Hello everyone! Long time no post, in my defense I didn't really have much worth posting about, though I do have a magbound and a shokushu now! Will post magbound review when I get a good, functional cuff design with it.
Anyhow I got the shokushu today from an order last Friday or so, since I have a low budget this was a second hand no cumtube version from a Reddit post. The seller was actually very nice, charged a very bargain price and was great with shipping, no complaints from me at all. All in all, it cost me 78 dollars total. This landed me my first dildo and my third anal toy with the previous 2 being a hush and an anal hook. Washed and cleaned to get rid of that box smell and for peace of mind.
The first impression/ throat testing:
So first was to test it in deepthroat as this is my first toy that case reasonably do that, the only previous being a hard 3d printed thing covered in a condom. I managed 9 inches (22.86 cm) down on my first go before I simply had too much friction with the grippy silicone and pushing further was uncomfortable. The dildo is very squishy which is quite pleasant for this purpose but also very soft which makes pushing a bit difficult. I concluded after a few attempts because I was strapped for time and desperately wanted it up my butt.
The first anal testing
By this point I hadn't really jerked off or did any anal play in the past week because I had lots of jobs to do, my anus was back to being a tight impassable vault. In retrospect, I should have done a bit of warm-up with an anal hook, but again strapped for time, so you might get the rush. I had a hard time getting the dildo to find purchase in my butt because it was soft, well lubed, and my anus was tight, but eventually I managed to push it in by force, at this point began the hilarious game of attempting to push a slippery, soft dildo up my incredibly tight anus, it was slow-going and rather boring. However, the experience on the inside was very interesting, pushing for a bit yielded no real feelings inside, I only really felt the dildo at the anus and nowhere else, eventually as I pushed further I suspect I passed the sigmoid bend area, didn't actually notice it, but I felt a lump above my crotch area and I started to really feel the dildo. For me, it felt like every push afterward was one further violation, clear prostate fluid shot out of my penis in sticky strands with every push, my knees weakened and shook, my face was redder, and I was sweating. I managed this all the way till the last 3 inches of the dildo. At that point I was a hot weak mess on the floor, but the dildo refused to go any further, simply hitting a wall and refusing to go further, if I pushed the urge to poop only grew and I felt weaker.
By this point my experience had kinda hit the peak, I just decided to pull the dildo out at that rate as it was evident it wouldn't go in during this session. For a brief moment my gut exploded out a stream of hot silicone which I quickly caught and had to clean. By this point, though, I felt the relief as if I had taken the world's largest dump multiplied by 1000. Right after finishing cleaning the dildo, I promptly collapsed onto the bed and lay down for like 30 minutes. During those 30 minutes however I felt like the biggest sub to ever exist, my penis pulsated excitedly, but I was too tired to jerk off, at that moment I wanted nothing more than to be dominated, tied and screwed, after half an hour with no stimulation whatsoever the feeling faded, and I got back up, cleaned up and had to carry on with my daily life.
All in all a very worthwhile use of my money on the first go, tonight I will prepare and attempt to get the whole thing in while wearing a chastity cage (I know for a fact I won't be able to get it on afterward). As a result of my experiments, however, I ended up losing a bet with a friend (taking the whole thing first time), meaning that I will be tying myself up with the shokushu in me tonight. I have another ongoing challenge which is on how much I can deepthroat the dildo, after a few days however much is left outside of me in inches will correspond to how many hours I will have to spend with it inside me during the day and night (1 inch = 1 hour of daytime + 1 hour of nighttime) which is a great motivation towards being able to take as much as possible.
Updates to follow
Attempt 2: oozed a huge amount of precum and whatnot, but I still haven't gotten it all the way, past a certain point I can still push bit my pelvis starts to feel like it is on fire and my colon starts fighting to eject the dildo
Hey everyone ok SO recently I discovered through much research and talks with some of the medical professionals I know in my life that apparently (most-likely) I have what is considered a very rare diagnosis called "Transvestism".
<Poll: Is it really that rare?>
• SO to start things off I Was just curious if anyone else has any familiarity with this and how it has played a role in your coming to be the person you are today. Would love to hear some stories of other people's journey with this. I'll be posting my story a little later today sometime. I want to really put some time into writing this for it will be the first time I've ever publicly published anything about this side of who I am. •SMALL PREVIEW OF MY STORY•
•To begin my name everyone calls me in everydaylife is Chris I grew up in Birmingham, Alabama (South-Side). Dicordced parents since 1 years old causing every other weekend trips to Atlanta,Ga to spend weekends with my Father / Grandparents.
•The rest of my story as I said I will post later today. • I wanted to get this thread up and going first so others if needed or wanted to join me as we dive into what it means to be someone with this or even if you're just now discovering you have this or have known and had for as long as you can remember. I really appreciate all of you & Thank you so much for your time reading my post. I truly can say that I have come to love this community and all the beautiful people within it rather withing these forums & outside of them. ~Cheers~🥂
Ps. Sorry if this is posted somewhere already. I looked and didn't see it and felt this was the correct place to post if not please feel free to re locate the thread to it's proper destination. 💞
So, I was quickly formatting some USB drives and my frazzled brain somehow allowed me to run a quick format on my second hard drive. Full of all my files....
Is there a nifty way to recover from a quick format? I'm currently doing a deep scan on the drive (recuva) and fingers crossed I get things back.
I want to lose some weight,
and thought I'd do this BDSM style.
did some searching and found THE WEIGHT LOSS CHALLENGE on the gerdare site, but lacks certain bdsm/fetish.
example would be sports in a PVC sweat suit outside walking or cycling in a wet suit (but with budplug) anyone have any ideas?
fist setup ( look at my site latexslaafboy.nl for more) :
CHALLENGE 2023 -
With a special challenge for latex slave boy
By the age of 50 my body is getting out of shape, and my weight is now 91 kg, where target weight is 82 , so we have to do something about that. From July 24, 2023, I must work to avoid punishment and earn reward by earning points:
Earn points by:
* 3 points = 30 minutes of walking or more in 1 day
* 5 points = a running session of at least 30 minutes
* 10 points = Cycling with wetsuit, plug, collar
* 10 points = Walking in sauna suit with collar, plug and prick boxer
* xx points =
I may be able to accumulate up to 40 points per week, making sure I have some rest days and don't get burnt out the first week.
Every Sunday is a weigh-in moment, then proof naked on scale with chaste and collar.
From July 24, 2023 I have 12 weeks (and some extra days). Which means he can get a maximum of 480 points. Now let's set some goals to work towards:
But what if he doesn't reach the 430-point goal? Then xxxx punishment
I've created a public google spreadsheet that anyone can access here (CLICK). He will update it daily. You can also write comments in the sheet! Feel free to.
Also, I will post an update from time to time, but certainly not daily. Use the spreadsheet if you want to track his progress!
DAILY QUESTIONS:
1. How many steps did you walk today? (1 point deducted for every 500 steps you don't walk below 5,000 steps.)
2. Did you drink at least 8 glasses of water today (must be just water, no artificial additives)? (1 point deducted for every glass you don't drink among the 8 glasses of water.)
3. How long did you exercise today? (1 point deducted for every 5 minutes you exercise for less than 45 minutes.)
4. Did you sleep at least 7 hours last night? (1 point deducted for every 30 minutes you slept for no less than 7 hours.)
5. Did you stay within the limits of your meal plan today? (1 point deducted if you didn't stay within your meal plan limits today, unless it's a cheat day.)
6. If it's Sunday, how much weight have you lost this week? (1 point deducted for every ½ pound (or ¼ kilogram) below your goal weight for the week which is 1 kg.)
7. If it's Sunday, have you taken a selfie picture of yourself today? (5 points deducted if you didn't take your selfie on Sunday.)
PENALTY:
Punish weeks
• no 20 points = 90 minutes with king plug in
• no 30 points = 90 minutes with penalty plug in
• no 40 points = 1 day out of gear
Reward
• more than 45 points =
• more than 50 points =
• more than 55 points =
• more than 60 points =
I wanted to raise the topic of haptics and hypnosis. I'm noticing an emerging trend of combing wireless toys with hypnosis and have found this can be amazing, particularly when combined with chastity. I've a lovense hush plug and have had some great experiences with a number of Shibby files, just sort her stuff for the tag haptics. They do stray toward more experiential but can work really well. What I haven't seen yet is the vibration made into an actual trigger. I.e. vibration = sleep or something. I thinki there is lots of potential.
You can also link the vibrations simply to audio or make your own custom vibration scripts, which I think a dedicated person could like up to any file after its release.
A very delayed posting of a fun session some years ago, so please forgive me if my memory is vague on some points
Equipment: 40den closed crotch, full nylon bodysuit with gloves, hood and sheath Condom knee-highs Butt plug Bra and silicon breasts Lycra body Ball gag Vibrator and timer Rope Corset short and long spreader bar high-heeled boots D-shackles leather ankle and wrist cuffs Rope-ratchet Ice cubes! various collars/straps Chair!
The session: I recall this being later in my 'home-alone' adventure, and feeling a little tired after all the earlier fun, so this session was intended to be more relaxing than some of the others. I also intended to use the vibrator and timer to bring about a nice, semi-uncontrolled, HFO
The video will tell most of the story (and you can guess where the butt plug went!) but I'll paint a bit of picture too; the long spreader bar was fastened to the back of the chair, at a hight that allowed me to fix my head in place and tether my wrists above my head. The short spreader bar was fixed to the back of the chair seat, acting as a quick and easy (but effective) fixing point for my ankle cuffs. The rope-ratchet and ice-release were tied off to a heavy set of drawers (out of picture), with the pulling and pulled ropes (if you see what I mean) passing under the chair and, ultimately, up through the top ring of the long spreader bar - hopefully the video will make the set-up clearer.
I did edit out the 5 minutes I wasted tying the vibrator in place (see 'What could be improved') and speeded up a section where all I could do was fidget a bit! I also omitted the 'escape' when I managed to cheat the melting ice release.
What went well? The basics of the session worked very well; my bondage was nice and helpless, the position very comfortable and one I could have maintained for longer than it took me to get free. I had set up multiple angles and a timed 'still' camera, but I appear to have mislaid the files somewhere. Must look for them.
What could be improved? Why oh why did I persist with that huge massager? It never stayed where I wanted it to, was way too powerful (nearly instant orgasm if touching me in the right place) and generally failed to do what I'd planned. I finally brought a replacement, just last week (in 2023!) and it's already proving so much better. The cuffs need locking on; If my wrists are together I can, with a bit of fiddling, just about undo the buckles (no escape that way if my wrists are apart) I think a simple small padlock on each buckle will do the job - will test the theory soon, I hope!
More belts/straps; I'm a huge fan of rope bondage, but found the straps and collars really quick and easy to apply, and most importantly, very effective at holding myself in position. Does anyone have experience with the sets you can buy from eBay? Are they just the usual cheap 'mock-leather' rubbish? Would I be better raiding the local charity shops for real leather belts?
Well, it seems like forever since I last posted a session, but the recent flurry from @Anne has inspired me to visit my back-catalogue and I've discovered more adventures that I thought - so here we go:
MJSB-01/2022 - Strappado!
I have been experimenting with new ideas and different approaches to both my self-bondage and what I would wear in those sessions.
I've surprised myself in how I've drifted into more serious cross-dressing (I guess this is a natural progression from my original pantyhose/tights fetish?) and also how I capture images of my sessions - all of which has influenced my approach.
Equipment: Lycra full body suit
Tights Ponytail hood
Ring-gag Silicon breast forms & bra High-heeled lace-up ankle boots 30cm (12”) long butt-plug Rope and chain Spreader bar and ankle cuffs Clip D-Links and shackles Clover Nipple clamps Posture Collar
Corset Pully and wooden bar
6Kg weight
The Session: I'd never attempted a strappado style scene before, but it had bene on my 'to-do' list and the time was right to give it a go.
Dressing was simple enough; the long plug was slid inside me (it's remarkably comfortable once inside) with a pair of tights to hold it in place. I didn't do anything more than slide a condom over my cock, to prevent any accidental leakage into my clothing! Next went the bra and boobs, before I pulled on the Lycra suit, which is fully footed and gloved, before lacing on my boots and fitting the ankle cuffs, then adding my hood.
I'll let the video cover the rest (please forgive the adverts, but finding a site to host videos like this is a challenge and for reasons I do not understand all attempts to get myself 'validated' on sites using 'Yoti' have failed)
What went well?:
In short, everything! I was amazed at how effective a 6Kg weight would be in challenging me to escape, though I'm not sure if it was by luck or judgement that I got the weight and rope length right.
The short leg spreader and heels made the session even more fun, without risking my ankles!
What could be improved?:
You may have spotted that I became slightly obsessed by the chain from my nipple clamps (no pain/feeling as they were on my false boobs) and trying to get it to either catch a fitting on my spreader bar (so I would be held in a bent forwards position... well, sort of) or else flip between my legs and to my hands (so I could rub it across my crotch). As both ideas failed (fun trying though!) I would like to try them again, but with a little more planning and higher chances of success.
I might also be tempted to omit the false boobs and apply the clamps direct to my nipples - but I need to re-learn my pain thresholds first!
Adding a rope ratchet and ice-release to make the strappado inescapable has an appeal, but again I need to test my limits before committing myself to something like that.
A heavier weight on the strappado rope is another option (as an alternative to the ratchet approach) so that the escape becomes harder.
Wider spreader bar or higher heels could also be an option, but I don't want to fall or injure myself, so some testing is needed.
I hope you enjoyed my session and the video
MJ
Ps @Like Ra I can't seem to get the video to embed - any suggestions or help?
Really love this community. This is my first time posting.
I am looking for two Gracie files - 1) Manhood Eraser 2)Pink Paradise. I'm wondering if anyone in the community could help me locate them. I do have the majority of her files and would be more than happy to share any with the community. Hope to hear back!
xoxoxo
Janelle
This was more of a try-out. I'm pretty sure this one can be done inescapably, but since I'm still testing, I gave myself some slack. The wrist coils were not as tight as they should be on purpose and I did not pull the hogtie too tight, just enough I wouldn't be able to get on my feet and hop away. Happy with the result. No electronic time locks this time but an ice lock.
