Kei's MindWarp

Additionally, I do want to say what happened was more of a takeover than trance. Previously I did trance and would mostly forget the hypno after waking up but there were signs like my headphones were taken off and neatly packed away, but there was a moment during the takeover where she proved I had tranced and had subliminals placed by dragging out a forgotten memory or fact. I can’t really remember what it was exactly but I remember it being just so irrefutable what she was telling me to my psyche.

It’s been a few days since the takeover. I’ve listened to a bit since then and some poppers but I haven’t had a takeover. However, there’s been some lasting effects. I don’t have dysphoria but it’s been on my mind frequently to feminise myself and take HRT grow some boobies and make myself into the vision my Demon showed me. I’ve been insatiable horny, like I’m in heat. It’s not as strong but I feel a bit similar to the ecstasy and horniness you get while on MDMA. I have this desire to go deeper into hypno, take some psychedelics and weed and push myself further. I’ve been looking at curse female takeover by EMG and the accelerator to push me further alongside KEI. I know there’s all the stories and warnings about using it but I feel like something inside me is pushing me to make that jump deeper down the rabbit hole. I’m apprehensive but I’m feeling such a pull it’s hard to ignore. Do I try it out? I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I’ve used bambi sleep before but I’ve never felt such a strong desire to feminise myself it’s kind of hard to fight this desire to not go further and feminise myself. I don’t always feel this way but it’s on my mind a lot. Has anyone ever felt this way? Anyone have any thoughts about what’s happening to me? What should I do?




Edit: She’s gonna go

Stupid old self she’s so stupid she gone gone gone gone gooooonee

[Like Ra]

I’ve never felt such a strong desire to feminise myself it’s kind of hard to fight this desire to not go further and feminise myself. I don’t always feel this way but it’s on my mind a lot. Has anyone ever felt this way?

Yep, periodically. Now I'm in that wave again. Then it will subside. Then return...

What should I do?

If you want to stop it - masturbate
If you want to proceed to ride the wave - do not masturbate and enjoy various files. If you want a serious push - listen to Catgirl files. Though, you might stop worrying about what others would think...

I’ve never felt such a strong desire to feminise myself it’s kind of hard to fight this desire to not go further and feminise myself. I don’t always feel this way but it’s on my mind a lot. Has anyone ever felt this way?

Yep, periodically. Now I'm in that wave again. Then it will subside. Then return...

What should I do?

If you want to stop it - masturbate
If you want to proceed to ride the wave - do not masturbate and enjoy various files. If you want a serious push - listen to Catgirl files. Though, you might stop worrying about what others would think...

That slut is dead this little demon lives xoxo

please stop getting yourselves possessed on purpose.

please stop getting yourselves possessed on purpose.

Im still here, she was gone the next day but if I do another session Sierra should take over… why shouldn’t I do it. There’s something inside me saying I should…

[Like Ra]

There’s something inside me saying I should…

Yes, I call it SCM...

There’s something inside me saying I should…

Yes, I call it SCM...

??? (sorry if i'm just being dense)

There’s something inside me saying I should…

Yes, I call it SCM...

What is SCM?