Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

[Like Ra]

this video completely reignited my feelings of submission to Samantha

Which one? Blank out?

I started transitioning in 2023

Wow, congratulations! Any changes besides libido?

and stopped coming here

Welcome back! 😉

so there's two new things I've noticed since trancing a lot more again:

1) I exclusively masturbate by riding a dildo now. I haven't orgasmed without riding a dildo for a bit. I didn't realize it until this week, but it's a shift in my masturbation habits that kind of went unnoticed.
2) When I'm in trance, I don't really feel in control...like I'm passively observing how I feel and that's it. It's something I haven't felt before.

For context: I've just been listening to Blank Out, Hair Trigger, all the YT videos, and the Seduced to Serve series.

this video completely reignited my feelings of submission to Samantha

Which one? Blank out?

I started transitioning in 2023

Wow, congratulations! Any changes besides libido?

and stopped coming here

Welcome back! 😉

Thanks! 

Yep, Blank Out was the video I was referring to. It was good.

In terms of transitional changes? Yes, tons of changes.

1. My sense of smell improved massively. Apparently Estrogen helps the soft tissues in your sinuses and can help improve sense of smell.
   
2. Libido decreased, but has come back in a much different way. Instead of being a visceral "urge" it is more like a sensation that I can either follow or leave well enough alone. 
   
3. My hair softened, body fat has redistributed, and overall my appearance has slowly become more feminine and soft. 
   
4. Emotions are "stronger" but not as long lasting as before. Whereas I used to just have a mild, blunt, low-hanging cloud over me most days, now I can experience emotions in "full HD" instead. So I still have bad days, just as I have good days, but things are much more in balance now than before, at least for me.
   
5. I was able to cry again.
   
6. Orgasms feel 10x better than before. Truly toe-curling at times. 
   
7. My skin cleared up, and got smoother and softer. Same with my hair. Less oil in general. 
   
8. Overall, my brain has become more "calm" whereas before it was in a constant state of hyperarousal or hypervigilence. 
   

In terms of other things? My life has gotten tremendously better--though that isn't necessarily a matter of the hrt. I've met countless wonderful people through this adventure, I'm closer with my family now than ever before, and I happened to stumble across something I can spend my time pursuing for a sense of greater purpose (outside of transition, hrt, etc.-- it opened up doors I didn't realize existed, and brought yet even more fantastic people into my life). It's worth mentioning, finally, that I don't strictly see myself as a trans woman, more as a nonbinary transfeminine person. Binary genders and identities have never sat well or been comfortable for me, and I appreciate the ability to have layers and nuance as a person--which extends to my gender just as much as anywhere else.

New video just dropped! Haven't checked it out yet, but I'll report back later 😊

Samantha Sez Blank Out

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAXmLibUruY

Yeah, a nice one, I seemed to go down to a shallow level for a good while before dropping down deeper, I always found SB very seductive, but I actually have no memory of what it was about.

[Like Ra]

Interestingly enough, I find the latest files rather "empty" with no actual valuable content. Did I miss anything in the subliminals? Anyway, no effects, quite boring... I like the girls in the video, though.

Did I miss anything in the subliminals

I feel like the Youtube videos are definitely more tame because it's YouTube. I skipped through sections and tried to listen for other subliminals more common in the audio files on the website, and there's definitely stuff missing (sissification/cock/feminization)

Interestingly enough, I find the latest files rather "empty" with no actual valuable content. Did I miss anything in the subliminals? Anyway, no effects, quite boring... I like the girls in the video, though.

I don't think so. They mostly focus on pure submission and "brainwashing". Depends on what you're after I guess, but definitely no feminization/sissification or it's very minimal.

So I started listening to the compliance series again and got through the first 3 last night. After the first file, I felt this overwhelming feeling of satisfaction. Feeling like I was doing the right thing by listening. Once I thought that, I had a wave of acceptance wash over me. It was honestly a little scary but I obviously enjoyed it.

Last night I had a dream where SB bent me over and had her way with me until I came while completely soft (and dressed up)...it was a wet dream too. I woke up soft as well, so I guess its working

So I started listening to the compliance series again and got through the first 3 last night. After the first file, I felt this overwhelming feeling of satisfaction. Feeling like I was doing the right thing by listening. Once I thought that, I had a wave of acceptance wash over me. It was honestly a little scary but I obviously enjoyed it.

Last night I had a dream where SB bent me over and had her way with me until I came while completely soft (and dressed up)...it was a wet dream too. I woke up soft as well, so I guess its working

so sexy

So I started listening to the compliance series again and got through the first 3 last night. After the first file, I felt this overwhelming feeling of satisfaction. Feeling like I was doing the right thing by listening. Once I thought that, I had a wave of acceptance wash over me. It was honestly a little scary but I obviously enjoyed it.

Last night I had a dream where SB bent me over and had her way with me until I came while completely soft (and dressed up)...it was a wet dream too. I woke up soft as well, so I guess its working

That sounds wonderful. Be careful with part 4 though. It locks your erection/orgasms to Samantha so something to keep in mind. It also has anti piracy suggestions and it's one part I usually skip.