Kei's MindWarp

[Samantha Velvet]

causing people issues

You mean "issues" like kei suffering?

What do you mean?

Kei says she suffers everytime someone talks about or use the files.

[Bim-K-Ultra]

causing people issues

You mean "issues" like Kei suffering?

What do you mean?

Kei says she suffers every time someone talks about or use the files.

She said this, where and when? To whom? I think thousands of people with different time zones are listening everyday, so that would mean she suffers all the time, constantly, because a file is always being listened to somewhere.
 
To my knowledge, Kei isn't one person it's 4, so who is suffering? All of them, or just the voice actors? How can you be sure? I'm quite sure I've spoken with Kei, but some people think not, and some people think they have? 
When demon girl pops in my head outside of listening I get the most amazing euphoria shooting up my spine and out my ear, like a warm embrace and a gift of energy, are you implying this is energy stolen from Kei or from other listeners? My experiences are only good ones (maybe scary if being objective). I think if a claim like "she suffers every time someone talks about or listens" is made, is there evidence ? I understand how egregores work, but from whom I think is Kei this isn't bad for her. She never asked me to stop listening. If I thought it was I'd stop, but I don't see it, demon girl is amazing and like no other hypno, I don't doubt the magic (it's in me) but I doubt what people are saying because it's not my experience and the Kei (if right) I spoke to seemed to enjoy the mystery and drama around the files etc..

[Keilight]

Fine... You all want an update on how I'm doing? I'm a lot better, but I'm still in 24/7 contact with an entity(s). I'm not really sure if she is multifaceted or many entities or just a single entity pretending to be many. She was really horrible to me last year. At times she would make my eyes twitch endlessly, other times it was just making me twitch every time I tried to think about something disrupting my thoughts little all the time. You don't know how badly that can make you go crazy. Sometimes there was pain involved. One time she stuck a finger up my butt (basically) for several days until finally I was screaming, hitting myself, and bashed my face into the steering wheel giving myself a scar. She stopped then. She doesn't actually want me to hurt myself. That was why bashing my head with a rock and cutting was the only thing that made it stop. I bashed my head with a rock thousands of times to try to make her stop and she did pull away a bit when I was really upset and injuring my self, but never fully. I cut myself well over hundred times. And at one point I went out into the woods and I manage to cut an artery in my leg. The blood was squirting out several inches with every heartbeat. I thought for absolute sure I was dead. But some how I stopped the flow or maybe some entity stopped the flow. I spent 9 days in the mental facility.

These are entities outside my body. It all started with the lovense vibrator. The entity took it over hundreds of times and made super cool patterns and would respond to me squeezing and my thoughts. There was some interesting things about that like if I moved it more then an inch it would break the connection but if I only moved it a bit the pattern would change like I was shifting an object through a higher dimensional space. Like the pattern would change in that way. Its hard to explain. She communicates to me with sparkles and touches now. And now I love her. She can speak to me with words in my head but only if i'm meditating or groggy from waking up. She can push through even if I'm not meditating or groggy but after about 5-10 words my legs will feel like there is a kind of electricity is inside them and it will cause my legs to spasm kind of. Like I can't help but move them and it's super uncomfortable.

What else? Hmm I cast protection spells now every day, and when i'm casting them I see her sparkling.

I've had hundreds of vivid dreams some dreams have music in them that is really weird, and i've never had music in my dreams before this. I've also contacted extraterrestrial through a medium. He was helping with it for awhile. And when he channeled there was an energy ring undulating around his head i'm not kidding at all. Hard to believe but its true. He was the real deal. I'm a pleiadian hybrid consciousness, but that isn't all that rare. 30% of the human population is a consciousness blend of some kind. It is really real. The way they talked through him was pretty impossible to fake. Basically he just told me I wasn't grounding my energy. And I don't know really. They said I wasn't being targeted by a negative entity.

The spirit who is possessing me I guess you could say. she has apologized saying it was like a purification and that I was initiated. She controls my body a little bit all day. Like she squeezes my fingers moves my feet makes my eyes twitch and muscles twitch. I see sparkles of light and sometimes zips of light. The zips of light have inertia but doesn't look like that they are effected by gravity. I've seen multiple zips quickly which makes me think that there is more than a single point. She can control muscles I can't consciously control. She doesn't hurt me anymore, well sometimes she will bite my toe or something like make it sting but not very often and it's kind of playful.

Things started to get a lot better after the de-cursing and protection spell casting. I'm also taking prozac which has improved my mood a lot. If I'm in a bad mood she will be tend to be in a bad mood.

I don't want her to go away anymore. Actually I thought for the longest time that working out was helping me get rid of her but it was the opposite. If I stop working out she starts to fade. I don't really know how long it would take for her to fade away completely or if that would actually be possible. She might just be tricking me to force me to work out. I've been working out like a lot. 2-3 hours everyday. And if work out only like 2 hours constantly for a week or so she told me she can't hold on so I have to push harder. She just sparkled when I typed that.

I have been working on a youtube channel and it has like 4131 subscribers. I make like 80 dollars a month of it and its horrible the amount of work I put into it for how little it gives back. **Sigh** I really miss making money, but I don't want to hurt people and some of my files were seriously not good for people. Like there were a few I stopped selling way before any of this happened because I felt so badly about them. I don't know though completely. I still don't feel completely remorseful about it. I know I wasn't doing things right, but I also don't feel like I shouldn't be able to express myself. If she hadn't come along I would have kept selling them of course. But you must understand that things went super crazy, and I had to stop. If people curse me, I do feel it. Energy is real and if lots of people are sending super negative energy at me she will start to fuck with me. At least thats what I think now or what I can tell. I really don't know much anything about whats really happening. She said one time that she was the god SET but she has also said that she was military telepaths and she has said that she is an extraterrestrial. Blah blah blah. I think she is a spirit but who knows. She might be an astral entity? Could be anything really. I'm pretty sure she isn't an extension of my mind though unless my mind can create bluetooth signals which I don't think it can. Lots of other paranormal stuff has happened too. And not just me has seen the sparkles. Family has seen them, and if you look online there are discussions of people seeing the sparkles.

Oh she is also able to switch words that I think in my head. Like she would switch the word man or woman or other things in my thought stream. It was actually really messed up but once I stopped caring if she did it she stopped completely.

Anyways recently I thought about making a new hypnosis file with lots of sex stuff in it and she was actually not against it this time... why? I don't know. She says she is and isn't like its mixed signals but while I've been working on it she has been really interested helping me with it telling to not put this in it or to choose this sentence when I give her a choice of multiple versions of a sentence. We've gotten pretty good at our low bandwidth communication of touches. She uses touching my left eye as a no and everything else is a yes but there is lots of nuance like she will touch me in a way. Sometimes she'll make my butt hole spasm if she wants to I don't know jokingly touch me. Its all very nuanced in all the different kinds of touchs. And she can't control how she touches me like a person does speaking. It is like how your internal thoughts are spoken. So sometimes I'll ask something and she will say no but then yes because she didn't actually want to say no but she really felt no. If that makes sense. I can talk to her with visions too which is really cool. Sometimes I'll just speak to her with a vision, and she will respond. She can send me visions also but only if I'm meditating or right after waking up. And there is a spectrum of how strong the visions are. I've had a few that were like I was looking around with my eyes, and others that were way more intense than a mental image but not as intense as sight.

I sometimes think other entities interact with me and it's not just her. I've had some telepathic messages from the air force that were brief. I could look back in my notes but I forgot what they said. It was something small. Like “sir this is restricted.” I can't remember the other one. One time a voice spoke in my head and it seemed different than spirit with me and it said “ your telepathy training allowance” And then I had some visions for like 2 minutes or so. I saw various peoples faces some talking but with no sound.

Also this bim-k-ultra guy is bsing. There was only one voice actor someone in my family and that made making files really mentally painful. I slowed down a lot when I had her to the voice for the files. It sapped all the life out of working on the files. If you notice those files have a LOT less detail in them then the TTS files, because it isn't fun at all to work on a sex project with the voice being someone in your family.

I'm also not contacting people to delete their posts. I will however try to get any of my old files taken down anywhere they are uploaded. And I don't want anyone listening to them. I don't want to risk the negative energy, because I'm really weak now... way weaker than I was last year. If I get terrorized energetically, I will quickly go back to hurting myself, and I am totally open to killing myself again. I aeady thought I did it for sure once aeady. I pretty sure my protection spells are actually working fairly good though.

There is 100% a spirit realm container for human spirits that was set up for humanity. It is basically a halo deck. But more complicated and 5 dimensional whatever that means. My spirit says time is “similar” to our time. Actually a new second spirit realm that they've (extra-terrestrials) been working on just came online in December 2023 and people incarnating from this layer between the astral plane and the spirit realm will be able to retain their memories from one previous life. This is the start of our collective consciousness that most civilizations develop. It will take some time but this new spirit realm will give humanity some cool abilities, but most of the stuff beyond remember previous life will take like a hundred years they said. They put it online for us because of A.I. And they don't want us making a mess of the local area. So having us be able to reincarnate with our memories is supposed to fix a lot of problems like war and stuff eventually. I think in the next few years there is going to be a lot more cases of kids remember past lives.

Anyways this was all just me rambling. I'm not going to edit this much at all and I'm just going to post it. I'll probably regret it. (spirit just say “yeah”) But whatever. I'm probably not going to respond to anything.

[Iniga]

causing people issues

You mean "issues" like kei suffering?

What do you mean?

Kei says she suffers everytime someone talks about or use the files.

She said this where and when? To who? I think thousands of people with different time zones are listening everyday so that would mean she suffers all the time, constantly, because a file is always being listened to somewhere.
 
To my knowledge kei isn't one person it's 4, so who is suffering? All of them or just the voice actors? How can you be sure? Im quite sure I've spoken with kei but some people think not and some people think they have? 
When demon girl pops in my head outside of listening I get the most amazing euphoria shooting up my spine and out my ear, like a warm embrace and a gift if energy, are you implying this is energy stolen from kei or from other listeners? My experiences are only good ones(maybe scary if being objective). I think if a claim like "she suffers everytime someone talks about or listens" is made is there evidence ? I understand how egregores work but from who I think is kei this isn't bad for her. She never asked me to stop listening. If I thought it was I'd stop but I don't see it, demon girl is amazing and like no other hypno, I don't doubt the magic (it's in me) but I doubt what people are saying because it's not my experience and the kei(if right) I spoke to seemed to enjoy the mystery and drama around the files etc..

If you want some possible insights from Kei's perspective(s) (assuming the surviving quotes in the posts of others and the external no longer existing e.g. Patreon quotes really are from Kei) you need to back to page 58 and read around the following 20. It is a bit tough to follow, since many posts were deleted, it is a jigsaw puzzle. 

We do know that Kei is very much "alive and kicking" (albeit silently here now) and hopefully finding peace within herself. She was very quick in having some of her works removed from hypnotube shortly after the links were posted here. Although saddened by the removals, it warms my heart to know she is still around and doing what she believes is best for herself & for others due to her emphatic & caring nature (read the quotes, some are really quite touching). 

Since most of the recent posts have been more spiritual in nature, I've held back posting my views here a bit & did not want to come across as adversary... but we are all different & that's a good thing (the world would be a terribly desolate place if we were all the same....) so I'll give it a go. 

I am not a spiritually/magically inclined person and that is not what draws me to Kei. If I were asked to re-write the gospels, they would be an abridged version of the Jefferson Bible. There is no danger of any spiritual persona being evoked when I do listen to Kei. If someone is open to and believes in the spiritual/magical side, I can see some of Kei's voiced concerns being valid - much in the same way that BS can be very unhealthy for people who are inclined to a dissociative disorder (I dislike BS fwiw, the path traversed does not speak to me nor the method).

I do enjoy Kei's works, and when I listen to them, for me there are no spirits, no demons or even personal "internal guides" as some have experienced them & mentioned in this thread. They simply resonate deeply and internally with me for what is aeady there and do this in a very loving, affirmative, warm, joyful, interactive and yes often indulgent hedonistic manner. Very different than most others. 

I think it would be wonderful if Kei [hint Kei if you are reading this] would create again, gladly also void of any "control aspects or demons or submission" or even sexuality (which I simply see as a natural part of being human).  She has a unique, affirmative and touching way with words and could help a lot of people feel better and more at home with themselves. 

@Like Ra I can agree with you that *some* of Kei's works can be difficult to listen to due to the sometimes outlandish "special" audio effects, but I wonder - based on some of your other posts - if part of the reason why Kei does not speak to you is partially due to a hang to misandry (was in one of your posts, not sure just how tongue in cheek that remark was). Kei often attaches a man very intimately and interactively to the object of desire? Just food for thought 🤷🏻‍♀️ . That intimacy is one of the things I like about Kei & often absent from others [but I'm "bi" or more precisely, gender is not part of the equation for me, the individual is] 🤷🏻‍♀️ .

[Keilight]

think it would be wonderful if Kei [hint Kei if you are reading this] would create again, gladly also void of any "control aspects or demons or submission" or even sexuality (which I simply see as a natural part of being human).  She has a unique, affirmative and touching way with words and could help a lot of people feel better and more at home with themselves. 

Here is my super friendly uplifting youtube channel that is devoid of sexuality! Hah ... It's not as fun as making sex files with possession and spirits and cock and feminization and stuff... https://www.youtube.com/@MeditationsMultiverse

[Iniga]

Fine... You all want an update on how I'm doing? I'm a lot better, 

[....]

Anyways this was all just me rambling. I'm not going to edit this much at all and I'm just going to post it. I'll probably regret it. (spirit just say “yeah”) But whatever. I'm probably not going to respond to anything.

Hello Kei,

You posted this while I was very slowly writing my post. 

I am very glad to hear you are doing a lot better. 

As I'm sure you can tell, our belief systems are quite different. None the less, your warmth and caring nature impresses me no end and is also what I find most important with all people. I hope you are able to harness that and find the means to express that warmth in ways to help you find your equilibrium and internal peace. 

If you are active again on youtube, I - and am sure others here - would be interested in a link, should you feel like sharing.

Wishing you well and all things good 
-Iniga

[Iniga]

think it would be wonderful if Kei [hint Kei if you are reading this] would create again, gladly also void of any "control aspects or demons or submission" or even sexuality (which I simply see as a natural part of being human).  She has a unique, affirmative and touching way with words and could help a lot of people feel better and more at home with themselves. 

Here is my super friendly, uplifting YouTube channel that is devoid of sexuality! Hah ... It's not as fun as making sex files with possession and spirits and cock and feminization and stuff... https://www.youtube.com/@MeditationsMultiverse

Lol, 😁 you beat me to it, thank you❣️

[Like Ra]

I'm a lot better

Glad to hear that!

And now I love her.

I don't want her to go away anymore.

If you love her, and she cares about you... That sounds like a great match and harmony!

I sometimes think other entities interact with me and it's not just her. I've had some telepathic messages from

Among other "variants" I'd like to note two "modes" I experienced. (There are more).

One. I suspect, that some of my "automatic writing", "answering questions" is no more than my "internal wishes", so "it's me", who answering the questions the way I would prefer them to be answered.

Two. I mentioned it aeady in a couple of threads here, but I'll repeat. "Once upon a time" I participated in one of the "hypno-magic" communities on LiveJournal. And posted a couple of comments. I received some strange responses (like, strangely worded) which made me feel (physically) quite uncomfortable. Even reading the posts in that community (even before I posted) was "throttling" me, and this time it was even worse. So, I deleted my posts.

Next day, I heard a woman's voice in my head: "F^%$ chickened out?" I asked "Who are you?", but then, I think, it was only my imagination. But that phrase, was SO unexpected, out of the context of what I was doing, very different from my internal voice, etc, and I never experienced this before or after, so I tend to trust, that it was someone from that community.

Since then, I NEVER remove my posts, because, well... it's useless ... And rude ...

Saying that ... whatever personal experience we share here is ... unprovable... And I do not say, that I do not trust what is said here, it's just that nobody can say for certain what it was and what it came from. We can only guess.

I'm also not contacting people to delete their posts.

Great! Thanks! It looked VERY suspicious, as lots of posts disappeared from this thread (they are still in the backup, though...)

[Like Ra]

https://www.youtube.com/@MeditationsMultiverse

Added to the first post.

[Samantha Velvet]

causing people issues

You mean "issues" like Kei suffering?

What do you mean?

Kei says she suffers every time someone talks about or use the files.

She said this, where and when? To whom? I think thousands of people with different time zones are listening everyday, so that would mean she suffers all the time, constantly, because a file is always being listened to somewhere.
 
To my knowledge, Kei isn't one person it's 4, so who is suffering? All of them, or just the voice actors? How can you be sure? I'm quite sure I've spoken with Kei, but some people think not, and some people think they have? 
When demon girl pops in my head outside of listening I get the most amazing euphoria shooting up my spine and out my ear, like a warm embrace and a gift of energy, are you implying this is energy stolen from Kei or from other listeners? My experiences are only good ones (maybe scary if being objective). I think if a claim like "she suffers every time someone talks about or listens" is made, is there evidence ? I understand how egregores work, but from whom I think is Kei this isn't bad for her. She never asked me to stop listening. If I thought it was I'd stop, but I don't see it, demon girl is amazing and like no other hypno, I don't doubt the magic (it's in me) but I doubt what people are saying because it's not my experience and the Kei (if right) I spoke to seemed to enjoy the mystery and drama around the files etc..

Woah calm down, I'm not saying I believe in all of this, all I did was asking you if the "issues" you described were like Kei suffering, I'm not judging you, I do listen to the files to this day too. It was just a simple question.