05 Mar 2025, 16:17
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(05 Mar 2025, 15:38 )Helga Wrote: sisters, its seems you need login to X to see some posts there, silly me i discovered this accidentally: i haven't used twitter in years & my login had died. i had to create a new one *just* to see Kei's posts, because missing them is NOT an option! i really like these new flashy spiral videos with the near-subliminal embedded pictures. my only problem is that the bitrate when i view them isn't high enough, so the pictures end up being super-pixelated.
06 Mar 2025, 16:39
(05 Mar 2025, 18:24 )jmjars Wrote:(05 Mar 2025, 15:38 )Helga Wrote: sisters, its seems you need login to X to see some posts there, silly me I can’t wait for the next diaper brainwashing file! I hope there’s one soon🥺💖
~Ashley
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06 Mar 2025, 20:16
(06 Mar 2025, 16:39 )trans_bbygirl Wrote: I can’t wait for the next diaper brainwashing file! I hope there’s one soon🥺💖 whatever she shares with us, i'm there. i hate to keep repeating myself, but all these new files seem like she's just sharing a very personal journey with us all. the old files were effective, but i get the sense that someone or something was just using her to put their messages out. i love that these are absolutely about submission, surrender and ownership of body and mind, but still full of care and love.
Hello all, I've been waiting for a while now to make a post like this and pour my mind out on everything I think about the demon girl files. This post probably won't have everything I wanna say because it's a bit hard to articulate all of my emotions and thoughts on the subject, I just want to be heard.
First off, the ringing. It's constant and ear-piercing, anytime I listen to one of these files I can hear the clear as day frequencies in my left/right ear. Sometimes it's only on one side, sometimes both. I'm not sure if anyone else can relate to that or what I'm about to say. I hear that same constant ringing outside of trance, whenever I feel a sense of happiness I hear it. I've learned to just stop caring, as it's become part of how I think as an individual. In a way, it lets me know when I'm happy or satisfied with something and lets me think of other things besides what I'm happy about. Sometimes those thoughts are polluted by lust and demon girl, sometimes it's about rocket ships and my ever longing love for philosophy, basically.. It makes my ADHD brain more ADHD brained. It also makes me unable to focus on much anymore. Even things I'm passionate about when I hear the ring I just wanna do anything else, it doesn't matter what.. but I just feel a sense of being bored, or I feel a body piercing gut retching anxiety to think of anything else but what I was just thinking about. Let me know if anyone can relate. Secondly, these files have effected every essence of my being in a way I didn't think it would when I first started, and it sucks. At first, it was fun indulging in the files at night, sometimes I'd do it before bed and other times I'd do it before I'd hop on the hub for a good time. Then it was almost addicting, I just kept coming back, even when I'd have to push people out of my life to do so. Every day, I hate myself for the things I've done just for more time to listen and experiment on these files, I'm a degenerate for it, I'm very aware of that. Then the addiction turned into a need because I just didn't understand why I was never happy anymore, and I still don't. I would have considered myself a bit of a robotic person before the files, but the thing about being that way is when so few things make you happy, then you'll KNOW what truly makes you happy. Those things I once held dear to my heart with a burning passion and love are now dull.. they feel boring and obsolete- and it drives me insane because it really hurts knowing that I'm just like this now over this idiotic decision. For a continuation on the essence of my being bit, my imagination, my inner thoughts and creative flow, all of it have been effected and nullified from these files and I hate it. Even things like talking has been a struggle, which used to be so natural for me. Now all that happens is I'm either confused on what's going on, I stutter a ton, or I give very little input on whatever it is we're talking about. It's annoying and I hate it. Third, emotional instability. This is the biggest effect the files have had on me and I need to be vocal about this, of course how hypnosis effects people varies and is different from person to person but if you're reading this, and you're considering giving the files a try- read closely. Back in the day people were weirded out yet admired the fact I'd never get mad at anything no matter what it was. I never cried, I never was shy, things like that. Now.. it's so different, I can't look people in the eyes anymore without feeling shy or like I'm gonna mess everything up, when I mess things up I throw a fit. Literally the other day I almost broke my monitor in a fit of rage and had to rethink everything about myself after that. I cried over something super tiny the other day, the worst part about the files is at times it gives me a sense of paranoia that just doesn't go away for a good chunk of time and just throws every emotion I have in check off. The last thing I wanna say for right now so I can take a break from typing and figure out how to articulate the rest of my feelings on this better, I have NOT listened to any file in about 5 days now. I hope to stay clean because I want a life again.. I want to have friends and make amends with some of my family, and it's difficult to do that when your brain feels fried and is constantly processing the hypnosis. I do have hope that I'll stay clean forever? I'm uncertain really, I've let myself down one too many times, and it eats at me every night to think of it. I wanna get a therapist, but I'm not sure how to bring up that I've listened to these and that they've effected my mental. The amount of time I've listened to these files? I'd say a solid 2 years or so. I have a history with other things like bsleep, but I never really liked it because in my mind I could see right through the conditioning and that made it boring. These files are kind of the same, except it brute forces the conditioning with earworms and a repetitiveness bsleep fails to emulate IMO. Thanks for reading, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this! I'll probably be back to write more soon, today I'm off to make amends with some friends, and I'm gonna try and get into the habit of writing poetry again. Bye now! 💓 😇
28 Mar 2025, 18:40
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28 Mar 2025, 19:05
(28 Mar 2025, 15:30 )Pruvuski Wrote: a post like this and pour my mind out on everything I think about the demon girl files.Probably I missed something... But why did you keep listening to those files? Any particular effects besides ringing? Addictions are neurotransmitter based, e.g. you do something for pleasure. (28 Mar 2025, 15:30 )Pruvuski Wrote: Hello all, I've been waiting for a while now to make a post like this and pour my mind out on everything I think about the demon girl files. This post probably won't have everything I wanna say because it's a bit hard to articulate all of my emotions and thoughts on the subject, I just want to be heard.Kei’s files have only helped me become the sissy baby I have always wanted to be. That I was meant to be! 💖And I am happy with the changes. I think you’re listening to the wrong files.
~Ashley
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30 Mar 2025, 12:21
Hey everyone! new video:
Source: https://x.com/KeiHypnosis/status/1906123613285028302 This new flashing video may be the new norm.... it is just sooo much fun. I have some earlier videos but the quality isn't that great because I was still working on it... you know I have soo many drafts of stuff I never finished... maybe I will just upload all of them and make a patreon after all... they didn't ban me last time and I was talking to like developers in the backroom forum once so I know they might know about my type of stuff. Maybe they changed policy but I might do patreon again. Is there anything else that might be better
30 Mar 2025, 17:40
(30 Mar 2025, 12:21 )Keilight Wrote: Hey everyone! new video: This is incredible! Its like the perfect mix of relaxing and overloading and just hotttt. I felt so disoriented and squirmy watching it, I loved it! |
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