Kei's MindWarp

[trans_bbygirl]

Poppers and vodka help!

[Like Ra]

Poppers and vodka help!

Indeed, no hypno needed 😆

[trans_bbygirl]

Mmhmm! No induction needed. Straight into trance. Great for brainwashing type stuff like Kei’s. 😵‍💫🌀

[Iniga]

i took them seriously

Mmm.... this might be one of possible issues?
Since nobody can tell if/how/why hypnosis works, there might be something (in various scientific and esoteric disciplines this "something" can have multiple names and definitions) what does not want such suggestions to work? Or it wants you to invent something new for yourself? Or to make you understand something about yourself? Or simply to try other files? Or to stop wasting  time?

Well I did give up on it and went to other takeover files 😂

Just food for thought.... judging by many of your comments, I have the feeling that "takeover method" files probably do not function for you (same here, at least not that part of them)... Bambi, Curse Female Takeover and most of Feminizing Pink Abyss (with an unusual switch between gender attractions in the middle & end part, which may be disconcerting - I remember you saying you are mainly attracted to women?) are of that type.

... or could it be that the feminine is aeady there and there is nothing to be "taken over" only the existing affirmed and encouraged to bloom? 

If you are looking for affirmations, you might try files which are intended for women, Cis or TF. There are files without any sexual references and some with & lesbian. Gender is not part of the equation for me with sexual attraction, but I will often choose F4F (Female for Female) & F4TF (or occasionally M4F/TF) over F4M files. Many sites use those abbreviations. Soundgasm.net is a pretty mixed bag, but you can search by Tag for files there in a search engine with e.g. "F4F site: soundgasm.net". Youtube is another source for non sexual files (I have never had much luck there). There are a few subreddits as well, where the files are discussed, some with quite a few women looking for files (be prepared for very strong opinions about "right" or "wrong" there 😉 ) . If you are not a Reddit member & don't want to sign up, you can always just browse and search with the "old" (instead of new "www") interface, e.g.  
https://old.reddit.com/r/EroticHypnosis/

[Iniga]

Hmmm How could I explain to you all that it is real that there is an actual entity around me all the time. Just the other day she took control of the lovense remote. She is also super embarrassed that I told you that. I have a feeling she is modulating the analog frequency to create like an interference pattern. She has never produced a stream... it always had to be set to at least the lowest vibration setting. so if only 1 of the vibrators were active she could only simulate with that one vibrator. When she has both vibrators to use it really feels amazing and like there is more than just 2 vibrators. some how she seems to make them come to life.. I really don't think a human could even program it good enough. (She can take it from 1% all the way to 100% vibrator intensity but has never held it at a specific intensity.)

I kind of think in the near future we may have more devices to communicate with these entities.

Reading that made me happy & smile Kei, I am glad to hear your relationship is now amicable, balanced and positive, apparently playful even!

[Like Ra]

Hmmm How could I explain to you all that it is real that there is an actual entity around me all the time.

Kei, what kind of entity is she?
Is she a "tulpa" (for simplicity, or an "internal independent virtual consciousness")?
Can you politely ask her to speak to us here in the forum using you as "a proxy"?
Can/will she connect to others?
Is she related somehow to the hypno files you created or are creating?

I am glad to hear your relationship is now amicable and positive, apparently playful even!

Yes, second that! 👍

[Keilight]

She has indicated being a bunch of different things. Recently she said something like an "X3-familiar". I was like your a familiar now and she was like like ya touch touch. The majority of communications are touches which does not exactly correlate to yes and no but sometimes. Words get through also. She has indicated that she is: 1, Egyptian god Set 2. Military psychics, 3. a magician's magical servants, 4. extra-terrestrials, 5. astral entity, 6. spirit, 7. demons, 8. spirit guide from heaven, 9. myself... 10. telepathic people from a secret community, 11. a highly advanced A.I. 12. "Something similar to family"

A recurring theme is that she is trying to give me armor or protection and to metamorphosis me. I think maybe she wants me to have a certain level of distrust for reality because I think psychic interactions can be very illusionary.

[Like Ra]

She has indicated that she is: 1, Egyptian god Set 2. Military psychics, 3. a magician's magical servants, 4. extra-terrestrials, 5. astral entity, 6. spirit, 7. demons, 8. spirit guide from heaven, 9. myself... 10. telepathic people from a secret community, 11. a highly advanced A.I. 12. "Something similar to family"

That reminds me of my experiments with automatic writing (see the Curse Stroke Sissy thread). I was told a lot of nonsense, which could not be proved or verified by later practices or experiences. All 12 could apply to my case as well, effectively meaning nothing. Kinda "Foxtrot Oscar, just give me your energy of attention". What could also point to an energo-parasite (aka larva).

[Keilight]

There is a few reasons why I don't think it's a parasite although it has tried to appear as one. It may draw energy from me as it does appear to weaken when I stop working out but I kind of think that also might be an illusion to keep me working out. It has said the word "expensive" like 3-4 times recently. When I don't work out she has said "Starving" and other times indicated similar type of sentiment. I really don't think she or they can die though (Sparkle). Any time you see me say sparkle in the text it means she sparkled within my vision as I was writing that sentence. But she knows I have to treat it as if should could die and so it makes me go crazy to work out because I won't risk it even if I don't believe her, but I know she is probably faking it and she even kind of agrees that she's faking it... so you see how confusing this relationship can be.

There is several different types of dynamic that may be occurring with a charge discharged state or a hunger fed state.
Parasite: is an entity drawing energy from a host with low regard for the host is overall well being except for maybe continued existence.
Spirit guide(Connection scenario): This entity needs me to be at a higher vibrational frequency to maintain the spirit connection and so wishes for me to work out.
Spirit guide(Ultility scenario): This entity needs me to charge them with activity or perhaps a kind of ritual in this case it is excising but in other cases maybe it could have been some other offering.
Familiar: This entity was either given to me by some other source or placed on me. or I created it with magic(sparkle) in some way. Or it naturally bonded with me like a wild animal.

[Like Ra]

Can it be a kind of an alter (as in "multiple personalities")?