I have been doing this stuff before even finding this forum. hahaha. The discussion of if hypno works and the dual personality stuff etc. and the is it in you or did you develop it is fascinating. I have tried some of these files even before knowing what they were. And I can say for a fact, it is time and time again like you have said, Like Ra. If you have a predisposition for some of this stuff, you are bound to get more mileage out of it. I grew up a bit rough and tumble in Texas' cityscapes. So I had to create a big sense of "self" for all the things I had to interact with all the -isms I faced. You know, sexism, racism, etc. Well, back in 2018 when i was finally able to live on my own, I had a come to jesus moment with my alter ego I had created from my years of crossdressing. At the time her name was Elizabeth, but Liz for short.
Well, life got very hard, and she came out more and more. Until finally our conversation was just, if you want your time-out, then the male persona cannot exist and vice versa. It ain't fair to either of us to live a shared half life. Like some mental conjoined twins with neither happy cause we keep pulling each other in opposite directions. Well, fast-forward to 2019, and I met a lovely lady that wanted to be my partner and was bi and was okay with my crossdressing and alter ego. And I guess it kinda is like, you want something the more you can't get it. But here I was with someone that really wanted me in any form. That led to another conversation to myself, and we agreed that regardless who we were, we were happy with how things were and our male persona. If she passed on early, we agreed the alter ego would have the rest of the time and money to live their femme dreams for sure though.
So let me cut this short. I have yet to have an effect from any hypno. I have not been able to be tranced and then when I have almost felt something from something, if I just said, yeah it doesn't work. Poof, it went away. It's like my strong sense of self and other alter ego as well create a sort of barrier for sure. Now, when I have "allowed" the hypno to do its thing, I have felt it very lowly. But I know I am the one doing it. Or "letting" it happen, so it is like going out drinking. If I allow myself to be drunk I will be drunk by keeping drinking and drinking, but I can force myself to stop drinking and start drinking water any time. I always thought hypno would be more like getting high. Like you would smoke and at some point you are just going for the ride. But it is more like going out to drink. You get as drunk as you want to be.
I listened to BS first and Mz Dominca and a few others, and it was fun but nothing stuck. I was looking at NineTemptation files, but I am like I dunno if 40 bucks is worth to see if their files work or not. Lol. And just reveal a bit more of myself. I am bi but don't find men attractive. And I am going to marry my partner in 2024. The Corona pushed dates back after all. Even these strong hypnos with the warnings, at the end of the day, I do think they only are allowed to gain purchase in our mind if you are unsatisfied in some way of your life. Even reading about the demoness or woman taking over, a lot of the story is kinda the same. Unhappy in their lives and basically wanting a new one. The hypno is just an excuse to be the catalyst. And in regards to the earlier pictures of who we would like to look like? I was always more into a JLo or Paulina Rubio look.
Thank you for letting me write a book as my first post. Lol. I will look into that rapid share, but as much as I know numbers, computer stuff ain't my forte and I always had a problem with Torrent back in the day. I miss Lime Wire and Napster. Those were the days., lol
(This post was last modified: 27 Dec 2022, 18:58 by Like Ra.)
Well, life got very hard, and she came out more and more. Until finally our conversation was just, if you want your time-out, then the male persona cannot exist and vice versa. It ain't fair to either of us to live a shared half life. Like some mental conjoined twins with neither happy cause we keep pulling each other in opposite directions. Well, fast-forward to 2019, and I met a lovely lady that wanted to be my partner and was bi and was okay with my crossdressing and alter ego. And I guess it kinda is like, you want something the more you can't get it. But here I was with someone that really wanted me in any form. That led to another conversation to myself, and we agreed that regardless who we were, we were happy with how things were and our male persona. If she passed on early, we agreed the alter ego would have the rest of the time and money to live their femme dreams for sure though.
So let me cut this short. I have yet to have an effect from any hypno. I have not been able to be tranced and then when I have almost felt something from something, if I just said, yeah it doesn't work. Poof, it went away. It's like my strong sense of self and other alter ego as well create a sort of barrier for sure. Now, when I have "allowed" the hypno to do its thing, I have felt it very lowly. But I know I am the one doing it. Or "letting" it happen, so it is like going out drinking. If I allow myself to be drunk I will be drunk by keeping drinking and drinking, but I can force myself to stop drinking and start drinking water any time. I always thought hypno would be more like getting high. Like you would smoke and at some point you are just going for the ride. But it is more like going out to drink. You get as drunk as you want to be.
I listened to BS first and Mz Dominca and a few others, and it was fun but nothing stuck. I was looking at NineTemptation files, but I am like I dunno if 40 bucks is worth to see if their files work or not. Lol. And just reveal a bit more of myself. I am bi but don't find men attractive. And I am going to marry my partner in 2024. The Corona pushed dates back after all. Even these strong hypnos with the warnings, at the end of the day, I do think they only are allowed to gain purchase in our mind if you are unsatisfied in some way of your life. Even reading about the demoness or woman taking over, a lot of the story is kinda the same. Unhappy in their lives and basically wanting a new one. The hypno is just an excuse to be the catalyst. And in regards to the earlier pictures of who we would like to look like? I was always more into a JLo or Paulina Rubio look.
Thank you for letting me write a book as my first post. Lol. I will look into that rapid share, but as much as I know numbers, computer stuff ain't my forte and I always had a problem with Torrent back in the day. I miss Lime Wire and Napster. Those were the days., lol