining the third eye.

I think I’m getting somewhere with the demon girl files. Last night while listening to fuck puppet I felt as if someone was touching and trying to push through where the third eye is. It was a weird tingling sensation. Might try one of the collar files tonight.

Listened to magical control collar last night never got much from it. Some pleasure and that’s was it I think it’s because I didn’t have a collar to wear while listening.  Loving the files so far i have a few more demon girl files left to try after I try them all I dunno if I should train with them or try the spirit girl files I have all of them except the memories one.

is there a release/listening order for demon girl and spirit? I want to give them a try but can't find info anywhere

is there a release/listening order for demon girl and spirit? I want to give them a try but can't find info anywhere

i've never been able to find or determine a structure between them all, other than the occasional 1-2-3 of small series. kei's work and progression has always made me think of "the moving hand writes, and having writ moves on". her inspiration comes to her as it comes, she finds a way to share it with us and continues on her transformational journey.

or maybe i'm just too lazy or thick to find the "true path". in any case her words (and now images!) have changed my former path in life!

[Like Ra]

in any case her words (and now images!) have changed my former path in life!

Could you please elaborate?

in any case her words (and now images!) have changed my former path in life!

Could you please elaborate?

it will be difficult to answer without sounding (1) sad or (2) loony, but i'll attempt it.

fact 1: i've never thought of myself as particularly feminine. hypnosis as a kink almost inevitably means that at some point your vision of who you are is subject to adjustment by your dom(me). in my case, feminization was "just a kink". but while listening to kei's files, particularly the new ones, i began to actually see my self-image change. i didn't feel like i was being made to feel female: i just was. even in non-sexual non-bdsm contexts, i began to think of myself as female.

fact 2: at some level i know this is an illusion. but it's also real. i remember seeing an interview with a schizophrenic once who said something like "i KNOW the devil's not in the back seat of my car. of course i do. it's ridiculous to even imagine something like that. but...the devil IS in the back seat." that's how i feel about being the cutest, sluttiest girl. especially when i see cock, or touch it, or feel one filling my mouth. i can close my eyes and feel my pussy clenching, feel something like love or adoration or worship for the man i'm with, even while knowing that at some point soon i'll be who i am again and just wishing my body would align with who my mind knows i am.

like i said. it's sad and it's loony and sometimes it's hard to reconcile how i feel and who i am. but kei's files help me feel like it can be real, that some day who i am and who i feel i am can be the same person. (even if part of me know the devil's not really in the back seat.)