Kei's MindWarp

I keep trying to push myself deeper,  but I’ve hit a wall. Does anyone have any recommendations?

I'm not sure what you need to go deeper, sometimes I find it so all consuming that you look around, you are on your own, got nothing done for weeks, while you have been fucking your own mind. Hearing the voice for real is scary, that does not sound healthy. I'm inclined to say take a break, go on a road trip somewhere. I go deep for Kei, but I'm not into cock, so just the feminize part of it and it slowly shifts things. At the moment I got guests which cramps my style and I hate to admit it but since they are here, I have been a lot more productive in my art.

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I’ve used bambi sleep before but I’ve never felt such a strong desire to feminise myself it’s kind of hard to fight this desire to not go further and feminise myself. I don’t always feel this way but it’s on my mind a lot. Has anyone ever felt this way? Anyone have any thoughts about what’s happening to me? What should I do?

Hey! Thanks for sharing your experiences. I've also seen lots of criticism of Kei's demon girl series on this forum and others, mostly due to weird sound effects and distorted voices. But my take is: making me feel scared is a fair game.  And here is why. I'm not one who can easily be put deep into trance. So bambi files for me sound like an endless roleplaying that shifts the Overton window to sucking cocks, at least mentally. From Pig Girl files I don't trance at all, it's just like listening or watching porn, I did not notice any hypnotic effects whatsoever. But some of KEI's demon girl files at least managed to deliver a small rare feeling which went beyond roleplaying. I was lying on the bed and I could feel something approaching, someone near me. I was crazy scared for a moment. And in its own way I had lots of fun, some people can enjoy horror movies, right? And in this case I think my intense emotions of being scared have melted my barriers that stopped me from trancing. That was quite an interesting experience.

What I don't exactly like about DG series, is that the listening order is still unclear. And at the same time I'm not even sure if the order matters, because I have not really noticed any "plot development". Bambi files are certainly better in this department. And the erotic aspect of KEI files is not particularly high either, I doubt that they can bring me close to culmination and HFO. 
(If Kei reads this comment, please don't take too seriously what I'm about to say, because I do respect your choice to drop this.) I think how the series has ended is a pity and DG deserves a complete rework/overhaul, applying everything KEI has learned so far and adding a more structured approach to how the series develops. The series was simultaneously both ahead of its time and a bit too raw.  I suspect this is a reason why we don't see many reports of long-term use of DG files -- because very few people stick to them long-term, eh?

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I’ve used bambi sleep before but I’ve never felt such a strong desire to feminise myself it’s kind of hard to fight this desire to not go further and feminise myself. I don’t always feel this way but it’s on my mind a lot. Has anyone ever felt this way? Anyone have any thoughts about what’s happening to me? What should I do?

Hey! Thanks for sharing your experiences. I've also seen lots of criticism of Kei's demon girl series on this forum and others, mostly due to weird sound effects and distorted voices. But my take is: making me feel scared is a fair game.  And here is why. I'm not one who can easily be put deep into trance. So bambi files for me sound like an endless roleplaying that shifts the Overton window to sucking cocks, at least mentally. From Pig Girl files I don't trance at all, it's just like listening or watching porn, I did not notice any hypnotic effects whatsoever. But some of KEI's demon girl files at least managed to deliver a small rare feeling which went beyond roleplaying. I was lying on the bed and I could feel something approaching, someone near me. I was crazy scared for a moment. And in its own way I had lots of fun, some people can enjoy horror movies, right? And in this case I think my intense emotions of being scared have melted my barriers that stopped me from trancing. That was quite an interesting experience.

What I don't exactly like about DG series, is that the listening order is still unclear. And at the same time I'm not even sure if the order matters, because I have not really noticed any "plot development". Bambi files are certainly better in this department. And the erotic aspect of KEI files is not particularly high either, I doubt that they can bring me close to culmination and HFO. 
(If Kei reads this comment, please don't take too seriously what I'm about to say, because I do respect your choice to drop this.) I think how the series has ended is a pity and DG deserves a complete rework/overhaul, applying everything KEI has learned so far and adding a more structured approach to how the series develops. The series was simultaneously both ahead of its time and a bit too raw.  I suspect this is a reason why we don't see many reports of long-term use of DG files -- because very few people stick to them long-term, eh?

Hello Everyone, I’ve been listening to Kei Light’s Hypnosis files for years off and on. I have listened to Demon Girl files as well and owned alot of them. So of my favorite ones were Demon Girl Wet Pussy and Demon Girl Slut Magic. I did enjoy but was never really a fan of Cock concept. More of a Lesbian Transgenderwoman, but I’ve gone back and forth of being intrigued by the idea of being fucked by a Cock especially Hot Sexy Demon Girl Cock. One of my scariest experiences with Demon Girl files was when I was tranced I remember I was sleeping in bed listening to the Demon Girl files of course with a Bluetooth Sleeping mask on, was I felt this dark force pull me down my sheets. But I’m pretty sure it was a dream, then another experience where when I was listening to the file what was being spoked changed from it was originally but this was long ago. I’ve really enjoyed the Spirit Girl series from Spirit Girl Mind Fuck, Spirt Girl Body Transformation, all of the Pussy Drip Series as well, The Good Girl Path to Femininity & Good Girl Secret Hidden Imagination. I have had many  pleasure able experiences with these files like: feeling warmth down below where my pussy should be and sensations of a throbbing sensation, more sensitive nipples, when pinching and rubbing them was connecting them with the feeling of having a Pussy, increased Feminine horny arosual, it made me want to use Pueria Mirifica and Saw Pawmetto to make me more feminine, wearing panties, fucking myself with Dildos. One more thing I watch Lesbian Porn and rub my nipples imaging myself as then feeling there female orgasm. Pussy Drip 4 & 5 ate probably the most intense of thst series, Spirit Girl Mind Fuck is one of my favorite files I loved hit idea of her fucking my mind molding me making me horny like a woman. I would love if Kei ever made a sequel to anyone of these series. Thank you Kei for helping me with my Gender Dysphoria and comfort of feeling some things woman experience sexually. Thank you Kei for all you have done in the MTF Feminization community. Please make a Patreon if you see this. I will be one the first ones to to subscribe to you.

@Melanie

A lot of what you said also resonates with me.

Kei is still active & creating new things, 3rd generation of files now.

She left the first (and second) generation of files behind & unlikely to ever revisit them again (if you go back in this thread, you can read why - briefly: personal spiritual reasons & due to how she & others are affected negatively by the demon/spirit girl guided takeover persona files).

You can find her current creations here:
https://x.com/KeiHypnosis/  (I don't have or want an X account, so it is not very functional for me)
https://lotuslovelight.com/
https://hypnotube.com/user/keilight-2924/


@progaamoto & @Chyna872 I don't think Kei had a structure or order. I remember her once saying when someone asked "which file was that in?" something like (can't find the quote): I have no idea, I get into the head space creating a file & move on to the next. I think she creates most of her files primarily for herself. One of the things that makes Kei's files unique, impulsive, expressive & from the heart.

If you find any files scary or disturbing, be really careful & perhaps avoid those. The effects of those files often do not sit well at all with people who have that reaction. Not all of the 1st generation files have that guiding spirit/demon persona which takes control & have similar themes without that persona.

For me at least, although sexually highly expressive, Kei's files are less about a "culmination and HFO" and more about getting in touch with your inner female being/nature & yes, sexuality.

@Iniga Thanks for letting me know. I’ve watched some of her newer stuff and I feel it has a more Spiritual aspect then it did before. Her videos had a lot to do with portals and it looked like Pentagram symbols. I actually do have an X account and follow Kei, goes by June now. It’s very har to get ahold of them to I’ve tried emailing, made public post commenting on their images which I enjoy and find very hot. They are working on 3 videos and 1 audio. I made the suggestion for Kei to make a Patreon and would even subscribe to them. They have in no way hurt me. I find Kei’s fine very hot, erotic & pleasurable. I wish they made more Lesbian Content. I love Keis content overall and no way to trying bother them or harass them. I admire there work in the MTF Hypno community. I remember when I first discovered on Warpmymind first.

Kei’s Recent Pics: The Return of Demon Girl it appears

@Melanie a lot of tists are leaving patreon or having their accounts shut down, thanks to new credit card policies & a combination of the current puritan moral outrage on the one side combined with overly PC CNC ethics on the other.

Post edit, Oh!, thank you very much for posting those X screenshots, I'm surprised, but I guess that is a way to deal with it too, change the nature of the medium to be more benevolent, respectful and consensual.

Yeah, I've seen her new works on hypnotube. It's aight as a "filler episode", but overall let's be honest the ai slop is a low effort. Especially the AI generated songs with the overused voice model which everybody uses nowadays became somewhat a boner killer metaphorically speaking. The same voice both in bambi (curse of moist mess), new kei videos and chess videos on youtube?! that's the opposite of an immersive atmosphere. 

For me at least, although sexually highly expressive, Kei's files are less about a "culmination and HFO" and more about getting in touch with your inner female being/nature & yes, sexuality.

I agree with that, sure. But feminization was not exactly my kink in the first place... In terms of priorities for me: 1) a strong hypno file that would actually make me feel something, especially if it somewhat manages to take control over me, 2) HFO. And in case of the former I'm fine with almost any kink.

If you find any files scary or disturbing, be really careful & perhaps avoid those.

Sure, I appreciate the warning. But in my case that's exactly my problem with hypno, I'm way too stable mentally. Actually, I think taking psychoactive substances could've helped me but I was raised in an environment where noone was taking anything recreational like that, so I have no f*cking clue how I can safely obtain some. I wish I could at least microdose psil0cybin or l$d and listen to some files.

[Like Ra]

Especially the AI generated songs with the overused voice model which everybody uses nowadays became somewhat a boner killer metaphorically speaking. The same voice both in bambi (curse of moist mess), new kei videos and chess videos on youtube?! that's the opposite of an immersive atmosphere. 

Yep, totally agree...

feminization was not exactly my kink in the first place... In terms of priorities for me: 1) a strong hypno file that would actually make me feel something, especially if it somewhat manages to take control over me, 2) HFO. And in case of the former I'm fine with almost any kink.

1) Absolutely! Related to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...osis-works
2) Yes, and it's a proof of 1)

I'm way too stable mentally.

I think you are talking about the rigid "assemblage point" in Castaneda's terms.

microdose psil0cybin or l$d and listen to some files.

Psilocybin is about to be approved by FDA as an anti-depressant.
LSD is also being officially researched again.

While this stuff can expose you to the world we are not ready for (different "assemblage point" positions), in some cases it's the only way to get out of the "glued in place" position (again, Castaneda's case).

@progaamoto

"AI" voices. I have not been generally won over by them yet either, but I'm a bit of an odd one out.... I often (not always) prefer TTS to real human voices, find TTS easier to trance to. Based on earlier posts, I do suspect Kei puts in a lot of time & effort on her AI creations. Some of the new AI (and TTS) samples I heard from MsJ sounded very promising, you might want to check out their patreon (read the file descriptions first! https://www.patreon.com/msj_productions, not all will be a match). The fetishes listed in your profile will probably be a closer match for MsJ. Kei does indirectly have "prostate play" ... though that is more of an inevitability due to the limited insertion choices physically available than explicitly aiming for it 😁 . The others you list are not usually on the menu.

"Feminization was not exactly my kink in the first place". That's fine and I suspect many are drawn to the sexual part of Kei's files, it is one of the parts I also like, (keep in mind for many of us, the female being/nature is not a fetish, just something Kei can do a very good job of at affirming).

If you want to trance, a big part of that is accepting what you are being told and something you desire & trusting the source of that info (I'm talking about erotic hypnosis files, not methods used in POW camps). A little bit of fear or humiliation to prod you can be a tool, but if you reject the message or the messenger, your chances of trancing will be very low. 

I have been reading up a bit on Samantha Bandler (with whom I've always had trust issues, and do not trance well to) and found this old (2009) post on WMM, which I agree with (I'm not sure if Samantha still does 😉 ):

Trust is a big part of successful trance. If you don't trust the hypnotist, or the file, to do what you expect, you won't let it do anything. You also have to be honest with yourself. If you don't really want to be fucked by a diaper dog, you won't relax and let it happen. As someone said earlier, the match of listener's desire with hypnotists intention makes a big difference.

You might have better luck with trancing, by choosing a Tist who focuses specifically on your kinks & inner desires and in a way which coaxes and fosters them. 

"Psychedelics" TBH, although I find Kei's DG/SG files non threatening & not scary (for me the spirit/demon is simply my own inner desires, not someone or something external), I don't think I would want to trance to the DG/SG files on them, especially not the ones with guest appearances from a moonlighting Jurassic Park Pteranodon or that deep voice at 1/3 speed. You can have a bad trip on LSD, especially bad/unsafe if alone & it is often cut with all sorts of really nasty things these days. Castaneda's Peyote, only if you have absolutely no taste buds and a digestive system made of stainless steel (also not a likely find, not native to the Accona). Which leaves mushrooms, which in moderation can be benevolent if from a trusted & safe source. I still would not recommend it. Weed would be my hard limit.... and if you find a Tist with the right material & methods for you, none of it should be necessary, your own desires & dopamine should take care of that.