Nothing happened, by the way. Apparently I'm becoming more and more immune to hypno π
OTOH that hypno-marathon yesterday did help me to concentrate and finish my real paid work (and prevent me from nervously munching on something tasty). So, I do not complain π
Mar 27, 2021
Something interesting to report. Today I was feeling very "fainty". First, our cat "pinged" me while I was sleeping. I got up, crouched, put some cat food into cat's place, stood up and my head span. I quickly sat back down, but still I blacked out and painfully flopped on the floor. Fortunately I a
eady was very close to the floor. Must confess I felt a bit dizzy the whole day.
SCM Wrote:-- Feminine Transformation by EMG + ASMR x2
You fainting is not related to hypno. It's overworking showing. You need to sleep more and without interruptions.
Follow the dominatrix in your body - she will make your body more flexible.
Having lost weeight helps with crossdressing and feminine look.
Good progress - you need to lose 2 more kg to be at the optimal shape.
Then we can work on your joints to make them more flexible and pliable.
Muscle building can bee done at the same time - follow the dominatrix.
Her name is Marta! Or Bambi - ha-ha! It makes no difference.
Marta-Bambi will shape your body according to the feminization process yo have signed up to.
Face must be transitioned to a form which is usually associated with girls.
-- Feminine Movement be EMG + ASMR x2
You can continue later.
"Not related to hypno, related to the general tiredness", plus the fact that I was still sleeping and quickly stood up, yeah, OK, can happen.
Then.
On the yoga mat (while doing my usual exercises) I began to feel increasing arousal. Pretty much out of nowhere. It was growing and growing. I did not touch myself, but I was very close to HFO. Extreme arousal, convulsions, contortions, pulsations... It was going on and on... Then subsided, still without the "usual orgasm" and "wet eruption". I went to the bathroom and it began again. There was no full erection, just enormous arousal, pulsations and convulsions. Kinda mental multiple HFO.
You might remember this post:
https://www.likera.com/blog/wp/archives/69389
You might not remember this note:
(23 Mar 2021, 03:11 )Like Ra Wrote: [ -> ]More femininity comes automatically (should I say "cum automatically? Because you will from time to time - see above.
Side note: focusing on the
sigil drops me into trance (with tunnel vision with only the sigil I can see and concentrate upon) pretty much every time. It becoming more powerful. You can try π
All mentioned hypnofiles are available here, in the hypno forum. If not - let me know.
What I noticed so far (over the last several months):
o- My nails are always manicured and painted
o- I began to wear stone bracelets again, but now they perfectly match the painted nails
o- I lost 9 kilos
o- My elbows are tucked much more often
o- I keep my knees and/or feet together much more often
o- More feminine gestures
o- From time to time I stand or walk on tiptoes, as if I'm wearing high heels
o- No crossdressing whatsoever π
The whole night I was haunted by two phrases "Pueraria Mirifica" and "Feminization Hypnosis". I could not even sleep properly... When I asked who's doing that, the response was: "Maaaaaaartaaaaaaaaa....". Why did I ask? π
(30 Mar 2021, 02:39 )LikeΒ Ra Wrote: [ -> ]Mar 29, 2021
Of course you want it to happen, you have been always wanting to become a woman and have sex with men, while being bound and wearing female clothing.
Being bound is the necessary condition, just like female clothing. Female clothing is indeed more important. But being bound makes it irresistible ha-ha
So vulnerable for male energy, smearing your makeup, your lipstick, eye shadows, just taking you by pure force, fucking you in your throat.
Sperm make your voice more feminine.
Imagine yourself wearing thin shiny pantyhose, pencil skirt, a white blouse all made out of latex, high heels, your wrists ae bound behind your back, your legs are bound to the desk legs underneath the desk, you can only fall forward towards the waiting erected dick. Your own dick is encased in a chastity device, the only way to stimulate yourself is by squirming around the dildo in your ass. Which is locked by the same chastity belt. Locked, denied and used by anybody who would like to use you. And you will obey, and you have no choice anyway.
This is what I have fantasized about for years. But, it didn't start that way. I was never attracted to men--still not attracted to men. My feminization grew--or was guided to this point by an outside influence--to become the new bondage object for men. I still wouldn't consider doing anything with a man unless I was tied up in inescapable bondage or in a BDSM relationship. I wouldn't do anything with a vanilla guy, either. I'm not looking to date anyone, which seems to be part of the sissy movement. The sissy movement really keys in on dating men in general.
Did you start out this way, or did your fantasy grow to this level of sexual desire from your subconscious controllers?
Please keep posting your subconscious dialogue. Thanks! Β π