So I shared some posts that myself and a few others found helpful.
I have some native friends who say the wiki sheds some light but like mentioned 3rd gender is not quiet what is meant in their culture but points the way.
Question where is free will in co dependency arising?
Back to this thread, I see some folks sharing thoughts and issues with transgender. I am enjoying with respect these sharing, not to find solutions to all , but share the path
I do Reiki and some Hypnosis to help folks along the way, I see hypnosis for kink is there a group for folks looking for hypnosis session to help in their transition
Thanks
Starting HRT was interesting... One major thing that happened was I stopped watching bondage videos and ceased masturbation for months completely as I lost interest... This happened quite quickly as my testosterone dropped.
I used to watch bondage and climaxed like 2 or 3 times a day... One in morning, once afternoon and one before bed... And the urge really was bad during school I would always think about it. Even on holidays and camping I can't stop for one day, I did everything to find a window of opportunity...
But HRT was crazy... Just a week or so ended a hardcore addiction...
I thought I would miss it but I didn't at all. However bondage is still something I love. I feel like it was an innate thing and started off innocent. And now it's heading back that way. I liked bondage when I was 5 or 6. Before I knew anything about masturbation or aroused feelings.
It's now more about feeling in my heart, and emotions rather than "down there" when I think about bondage... And I can control the feeling more too...
That's when I started doing selfbondage again. I used to just do it to get off but now it's more about the more emotional and fantasy feeling, and about creating art. I actually got better at selfbondage as I was more patient with it and approaching it like practicimg art made better results than a way to get off.
I haven't started progesterone yet. Many people on HRT report low libido in the first few months but apparently it returns with time or additional progesterone.
I hear HRT change male sexuality to female, and I think my bondage fetish is more female than male, if that even is a thing, not sure.
It makes me aroused in a different way... Way less horny but I love it more than ever.