Kei's MindWarp

I think (I think!), my first reaction would be to lay still and watch. 🤔 But it depends on the dream/feelings at the moment, indeed. In the dreams (ha! what are the dreams? and why in the dreams only?), sometimes you have to react quickly to survive. And if it's the "ally" (in Castaneda's terms), what you did might be correct. Grab it before it begins to feed on your fear energy, and let it expand your consciousness. Dangerous as well...

I think(!)  that if I had been awake or had been coming from a related dream, I might have just observed it too. But when I woke up from a dreamless sleep, I just acted as I did. It was like my logical mind was still somewhere else. Funny thing; I'm into esoteric and all and practise (at least I try sometimes) some lucid dreaming techniques etc., but when something like this suddenly happens, I'm just taken by surprise and end up performing a spontaneous Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Angry Fist 😁

I'm adding peeps back to retroshare for that newer file; I forgot retroshare standalone existed on another drive which I have since wiped.

Hopefully I can find that file there, soon. It sounds really interesting

So I listened to the demon girl fuck doll file, and I believe that was the most "out" I've felt. At some point i believe my arms were doing something, but I'm not sure if they actually were or if it was in my mind.
The visualizations we're very strong in this one. I absolutely imagined cocks and smoke/haze as a part of the file describes, I think.

I think I'll listen to this one again. An hour and a half and i definitely was zoned out for a solid hour of it.
So far, though, I don't feel like anything has stuck with me outside of trance. But while in trance, it felt good and the most entranced I've ever felt.
Very interesting.

can anyone share demon girl fuck doll file here ?

[Like Ra]

can anyone share  demon girl fuck doll file here ?

Just use RetroShare.

but how do i exactly find that file on rs ?

can anyone kind enough to share demon girl files to google drive or mega please ?

[Like Ra]

but how do i exactly find that file on rs ?

Files -> Search 😬

Did Kei just delete her demon girl files from her website? I cant find them anymore  😟

Did Kei just delete her demon girl files from her website? I cant find them anymore  😟

To share, I will make no comments on Kei outside of that I do hope that they're okay. This was posted to Patreon today:

Hello everyone. When you travel to the astral plane you can collect entities that are basically a type of demon and bring them back with you. extremely negative entities. 

I didn't know what it was for the first 9 months. It was simply controlling my vibrator in extremely amazing ways, but it eventually progressed to much more. It touches me with vibrations under the skin all the time and implants images in my mind and won't let me sleep or meditate. every time I put my head down it wraps itself around my head making sleep very difficult. Now that I am denying it. It shouts anger into my head as I try to fall to sleep or decay or many hateful things. It speaks to me sometimes telepathically and it just told me it is an entity that creates good serfs. It is not a nice thing at all. It can also poke me, but it doesn't do that very often.

I also had an abductor zeta also known as a gray alien visit my apartment and just its presence put my body into convulsions and honking noises. It came up to my face and I kissed it on the cheek??. Most zeta are in service to others but one particular subset is not. Positive entities have also been trying to help me. 

I can't create bad stuff anymore and I will try to make good things from now on. We need to treat each other better on earth. Stop eating each other. Stop treating each other badly. How would you want to be treated?
Humans have a spirit realm that is basically a kind of heaven that we can go to and then stay there or be reincarnated. 

Once you learn to leave your body and have some control you can go to a nexus point and join positive oriented races I think. Humanity is advancing to the next stage of evolution where we won't use spirit realm and will instead just have containers that we can move into. We will have a function inside our mind that allows us to connect with the whole of every other human who is using this function. We will still keep our individual personality. In many ways it will basically give you access to free love and you will feel everyone is your family I think. There is many many people here trying to help in this transition but without infringing on our freewill. This telepathy technology will be available relatively soon. Less than 15 years.

I didn't believe in demons. I reacted in a bad way to my christian upbringing because I was hurt emotionally by many things, and so I thought demons can't really be real. But intentions lead you places. DON'T Wish for yourself a hellish existence. I tried to dress it up in love but that wasn't right. It's okay to be a trans girl, but you don't need a demon to force you into slavery.

I do not want to be a slave for millions of years. Which you could say is being inside negative timespace. Our timeline is like a tube. What version of yourself do you want to be? Where do you want to be? Think of a good future for yourself and you will go towards it.

I am trying to work through everything and I will have to start over. I am removing many of my files and will remove many more. I am also creating again and it is going to be positively oriented without any harsh control aspects or demons or submission. Please don't listen to any of my demon girl files anymore. 

I am trying very hard to get rid of the astral entity. And according to the recommendations I read from a zeta interview I stopped my addiction to a drug (THC) and masturbation/sex with the collector entity so that it does not have energy to feed on. I also have to raise my emotional vibration which basically means feeling love for others and not sad. I can sometimes manage this for a time and it is pushed away. 

If anything sounds wrong don't listen and don't let it hurt you.

I'm sorry.
I love you.