Kei's MindWarp

[pinkpillz2025]

maybe kei had a dmt breakthrough like terrance makenna

[Like Ra]

Hello Kei and very welcome to the longest in the Internet thread dedicated to you! I did not respond earlier, because I did not want to be interrupted while I'm writing.

Several unordered thoughts here.

I once participated in an online forum, related to the energetic cleaning and regressive hypnosis. For some reasons, every time I visited the forum, I felt strange pressure in my throat (think of vishuddha). There was a thread, related to the freedom of our choices, and I asked a couple of questions there. For example, I can't choose to be an opera singer, because my vocal abilities are very limited. I got some strange responses... I simply did not understand a couple of them, but again there was a very strange non-posiive "feeling" inside.

So, after a couple of days, I deleted all my posts there (yes, I know, deleting posts is a sin, especially, deleting posts of others). Next day, I heard a clear female voice in my head:"Ah, wimped out?" I tried to speak with "her". I asked "Who are you?" The response was "Your angel", but the "communication" faded. I'm not even sure if the response was real, and not my imagination. But the original "Wimped out?!" was absolutely real.

So... You can't hide. There is no privacy. And whatever is done, was done for a some kind of a reason, we might never understand. I wrote several posts about egregors and energo-informational structures.

I'm pretty much sure, that any publicly available hypnosis is a connection to a corresponding egregor (of course, I can't prove it). However, it's always back to the individual intentions and resonances. This stuff might be necessary for some to make a step in understanding something, or a progressive step in their lives, or even to get enlightened. For some reasons, your files never worked on me. Sorry to say that again. Just nothing. Unlike some others, I do not feel any magic or forces behind. I wonder if your creations were "compensatory mechanisms" for yourself, to balance something out, without what you can't progress. Or, possibly, you were needed (or you were used) to create that for others, so you were a proxy for other forces/egregors. In other words, is what you created actually yours?

Reiki is yet another egregor. I've read that some "nasty creatures" are associated with it, so I'm not going there. I prefer to stay in the qigong-yoga, transurfing and chaos magic "areas". But thanks much for offering! Who knows, possibly, this is exactly what I need? Not right now, though..

And very warm welcome again!

[Zooy]

You mention giving reiki to others and what you describe is quite intense (I am a master in reiki as well).
Did you try to give yourself (positive) reiki? At least in my case it allows me to quiet down a lot.

[Like Ra]

Can you create something positive?

[Like Ra]

Eveerytime someone thinks about the demon it gets stronger

Exactly. You are the creator of this egregor, now it lives by itself using the energy of tenths thousands of those who listen to your files. And since you are trying to destroy the egregor, you will get all these issues.

Also, it can be something simpler (actually, most likely), like larva (energetic parasite), which has nothing to do with the egregor or your hypno files. Nothing gives it more energy than your hysterical reaction. It just eats you alive. Even if this thread never existed, you would be provoked to emotional outbursts anyway.

Speak to both. Ask them for their names. Thank both for the lessons. Calmly and politely ask the larva and the egregor to leave you, and ask them to go to the world of harmony to work on their own progress. You can add:"Please take your energy back, and return my energy. I have the rights on my own energy". You should feel, hear, dream, see the reaction.

And this is exactly why we have such threads. They also work as warnings. The more something is hidden, the more attractive it becomes.

let me disappear

Not possible:
https://web.archive.org/web/202206202222...dwarp.com/
https://web.archive.org/web/202109180414...arp?page=3

Just two examples. Then we have YouTube cache, *chan archives, RetroShare, etc. Whatever appeared on the Internet once is undestroyable. And seeing your behaviour, hundreds of copies are being made every minute by thousands from all over the world.

You can only create something new, that will shift the focus. And...

You can not get rid of "negative energy", you can only let "positive energy" prevail.

Good luck!

[Like Ra]

From my side, I can promise, that your paid files will not be shared here. I will put it in the original post.

Of course, there is RetroShare...

Edit: Done. See the 1st post.

[NotSpoogeanator]

Jesus fucking christ. I'm an ER doctor and this is the most painful piece of thread I've ever read. This has nothing to do with demons or tulpas or energy. Kei you have an imbalance of dopamine and seratonin in your brain making it unable to determine reality from fiction. It's called Schizophrenia, and you're at extremely high risk for suicide right now. Ra you talking into his delusions is the absolute worst thing for him.

Kei there is a huge stigma around mental health disorders, but there is nothing you did to cause this and nothing to be ashamed of. Please go to an ER and tell them what you've been experiencing cause you need medicine to help rebalance your brain chemistry. If you can't then DM me your address so I can call people to help you.

[NotSpoogeanator]

They absolutely can, percieving abnormalities in lights and electronics is one of the most common modern presentations of schizophrenia. I see it literally all the time. And I see those people helped and live normal lives.

[Like Ra]

This has nothing to do with demons or tulpas or energy. Kei you have an imbalance of dopamine and seratonin in your brain making it unable to determine reality from fiction. It's called Schizophrenia, and you're at extremely high risk for suicide right now.

Kei there is a huge stigma around mental health disorders, but there is nothing you did to cause this and nothing to be ashamed of. Please go to an ER and tell them what you've been experiencing cause you need medicine to help rebalance your brain chemistry. If you can't then DM me your address so I can call people to help you.

Kei, how many times various people have told you that? On-line or off-line? Do you still think THEY are ALL wrong? Could you please follow the advice and search for some real help?

[Like Ra]

Ra you talking into his delusions is the absolute worst thing for him.

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