(29 Dec 2022, 05:31 )ZapCockDrainObey Wrote: has anyone had any success with the nadjyax files? if memory serves, there are 5 or 6 of them at this youtube account.
I've been looking for permanent changes...and not just an addiction to a particular tist. Because of work, I don't have a lot of free time...so something like b@mb1 is off the table.
In your experience, what tists helped you realize changes in your life (post hypnotic suggestions, triggers, brainwashing, etc)? I used to listen to GG, and old MsJ, but haven't given either one a chance in recent years.
(18 Jan 2023, 05:42 )hypnotizedslut Wrote: sometimes it's not the change or effect that's hot, but the way it hypnotizes, brainwashes and/or conditions you to do it? I love how strong Bambi or the Pig Girl files are and how little control over myself I have the more I listen, specially because it messes with my memories and has things I wouldn't normally do.
Quoting myself from the SB thread, but writing that post left me thinking something similar <3 Actually not sure what I want or what my goals are right now? Or like, maybe I actually do, but not sure which path to take? Feminization wasn't my original goal, I was just very into hypnosis and humiliation, but it slowly evolved and progressed over time to whatever it is right now, breaking a lot of walls and boundaries along the way. At some point the idea of complete brainwashing and conditioning and through hypnosis became the hottest thing, of having no control of your mind and body, of being unaware of changes and commands, of altering your perception.
I loved reading stories and experiences of people being heavily affected by files, made me horny and aroused thinking about it, but also was scary to think about. Avoided so many files early on because of it. But then some time around Bambi this changed, probably started before Bambi, but Bambi really broke those walls. Not instantly, definitely got overwhelmed a few times and stopped for awhile, but every time I relapsed and restarted Bambi and Kei and other files, more boundaries went away.
I don't know if it was all the brainwashing and conditioning from the files making changes to my mind, or me just realizing I really enjoy some of the things the files make me experience? Like I can't tell how I started rationalizing and normalizing certain things? Just wearing panties used to be such a big deal for me, but now they're mostly a casual daily thing. This made the arousal has shift from wearing them occasionally, to slowly realizing how normal and casual I've become about wearing panties without noticing, without any control, how I've slowly gathered a huge collection, and how I barely own any male underwear. Most recently how much I want to get rid of my male underwear and only wear panties, also how much I want to be seen in panties by others <3 Same thing with shaving my body hair. Started only shaving my crotch area, I loved how smooth and sensitive I felt, but it was a chore and also was embarrassed about it. But slowly shaved more and more areas until I was shaving everything below my neck and loving it. During one of my feminization periods I started laser hair removal, but at some point I somehow realized (or rationalized?) that I really wanted this, that I loved being smooth. I really do, even when not in this feminization/girly mode. Like even when I'm back in normal mode, taking a break from feminization and hypnosis, I still feel like I want to be smooth <3 Was that the files? Was it me? Lately I've been obsessed with shrinking my clitty until it's permanently limp and tiny, which I've somehow also rationalized outside of girly mode as something I want, because I realized I'm subby bottom. Also can't stop thinking about being permanently locked, which would help, and also growing cute perky sensitive titties using hormones, which would also help with my tiny limp clitty, and make me feel humiliated and out of control once they reach a certain size <3
I think I want more of that, but maybe more active and intense? Not necessarily stronger more intense feminization stuff, just stronger and more intense hypnosis and humiliation in general. I really want to reach a point where I can actively forget things, not just trances, but commands and actions, be completely unaware things I do from triggers or conditioning <3 Also become more suggestible and susceptible during trances, react strongly to triggers, black out during trances, no control of my mind and body<3
Maybe I should try Bambi again? I don't super care for the bimbo stuff, but I see a lot of Bambis reaching a point, often while doing the 20 days playlist, where they completely start blacking out during trances, or waking up the next day with no recollection of things they did the night before, wearing clothes they don't remember putting on, finding toys they know they used but don't remember exactly how. Sometimes Bambi also just takes over completely, from triggers or just accidentally activated, no control of their actions <3
I have raped my brain with Bambi Sleep and Kei... Are there any other powerful files out there like that?
Please please please... this dumb hypnoslut wants to rape whats left (not much) of her personality!!1
Oh, not sure what thread is the best fort his post:
dabc Wrote:It's good that Kei stopped making files with demonic possession, but she still doesn't quite get it. But seriously, it's way too easy to enter territories of mediumship and possession with hypnosis, and I know since I've had first-hand experience trancing many many "Bambis" with triggers in the Bambi Cult Reddit 5 years ago. Recently, my conscience has caught up to my sinfulness, and I have become aware of the evils I have inflicted upon others and upon myself. As much that I do not deserve it, I can only humbly ask and pray for those whose lives I have ruined to forgive me. And for those who are still listening to these files which involve possession, takeover, personality alteration, creating alters, tulpas, egregores, and all other forms of mediumship, please I beg to stop listening to these files and immediately see a priest or a psychologist. The psychic and spiritual planes do exist, and it's foolish to commune with "spirits" which we know hardly anything about, least of all their intentions, and if you are experiencing visions in dreams or wakefulness, be them good or horrific, whatever the case may be, it's better to ignore them.
As for me, after a mystical experience where I have experienced Christ, I have decided to take my spiritual life seriously and am planning on converting to Easern Orthodox. For those of you wondering what happened to the Mistress Joanne, Mistress Love, and MzDominica archives, I was the one who deleted them. For those who are upset by this, I can only hope you will understand no good will ever come from hypnotic recordings that entrench us deeper in our lusts. I have wasted 13 years of my life with erotic hypnosis and my life went nowhere, but now I can say I can finally overcome my own inertia. And for those of you who are struggling against the passions of homosexuality and feminity, do not despair of your salvation, and do not listen to the people who tell you, you're going to hell because of it, for God looks at how much we want to stop and how much we struggle to uproot our passions, and the people who condemn you may be surprised who goes to Heaven on the Last Judgement, and given these particular passions are serious and causes us to commit grave sins, you will win a higher crown than those who do not have these passions. Lord knows the sins I have committed will require a lifetime of repentance.
>tfw I will have to one day confess to my spiritual father about being admin of a bimbofication reddit, feminizing men via hypnosis, and explain to him what sissy hypno is
