As you may have seen from my previous posts here, I've done numerous setups and variations for self bondage in cheap, self-made plastic vacbeds.
I finally upgraded to the ultimate and truest form of vacbeds: Latex - And it has not disappointed. I've done a few sessions in it and the tightness level as which it holds you in place very much exceeds that of plastic. It's just so tight and awesome!
I decided not to get a PVC frame and stick with my foam mattress as a frame-alternative, and it's a lovely feeling. Ironically, even though a vacbed really isn't actually a bed, with this setup, it actually is a bed, because it uses a foam mattress. It just so happens there's also some latex ready to hold you firmly in place to it. Although I still don't think you'll be doing any sleeping in this bed 😋
I'm still flying solo as I don't have a partner to help me, but I'm aware of the potential hazards and dangers since I'm no longer using plastic that I can just rip. But I have a well-thought-out setup and choose to accept the risks.
Is this the right thread for skin care routines? No matter what I try my skin feels like that of a 1.000 year old pachyderm, so rough to the touch and no color.
I'm using a pumice stone twice a week and applying body cream daily. It got rid of strawberry skin and razor burns due to close shaving, but other than that I feel my skin is very rough. Then when I wear pantyhose, it only hides some imperfections, and I am of the idea that the main goal of wearing pantyhose is to enhance the look of one's legs not just hiding bad skin.
I like crossdressing and bondage, started experimenting many years ago and after a few years I started filming myself. There is footage on my computer I made in 2007, but by then I already had years of experience. Before then, I just had no money to spend on camera's or gear, or even decent bondage stuff, the earliest memory that I can put a date on was around 1998 😊 . This might sound familiar, but I started out with what was available, strips of cloth, a few ends of rope, some pieces of clothing I "borrowed" from my sister.... Anyway, once I turned 16 I could get a job working at a local grocery store while being a student, the money I made was spent on swimsuits, leotards, underwear,... I bought on eBay because I didn't dare go into an actual shop to buy these. There wasn't as much e-commerce back then, now there's plenty and I no longer care so I just walk into a Decathlon and buy myself 5 swimsuits from the clearance 😊 My selfbondage skills improved as did my video skills and today I release most of what I film on PornHub. I never had the illusion I could actually make any real money, but PornHub does actually pay out once you reach $100 in earnings. This of course is a drop in the bucket of what I have spent on gear and clothing, but I'd appreciate it if you would go to my model or video page and click around a bit.
I wanted to do yet another hogtie, after saying I needed to explore other things in my previous thread . So I got out the shiny bed sheet and got in shiny leggings and matching leotard that are an absolute joy to slide around with on that bedding.
This is known as the double ratchet technique, one rope ratchet high up the back and the other at the feet. You pull slack away with your hands at the ratchet at your feet, the one at your feet pulls slack away at the one one your back and the one on your back pulls your wrists up high so you end up in a hogtie with hands between shoulder blades.
I was prepared with another ice lock that was supposed to go at my neck, but at the last minute I decided against it as it would take probably 3 hours to melt, and I was not going to commit for that long a session. The other ice lock melts faster, so the plan was to have that connecting the other ratchet to my ankles, so I would be hogtied for about 40 minutes and then in a more sustainable position for the remainder of the longer ice lock. But as I said, change of plans and I used the shorter ice lock only. The result was that I had more reach with my hands and could undo the hogtie a few minutes in. The wrist tie was tight enough to prevent me from undoing the knot in front of my body, or I would have gotten out early.
The video is still rendering, and then I need to upload and wait for it to be approved, but here are some screenshots while you wait:
I got a request where I was asked to sit on my knees with my hands on my back and to put a vibrator to my exposed penis. This is not what I usually do but I don't want to do the exact same thing over and over so I gave it a try.
For the sitting on my knees part I added some ropes, hands where held behind my back with hinged hand cuffs and I used a vibrator attachment to give my member a nice massage. I was gagged with my favorite panel gag and dressed in this festive short silver dress.
The hinged handcuffs turned out to be a problem as I couldn't get them off, I did eventually but I had to escape the ropes (which hurt my wrists fighting the handcuffs) so I could stand up and find a mirror. I need to practice, this was something I could do more easily a while ago...
Here are some screenshots:
I have a video but I'm waiting a bit to release it, I did make a trailer tot tease the requestor a bit:
I'm brand new here and learning a lot from everyone. Here's a little 411 on myself.
I'm 100% submissive male slave. I have a need to be tied or chained in rigid positions that allow for virtually no movement and then severely punished. It is not that I enjoy this but it is the catharsis that I seek. I need my negativity, depression and guilt for any and all wrong doings that I may have committed. Also, I'm completely ok with being punished even when I am being falsely accused of something I didn't do. In fact, the very worst whipping I have ever received was from my wife when she flogged me for cheating on her and I had not cheated. But, the whipping made her feel so much better and so, it was worth it.
Now days, i'm no longer married and I live alone. So, self-bondage has taken on an entirely new level of interest. I'm here to explore. It's nice to know that there are other folks out here that share similar interests and that aren't put out when we discuss some of our "issues," LOL
When I used to be married, my wife would do the tying up. She was always the dominant one. One time, I modified a ratcheting tie down strap to use for my elbows. My wife cranked on the ratchet until my elbows were touching each other behind my back. The first ten minutes or so, it felt so erotic and wonderful that I went straight into sub space. I had never felt so helpless and immovable in my life.
But then, at around the 10-15 minute mark, the pain started settling in. At 20 minutes, I safe-worded out. That last minute or so was absolutely excruciating. So, my question is, would it be possible to train my elbows to touch behind my back like this if we did it for like 10 minutes a day, every day? ...or a couple of times a day?
I have also always been fascinated with being tied in a very high strappado. It is, to me, the perfect position for being flogged or whipped. My wife could stripe my entire backside from my shoulder blades all the way down to the backs of my knees. But, just like the elbow bondage, my time limit is about 30 minutes in a high strappado. So, I'm wondering if anyone here might know if I could train my arms to be tied in this position for hours on end if we tried to stretch things just a little at a time each day?
The photo shows torture posts at one of the concentration camps in Nazi Germany during War 2. Ever since I was a little kid, I've wanted to be strappadoed on one of these at least long enough to get a really good photo.
I got a request for a hogtie with toe bondage and a gag while wearing a sports top. With a bit of chatting we decided on a grey sports top, shiny pink skater skirt with a yellow bikini bottom. This outfit has a lot more skin showing than what I usually do but the requestor insisted on my belly showing and bare feet for the toe bondage. So I have sinned against the laws of this forum by not wearing pantyhose but in this case I could not. This also meant no layers of clothing to hide any shape wear or padding so I couldn't go for the feminine look, on the other hand this meant I could move freely so I was quite comfortable. No timed release this time, just keys nearby to get out.
Start with 90 minutes stuck in full latex. Bondage suit with spiked body , pink penis gag, securely fastened with chains
keys in kitchen safe and hand and feet bound with mag bound
when someone tips , I have to add time on the locks
- [ ] Then with each tip that is 1 minute extra with a maximum of 60 minutes.
- [ ] Then with less than 10 tips also an extra 75 minutes
- [ ] Then with less than 20 tips also the 60 minutes extra fixed.
- [ ] The extra time is added to the timer by 90 minutes at the end of the timer
- [ ] The extra time just adds up
. So I got out the shiny bed sheet and got in shiny leggings and matching leotard that are an absolute joy to slide around with on that bedding.
