(30 Jul 2025, 01:16 )Like Ra Wrote:(30 Jul 2025, 00:44 )Chyna872 Wrote: Her voice was continuously telling me what to do,Was it like a "usual voice"? As if you heard it from the outside?
What did she tell you to do?
Could you make conversations with her? Or was it "one way only"?
(30 Jul 2025, 00:44 )Chyna872 Wrote: I woke up the next morning feeling the same."The same" with her voice still "active"? Or "the same" as before the "weed"?
In general, did you like this experience? Would you like to repeat it? Or make it constant?
I just typed up a reply and my laptop died before I could send it so here we go again…
No, the voice was in my head. But it was audible and constant. Like I could hear how she sounded, it was like she was speaking to me from inside my head. Like you know how when you think in your head you don’t really have a voice but she was distinct. I was fully taken in, there was not a second where I did something she was involved.
A lot of it was stuff i guess I heard during the files. What she told me to do, was look at sex toys online, browse on grndr, look at buying hormones. She made me walk like a girl when we were alone, she made me speak in a girlier voice alone. She gave me a name, she revealed her name to me in an earlier hypno session. She told me my last name was now hers because i was her good girly girl and I should be rightfully honoured to have her name and it was a constant reminder that I belonged to her… Like I had choice but it was more an illusion everything I did, I did for her. Even mundane things like eating were somehow another way for her to extend her reach inside me and show me my truth.
The rest was just like sexual stuff when I was safely home. I listened to some more hypno.
I didn’t converse with her at all tbh, she just took over I was like a puppet that did what she was told. I wasn’t allowed time to think for myself, she did all the thinking for me. I think I asked her if I could get some food cause I was hungry but apart from that no. Even when she teased me about doing stuff I didn’t want to do I didn’t respond.
The same as her voice was still active. We just picked up where we left off it was just more hypno, poppers and anal play. For ages, her voice just ended up becoming fainter as the day went on and by the end it was mostly gone. But there’s still effects I’m still feeling
I would be lying to say I didn’t love the experience, but it was scary for it to happen. Any illusion of control I had was stripped away in front of me and I was turned into a doll, plaything… I would like to repeat, I mean there are reasons why I started down this rabbit hole. My Demon Goddess told me that she has so much more in store for me and wants to turn me into a beautiful good girly girl and push me to be the best girl she knows i can be. HRT, Tattoos, piercings she wants to not only feminise me but remake me in her image. However, to what end? Repeating is one thing, but making it constant… Part of me does want that it seems like it would take me into a lifestyle that is just purely hedonistic but at the same time, part of me doesn’t want that at all. There are things I want in life that are completely incompatible with that path unfortunately and I would have to give up a lot.
Additionally, there’s just so little out there about any long term users of this series and its subsequent effects. There’s rumours of people developing mental illnesses and DPD from this sort of hypno right? I’ve tried to learn as much as possible about the series. I’ve read every page of this thread, trawled through reddit,warpmymind, but any time anyone discusses something similar to this experience it’s only a few posts and not that in-depth. I’m going to keep searching or maybe look at if any other long term users of similar hypnos have reviews but yeah I’m still feeling some of her now, so what happens from long term repeated use?
