Kei's MindWarp

[emyy]

@emyy - why did you 2x base64ed and what is it from? And why?

I only post here when I feel whatever spirital entity push me to do so, I stopped keis files but still use her positive ones like she told me to. I don't know why besides it being directed towards you and im honestly tired of it.

Hello, dear friend.
May I ask more about your last message, for I do seek something in your words.
Could you explain it to me ?

the pink mist is the entity that you connect through your third eye through kei's files, those who are susceptible but struggle mentally search for others as a tool unconsciously. those with a strong connection often see the pink mist in their trance state but this is only a mental projection of the egregore

the ego is the waking consciousness, the centre of our daily being but also the root of all suffering. hiding your true self behind a false ego creates conflict and a disagreement in your self, or ignorance to self

if one does not resolve this division when an egregore is involved they cannot progress in their time-path and can never achieve lifes natural goals through the tunnel. liberate their one true state and balance the ego. If you do not you have lost your self

cleanse yourself through a connection to earth, connecting bare feet to earth and avoiding this egregore as much as your self can allow if you are connected aeady. this journey is difficult to those who have been latched strongly but fifteen feet every day is a mile in a year.

[Helga]

I stopped Kei's files but still use her positive ones like she told me to.

Hello, which are positive files she recommends ?
Can I have a list

[emyy]

Ideally this whole thread is removed along with those who host her stuff on retro, sharing what she told me as good files isnt going to help with the pings...

all energy transmutes over time. And energy is consciousness. I'm sorry you are being afflicted. I am being afflicted by others being afflicted because I wasn't consciousness enough to know I was harming others. I am deeply sorry, and I hope someday you forgive me completely. Please don't listen to them anymore. Delete them is the best course of action. I would also suggest listening to grounding meditations on youtube. I would also suggest spending time every day with your feet touching the earth. This helps a lot to remove unwanted energy in yourself. All energy is consciousness. Please forgive me.

[yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie]

I am not able to find Kei's files on Retroshare.

Can you find any files at all?
Do you see forums?
How many active peers do you see?

Currently, Kei's rscollection file is known by at least by 29 sources.

I saw nothing when I put the keywords in search for files thing. (I am very new to retroshare so guide me!).

[Like Ra]

I saw nothing when I put the keywords in search for files thing.

What about other questions?

I will move RS-related posts to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread-RetroShare

[yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie]

I saw nothing when I put the keywords in search for files thing.

What about other questions?

I will move RS-related posts to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread-RetroShare

I am on phone right now n tired from travelling. I will check everything out again tomorrow. Just in case I forget to come back here and you notice I forgot, will you please send a reply to this 😅😬.

[yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie]

I saw some quoted posts but didn see any posts from Kei.

Kei removed all the posts, but they are in the backups and in the screenshots (also in the thread).

I have come across words like astral plane, spirits, astral travel/projection

Apparently, these techniques are supposed to be present in the files, but ... there is nothing besides screeching and howling, in my opinion.... Whatever Kei "felt" was strictly individual, and not relate to the files (IMHO, again).

Yeah, please don't delete it from the backup...

[qpido]

Listened to Demon Girl “Female spirit inculcation” first time.

I’m a heterosexual man in a relationship. English is not my mother language.

Somehow I found out that I like hypnosis a few years ago. Starting with Reddit and gonewildaudio.

I’m easily to hypnotize, I’ve hundreds of HFO. It startet with my first time listening to Kinkyshibby and her “Good boy series”. Until then I was hooked. Because of my family and working situation, I can just listen to files in bed, until I go to bed.

Moving over to more interesting stuff. Found out that I like the idea of Futas, more though , feminine shemales. I would consider myself bi-curious, but I’ve been grown religious and I’m in a situation where acting or being (morally) strange would have a destructive impact on my life.

But I’m not into feminization. Temporary and in my mind it’s a funny feeling. But I got enough self control to keep myself from getting to far into it.

The idea of a Mind doll or Tulpa was very enthralling. I was raised religious, so I’m very open minded and emphatic.

I’ve read a lot about it and similar files in this forum and others. So I thought about giving it a try.

Session 1

I’m always laying on my back, arms on my side.

Legs tingeling almost immediately. Noticed they are tingeling from time to time even when I read about some Triggers.

Eyes closing. Interesting feelings. Listening and understanding the words.

Helping and wanting to open my violet eye thing. Feeling a slight pressure there.

The different and interesting sound effects hitting me hard from time to time, making my eyes roll back.

Feeling warm and secure.

Going blank at some point.

Waking up still inside the file. Suddenly “Amber” is there and speaking in the file. Her voice is nice. But I don’t remember how she even got here. Feeling aroused, liking the sucking sounds.

I’m not able to see her face or her eyes, but everything is blinking and colors moving behind my eyes.

Didn’t know how long the file was. Thought it was shorter, but it’s over 80 minutes.

But I’m definitely missing 15 to 20 minutes. Out of curiosity I’ll try to listen to the file by daylight, because I want to know when “Amber” shows up and how.

I’ll keep listening.

[Like Ra]

@thesterjr deleted posts in this thread as well.

[Bim-K-Ultra]

Just a theoretical... But what would someone's reaction be if they found out kei use to be a psychiatrist at the tavistock centre for mental health. The same tavistock centre that has been recently exposed in the UK and that is at the core of many brainwashing conspiracies...