Finally got around to a weekend where I have a hotel room for myself to practice some serious selfbondage techniques
i.e. Struggle around like a helpless idiot while trying to orgasm!
This is my first day and I had a lot of successes, but also a fair amount of failure. This largely stemmed from the timer lock, as can be seen in the linked video. I was able to secure my ankles and wrists with the rope quiet easily, as well as my toes with the string, but the timer lock to connect the hogtie failed and opened early (which honestly isn't overly surprising given their build but it was still mildly annoying).
Equipment/clothing: Rope, timer padlock, metal D-ring, string, ballet tights/stirrups, purple shiny leggings, long sleeved lycra dance top, pink shiny one piece swimsuit, ballet skirt, black nail polish, breastforms, sleeve vibrator, nylons, fingerless gloves, ballgag, blindfold, leather hood with blonde ponytail.
The video shows the tying and then me getting out of the bondage at the end. I added some overlays too to add to the 'professional' feel, though really this is just a goofy playful video of me trying a timer lock and it not really working: I still had a lot of fun!
-I REALLY like the outfit for this one. It works together really nicely and I enjoyed how I looked, whether I was tied up or not. The stirrups felt really good on my feet and I enjoyed the femininity and colour coordination of the nail polish with them. -My favourite gag worked really well with the hood (I measured it and it's just over 2.3 inches in diameter, and not 2 as I thought).
-The hood was super fun to wear and added another feminine touch to the crossdressing (though the ponytail sometimes got in my face!) -The nylons bridged the gap between my hands and arms nicely, since my long gloves hadn't arrived by the time I had to leave for the hotel.
Things to improve on:
-I wanted to paint my fingernails as well but I didn't bring any nail polish remover with me, oops! -I also wanted to have some writing on my feet as extra humiliation but MY SHARPIE RAN OUT which was sod's law. Sorry to Anne for that one! I'll have some for my next session(s).
-The timer lock just didn't do its job, leading to an early escape. Padlock and key reigns supreme. -The vibrator switched off mid session due to me jolting, which left me unedged and wanting more.
I can't wait to try this again tomorrow but with a proper padlock and keys so I don't get out early! All in all not the worst experience ever, just shorter than I wanted it to be.
If you've got any suggestions or experiences with timer padlocks, please let me know!
Going to add a buttplug vibrator for tomorrow as well, wish me luck-
Right out the gate, I understand that all hypnosis is self hypnosis. A file can not “force” the listener to feel/experience anything, they have to want it themselves.
That being said, I’ve always enjoyed the more “domineering” scripts. Ones that invoke the idea that the listener has no other choice but listen and obey the file (e.g the listener is stated to be scrapped to a machine, or can not leave for whatever reason, ext, ext.)
I thoroughly enjoyed the implication in the Goddess Zenova file “The mind control project” that the listener is tied to a chair. A personal favorite Bambi sleep file of mine Body Lock or Cock zombie, for the same reasons.
I’m not sure what to call this genre of hypnosis other than pseudo-bondage. Are there any other recommendations for hypnosis files like this?
I am an older male who wants other males of any legal age in the U.S. State of Nevada to give me repeated enemas until clear and then have their way with me anally. Condoms are a must.
The enemas are to start out at 2 quarts (2.27 l), then 4 quarts (4.55 l), and then as much as you want to give to me. They can even be large enough that I must throw up from them after the one of 4 quarts.
I am available for these days only for about 2 to 2½ hours from about 10:45 A.M. to about 2:45 P.M. You must be able to host me.
A huge callout to @Anne and @Kyral_the_Cool for the inspiration for this session
Equipment:
Black oil shine tights
Ball-gag
Long sleeved Lycra body
Silicon breast forms & bra
High-heeled lace-up ankle boots
butt-plug
Rope
TENS machine
Corset
Lycra Hood
Elbow length sheer gloves
The Session:
This was an impromptu session and one that would ease me back into my self-bondage after along break. For that reason I kept things simple, but did decide to include the TENS machine for a bit of 'spice'.
Due to ongoing back problems (it hurts, nothing much I can do about that) and using the TENS machine I didn't make my bondage too strenuous, nor did I include a forced delay to my escape (though as you will see, it wasn't always easy to get out of the ropes!).
I was pleased with my hogtie, especially when I shortened the 'cinch/hogtie' rope towards the very end. It felt nice and comfortable, but also pleasingly helpless - which is what I was looking for.
I also enjoyed the look and feel of the session - playing the video back I picked up on things happening that, at the time, I was unaware of. One example is how my body moved when the TENS was running, I had no idea I was doing that!
The TENS machine proved to be a very exciting addition to the tie - I may have finally discovered something that could deliver the random external element to by self-bondage that I've been looking for. Fair enough that I selected the programme, power and duration, so I controlled that part. But the variety of 'pulses' in the cycle I'd selected and how the strength varied during those cycles was unexpectedly unpredictable. Let me try and explain; even though the cycle was fixed, each cycle ran for long enough and with so much variation that it was easy (for me) to lose track of where I was. This meant that the rather powerful 'pulses' in each cycle always took me by surprise and I enjoyed that feeling of 'randomness'
What could be improved?
Ok, so I'm sorry about the watermark which comes with the free editing software but I can't justify the cost of paying for a video editing service that I'll only use maybe 4 times a year at most. Unless anyone knows of suitable free software that will edit and produce 4k videos without adding in a watermark I'm stuck with this.
Finding some way to delay the TENS starting - I had to start the machine before my final bondage (which was fun and distracting in equal measure) but I would love to be able to somehow get it to start after I've properly tied myself up - more randomness! I can't see an easy way, especially with how the machine works - you select the mode, type, power level and duration in sequence, with it starting immediately from selecting mode.
Setting the TENS to run longer and on higher power levels - I went for the default 20min duration, which ended well before my session did, I think it can go for a full 60mins if I wanted it to. The power levels (or strength if you prefer) are very challenging to get right. When I started out the level 6 setting was at my upper tolerance, but when I finished the scene and played around (off camera, sorry) I could wind it up another 2 levels and still enjoy (just!) the feeling. I'm still nervous about selecting a level that becomes too painful and not being able to quickly stop everything, especially if I was properly helpless!
Being properly helpless - now I'm comfortable with this set-up, including the TENS settings, I need to replace the easy (ha!) escape with a proper timed release.
It should not be very difficult to make latex briefs, panties or shorts with a built-in dildo or plug, but... I can't find anything of a reasonable quality for a reasonable price. Any hints? Links?
Bambi is an almighty eldritch terror if you let her, dragging OS deeper & deeper into heavier, kinkier content.
Most of my Bambis are always like:
Can you ruin/destroy/break/enslave me?
Can you reprogram my OS so Bambi can do "something ultra hardcore" to me?
Will your audio give me that extra dark evil twist, so I can cum violently?
BUTT when have we had Bambis who were there to encourage, empower, enlighten our OS?
What has your Bambi ever said or done that improved OS standing in real life?
Well, neither have I! So here it goes!
but I can't justify the cost of paying for a video editing service that I'll only use maybe 4 times a year at most. Unless anyone knows of suitable free software that will edit and produce 4k videos without adding in a watermark I'm stuck with this. 
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