My Trance Diary

The below is a running trail that my subconscious mind takes me around during a trance session.

Trance for me is quickly becoming a mix of fetish, with a bitter pill of therapy attached to it. (The therapy is, what does this 'thing i am doing' stir in my memories and emotions, and why)
I am finding that if I :
-letting myself become bored is becoming a 'trigger' to let my CM (Consious Mind) step back and let the SCM (Subconscious Mind) take over control,
--I am starting to see trance / hypno / meditation as the training wheels to this process
--letting your body fully relax, is essentially the first step to prevent 'overstimulating the connection' so to speak

It's not a full takeover [yet(hopefully)], but it is becoming part of my way for direct communication.

Overall the goal is simple, give the SCM direct access in order to help communicate the parts of myself that I need to accept in order to fully integrate the 'shadow' from Jungian psychology.

[These will denote thoughts that I deem directly from my SCM, essentially thoughts that aren't fully structured or integrated]
(these will denote thoughts that would be purely from the regular conscious mind so to speak)
all other text will be the 'normal' thoughts of someone will 'high' under trance.

Conceptualization of minds:
look through the world through 3 lenses : This will lead to 8 conscious thoughts streams if that's a possibility (I recall the rule of 7 trance Induction)
-Good vs Evil : like the angel and demon on your shoulder as seen in LOTS of cartoons (truth vs deception?)
-Male vs Female : the masculine nature and the femnine nature are often at odds with each other, understanding both (along with both positive and negative from step above) is needed to play the game of life sustainably
-Physical vs Internal : I have recently noticed during trance that sometimes a noise from the outside world lines up too well with a thought and emotion from the internal world. It leads to some wonderfully interesting thought chains [warning, this is the abyss, have a trusted guide](it reminds me of recent suicide articles in regards to teens with AI lovers)


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[The art of meditation and trance might be the process of teaching the personalities to the left and right hemispheres of the brain on "swaping" places]

Would this be ambidexterity of the mind?

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Has anyone else read the manga "Nana to Kauru" its a guilty pleasure of mine. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nana_%26_Kaoru

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https://nhentai.net/g/596553/ : This got too extreme for me, but I had to read the whole thing. (SCM said no whenever I went to close the tab)

https://nhentai.net/g/596551/ : Pt 1 was much better

https://nhentai.net/g/596353/

I am not sure what to make of this: https://www.reddit.com/r/wholesomeanimem...g_next_to/
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I got to say, the reddit algorithm for this sub hits well for me https://www.reddit.com/r/anime_irl/

I remembered a subreddit : https://www.reddit.com/r/ghostpenis

[(The movie Demolition man)]

[(Hentai movies rei rei, f3])
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rei_Rei
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/F3_(manga)

[The intentional sensory overload scene from "The accountant"]

"The only way out is through"

[Session over](time to review notes) 
An image to wrap things up.    

[Like Ra]

Could you please clarify what this thread is supposed to be about? "My Trance Diary"?

Has anyone else read the manga "Nana to Kauru"

https://www.likera.com/blog/wp/archives/...a-to-kaoru

Could you please clarify what this thread is supposed to be about? "My Trance Diary"?

Appologies, I sometimes get ahead of myself.

I have edited the first post to add a prefix at the top.

Has anyone else read the manga "Nana to Kauru"

https://www.likera.com/blog/wp/archives/...a-to-kaoru

There are far more chapters than are on that blog. (https://drive.google.com/file/d/1nrldoJQ...sp=sharing)

the final breather with the handcuffs was *chefs kiss* (chapter 117 (vol 16) is the start of the breather)

I think we in the hypno community can appreciate the psychological strength those pair of handcuffs contained.


The final couple pages from chapter 61 in the blog, where he picked up a small doll form of nana, reminded me of my recent dream of bambi sitting in my lap playing with 'dolly' in her hands. I wonder how bambi will dress dolly tonight.

@Like Ra
https://www.likera.com/blog/wp/archives/...05-ch36-07

It struck me in this scene that kaoru falls prey to the same perfectionist mindset of Nana here. He is so worried about being a perfect dom (to measure up to his vision of nana by being the whole package), that he never realized that all of the DSM he does, is mostly psychological / symbolic. He could never bring himself to delve the depths of DSM, so he never really needed to worry about voicing his unspoken truths.

https://nhentai.net/g/597516/
AI is getting really good. The whole scenario looks like its taking place inside Bambi's pink box.

https://nhentai.net/g/597413/
Hrm, this had more impact than I thought it would.

https://www.reddit.com/r/anime_irl/comme...anime_irl/
Last one for today

https://www.reddit.com/r/animeirl/commen...ve_it_all/
Apparently I lied, came across this post. The slew of the archtypes got me.