You're right, I hope. But I dunno, people are different. Different personalities, different life situations at different time. Maybe the same influence can have different effects in different situations. Weed, mushrooms, stuff like that. The first intense sex, depending on context.
Anyway, with some luck even people who have a strong reaction and are sucked in, in the end come out for the better.
So I have a couple of free days finally. And I tell myself "I'll listen to Crazy Whore Now" and other stuff, and then just chill.
The first part happened. The next day I listened to the political paranoia file and freaked out. Then I somehow without thinking about it looped the Bambi+Sex Mania file until early morning. Then slept and woke up with Sex Mania words repeating in my head. Now trying to figure out how to easily make a video for the Bambi remix. Quite blissful. Imagining a utopia where everyone constantly sucks each other off.
I’ve been lurking and yesterday started to try the pig girl files, started with bimbo then pig girl brainwashing, a few hours later I put on Anal Whore, then Pig Girl Brainwashing Boosted Nighttime.
Had the compulsion to play with my ass, which I never really do. Will continue and see where it goes.
The "boosted" stuff and especially Crazy Whore Now can be excellent.
So, listened through Anal Pig Toilet Pig, then Sex Mania Deep Rewire and ended with Pig Girl Brainwashing Boosted Nightime. The ass compulsion came back and I ended up with two bananas in my ass and a plug, I was also mighty tempted to drink some of my own piss but haven’t yet.
Sooner or later someone with the free time and needed recklessness will start sharing the stages of a full immersion, with effects kicking in day by day.
When do the images and feelings generated by the files start arising involuntarily irl.
When does it become impossible to not listen at least once a day.
When does it become impossible to go to sleep without listening.
When do the orgasm restriction and compulsion to play with your mouth and ass constantly become unavoidable facts of life.
When all this starts feeling natural and wonderful.
How all this then translates into serious lifestyle changes.
I've seen glimpses of this, in private communication mostly, but never as a detailed journal.
(This post was last modified: 28 Sep 2021, 11:39 by Cattani.)
It’d be a very interesting process to witness- but I don’t currently feel like I have either time or as you say, recklessness enough to commit fully.
(This post was last modified: 28 Sep 2021, 11:49 by Tritium.)