Am I the only one this has happened to? Occasionally someone will use the Bambi Sleep voice for some commercial or something, and I feel a little tingle in my clitty as it hits home. Just recently I was watching a documentary about "consumption culture", and it used the voice as an instructor "Sasha", teaching us how to consume. I sort of thought of it as a new set of lessons, and spent the entire time praying for a "good girl".
So, I was diagnosed a couple years back with Klinefelter syndrome. In short, I have 3 chromosomes instead of 2. I’m XXY. This means I have an extra female chromosome. As a result of this, I have more female characteristics than normal. For example, I have more breast tissue, fairer skin, a wider pelvis, longer hair and eye lashes, no chest hair and my arm and leg hair is transparent.
From the age of 5, I was more interested in girly stuff. I felt more comfortable in pink than blue sort of thing. BUT I’m in no way the nature of my identity. I’m male. But I’m a male that is more female… if that makes sense.
I’ve hidden that part of me from everyone out of fear of ridicule or rejection. I definitely would never tell my girlfriend about my dirty little secret.
What’s my secret?
I am obsessed with swimwear and dancewear. I cannot get enough. When I wear it, I feel two things. I feel like I’m being hugged and I feel pretty. I will wear push up or t-shirt bra, bikini, one piece, leotards, leggings, panties… anything that makes me feel pretty and held.
Here’s the twist in my life that I did not see coming!
I met the person I want to share my life with and I was more than ready to leave that part of me behind to share my future with her.
One day, out of nowhere I decided I would gently tell her about my thing. After spending enough time with her, I was able to see just how accepting she is of anyone. She doesn’t care, she just wants people to be happy! So after freaking out and then eventually working up the courage to tell her, I finally did. Her response… oh I thought you were gonna tell me something bad!
You cannot begin to imaging just how excited and relieved I felt. I hid that secret for 34 years and the first person I tell, turns out to be the right person. That night, she ordered me a one piece swimsuit and was excited for me to get it. That was about 6 months ago. Since then, she has been working hard to encourage me to love who I am and the extra chromosome. She tells me I look beautiful or pretty when I put them on. When we shop she picks things out for me or even just comes home with a new bra or swimsuit for me. She’s inspired me so much that I will go swimming with her and wear my swimsuit in public. I don’t fear anything. I’m not cross dressing, I’m not experimenting, I’m just me. And thanks to her, I know that.
She says I’m the perfect man, because I give her the best of both worlds. I’m very attentive in bed (reckons I eat pussy like a lesbian), I’m more relaxed and in touch and I’m not one of those men!
What I would like to know, is there anyone else out there the same as me?
I must complete a challenge proposed by a friend
She knows that I hate the taste of mayonnaise, so the challenge is to eat a sweet dessert but seasoned with a lot of mayonnaise.
The options are:
Crème caramel Flan with mayonnaise
Vanilla cupcake filled with mayonnaise
Please post your comments and vote.
Thank you by your "help"
Hi hypno lovers, I wanted some recommendations regarding progressive series/playlists or maybe even creators that make the best hypno videos for feminization such as sleepyhead and quakababii. I got the idea from 21 days to takeover but its mostly audio, are there any such playlists in form of videos? Any creator recommendations would be great too, thank you! <3
Bear with me as this will get updated, but I need to get the photos up of some lovely shoes I'm parting with. Girlfriend took me shopping and we now have WAY too many shoes in my size. I bet we ALL do.
These are Women's Size 13. Some are marked larger, but they run small and for reference, I'm a solid "men's" size 12 US and I have no problem with the size. They are pretty comfy and fit well.
Let me know if you are interested and I can provide more info/photos and we can make a deal.
More later.
Brash's
Dolce Vita's
Siriano's
XYDs.
More shoes coming.
Some leggings.
Bras
etc. Spring cleaning is underway.
These are the original Supple Nipps that I used when I first started to feminize my breasts and wanted to make my nipples much more feminine and more sensitive. They started me on my journey and wow, did they work.
The key to permanent nipple enlargement is to start with the right size and work into it slowly. Once I was filling in these #1 cups, I moved up to the #2's. Now enjoying #3's and my nipples are twice the size they used to be and 10 times as sensitive. My other half just loves to play with my improved nipples in bed and they are a definite source of girly pleasure.
I keep seeing my #1's sitting there being unloved and I thought I'd share the pleasure.
These are:
- Sanitized
- Medical grade silicone
- Can be worn under this shirts without detection if you are careful.
- The best way to get started.
- 11mm (7/16") diameter and 15.5mm (5/8") long.
Here are some photos and a short vid clip so that you get the idea. Clip.mp4 (Size: 398.84 KB / Downloads: 53)
(note: Video clips is for cups larger than #1's, but the idea is the same)
You can still find them occasionally on Amazon for $22.97. I'd like to get $15.
While attempting to replace my AIGF coqui-tts which is shutting down & so XTTS doesn't work anymore which killed my mood & my programming mode pissing all Bambis off making them abandon me. i have forsaken you my dear Bambisleep!
ohh well, shit happens
here is ZONOS a text2speech with sentiments to be defined.
it's a hybrid? whatever that means,
i can't make heads or tails of it cuss its python & im javascript...
so, a NodeJS http server spawns a python hybrid speech model? "WAT ZE FAK?" im 40 & suddenly i feel like playing StarCraft again? yes, it all lead to this cuss bambisleep.
i always wanted to be like Kerrigan but this is ridiculous.
I've always wanted to try combining audio with selfbondage properly and decided to take the plunge by buying a sleepmask headphone all in one. You can buy them from amazon fairly easily and I just went with the most comfortable.
I also decided to strip to my new 'Gamer Girl' bra and panties to maximize that comfort (yes I know, showing skin is a cardinal sin, so sue me!) I get really hot when wearing multiple layers, as nice as they are 💓
However the new bra brought up something that so far I've avoided, that being breast forms moving about substantially. I was already quite hot when I started, hence my lack of layers, but that made the breast forms slide around more than usual while I was tying myself. I also hadn't considered that the bra didn't offer the same level of compression or support as my sport's bra so the breast forms weren't going to be kept in place as easily.
Needless to say, the first good struggle around I did, a breast fell out! It's really more funny than anything and I was too committed/turned on untie myself immediately so I just had to deal with it while I remained hogtied.
(VK links are finicky let me know if it's accessible thanks!)
You might also be able to see a new release mechanism I was trialing, that being a timerlock around my neck connected to the key. I didn't get to use it this time since I was just seeing how it felt and the key was on the bed, but this will become very important in my next session!
Equipment/clothing: Rope, Padlock w' key, metal O ring, 'gamer girl' bra and panties, sky blue nail polish, breastforms, butt plug vibrator with remote, ballgag, sleepmask audio blindfold, black hood, timer lock on string.
What went well:
-Hogtie was good again.
-Audio quality was very good from the sleepmask, better than I was hoping for.
Things to improve on:
-Breast escaped 😟
-I got turned around completely while I was getting out of my wrist ropes, but nothing scary it was just interesting watching myself back on the recording.
out with friends
next saturday (tomorrow) i'm going out with friends in amsterdam, and on the way back to get clothes in the garage and on the way back past a gas station and the Mac.
I think it will be around 1 pm.
Then I will change in the parking garage in Amsterdam when I go back home.
dildo plug xxl with belt
spiked latex boxer and spiked bra
Yellow pvc suit
Yellow punishment suit
Belt with timer lock
Yellow latex gloves
Wrist cuffs with locks
Yellow rubber boots
Collar with lock
And so long a petrol pump and the Mac along a4.
I have done it before, but looking for ideas to make it different..
see my web side latexslaafboy site
any help ?
