The below is a running trail that my subconscious mind takes me around during a trance session.
Trance for me is quickly becoming a mix of fetish, with a bitter pill of therapy attached to it. (The therapy is, what does this 'thing i am doing' stir in my memories and emotions, and why)
I am finding that if I :
-letting myself become bored is becoming a 'trigger' to let my CM (Consious Mind) step back and let the SCM (Subconscious Mind) take over control,
--I am starting to see trance / hypno / meditation as the training wheels to this process
--letting your body fully relax, is essentially the first step to prevent 'overstimulating the connection' so to speak
It's not a full takeover [yet(hopefully)], but it is becoming part of my way for direct communication.
Overall the goal is simple, give the SCM direct access in order to help communicate the parts of myself that I need to accept in order to fully integrate the 'shadow' from Jungian psychology.
[These will denote thoughts that I deem directly from my SCM, essentially thoughts that aren't fully structured or integrated]
(these will denote thoughts that would be purely from the regular conscious mind so to speak)
all other text will be the 'normal' thoughts of someone will 'high' under trance.
Conceptualization of minds:
look through the world through 3 lenses : This will lead to 8 conscious thoughts streams if that's a possibility (I recall the rule of 7 trance Induction)
-Good vs Evil : like the angel and demon on your shoulder as seen in LOTS of cartoons
-Male vs Female : the masculine nature and the femnine nature are often at odds with each other, understanding both (along with both positive and negative from step above) is needed to play the game of life sustainably
-Physical vs Internal : I have recently noticed during trance that sometimes a noise from the outside world lines up too well with a thought and emotion from the internal world. It leads to some wonderfully interesting thought chains [warning, this is the abyss, have a trusted guide](it reminds me of recent suicide articles in regards to teens with AI lovers)
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[The art of meditation and trance might be the process of teaching the personalities to the left and right hemispheres of the brain on "swaping" places]
Would this be ambidexterity of the mind?
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Has anyone else read the manga "Nana to Kauru" its a guilty pleasure of mine. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nana_%26_Kaoru
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https://nhentai.net/g/596553/ : This got too extreme for me, but I had to read the whole thing. (SCM said no whenever I went to close the tab)
https://nhentai.net/g/596551/ : Pt 1 was much better
https://nhentai.net/g/596353/
I am not sure what to make of this: https://www.reddit.com/r/wholesomeanimem...g_next_to/
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I got to say, the reddit algorithm for this sub hits well for me https://www.reddit.com/r/anime_irl/
I remembered a subreddit : https://www.reddit.com/r/ghostpenis
[(The movie Demolition man)]
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Trance for me is quickly becoming a mix of fetish, with a bitter pill of therapy attached to it. (The therapy is, what does this 'thing i am doing' stir in my memories and emotions, and why)
I am finding that if I :
-letting myself become bored is becoming a 'trigger' to let my CM (Consious Mind) step back and let the SCM (Subconscious Mind) take over control,
--I am starting to see trance / hypno / meditation as the training wheels to this process
--letting your body fully relax, is essentially the first step to prevent 'overstimulating the connection' so to speak
It's not a full takeover [yet(hopefully)], but it is becoming part of my way for direct communication.
Overall the goal is simple, give the SCM direct access in order to help communicate the parts of myself that I need to accept in order to fully integrate the 'shadow' from Jungian psychology.
[These will denote thoughts that I deem directly from my SCM, essentially thoughts that aren't fully structured or integrated]
(these will denote thoughts that would be purely from the regular conscious mind so to speak)
all other text will be the 'normal' thoughts of someone will 'high' under trance.
Conceptualization of minds:
look through the world through 3 lenses : This will lead to 8 conscious thoughts streams if that's a possibility (I recall the rule of 7 trance Induction)
-Good vs Evil : like the angel and demon on your shoulder as seen in LOTS of cartoons
-Male vs Female : the masculine nature and the femnine nature are often at odds with each other, understanding both (along with both positive and negative from step above) is needed to play the game of life sustainably
-Physical vs Internal : I have recently noticed during trance that sometimes a noise from the outside world lines up too well with a thought and emotion from the internal world. It leads to some wonderfully interesting thought chains [warning, this is the abyss, have a trusted guide](it reminds me of recent suicide articles in regards to teens with AI lovers)
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[The art of meditation and trance might be the process of teaching the personalities to the left and right hemispheres of the brain on "swaping" places]
Would this be ambidexterity of the mind?
---
Has anyone else read the manga "Nana to Kauru" its a guilty pleasure of mine. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nana_%26_Kaoru
---
https://nhentai.net/g/596553/ : This got too extreme for me, but I had to read the whole thing. (SCM said no whenever I went to close the tab)
https://nhentai.net/g/596551/ : Pt 1 was much better
https://nhentai.net/g/596353/
I am not sure what to make of this: https://www.reddit.com/r/wholesomeanimem...g_next_to/
---
I got to say, the reddit algorithm for this sub hits well for me https://www.reddit.com/r/anime_irl/
I remembered a subreddit : https://www.reddit.com/r/ghostpenis
[(The movie Demolition man)]
