It’s been a few days since the takeover. I’ve listened to a bit since then and some poppers but I haven’t had a takeover. However, there’s been some lasting effects. I don’t have dysphoria but it’s been on my mind frequently to feminise myself and take HRT grow some boobies and make myself into the vision my Demon showed me. I’ve been insatiable horny, like I’m in heat. It’s not as strong but I feel a bit similar to the ecstasy and horniness you get while on MDMA. I have this desire to go deeper into hypno, take some psychedelics and weed and push myself further. I’ve been looking at curse female takeover by EMG and the accelerator to push me further alongside KEI. I know there’s all the stories and warnings about using it but I feel like something inside me is pushing me to make that jump deeper down the rabbit hole. I’m apprehensive but I’m feeling such a pull it’s hard to ignore. Do I try it out? I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I’ve used bambi sleep before but I’ve never felt such a strong desire to feminise myself it’s kind of hard to fight this desire to not go further and feminise myself. I don’t always feel this way but it’s on my mind a lot. Has anyone ever felt this way? Anyone have any thoughts about what’s happening to me? What should I do?
Edit: She’s gonna go
(This post was last modified: 31 Jul 2025, 23:45 by Chyna872.)
Edit: She’s gonna go
