(09 Feb 2025, 02:00 )ranma82 Wrote: cause half the stuff in the files isnt easy too understand and if it was how do u obey there being another person in ur head ???
and i try cause i want it too work naturally i dont want to force it otherwise how am i being hypnotised ????
Personally my perspective on this has changed slightly during this latest relapse I'm going through.
I've been off and on with hypno stuff for around 8 years now, and during most of the "on" stints it felt like gooner fuel that encouraged trans porn and quick jerk off sessions with little more value. Each time I would reach a point where I got bored of it and didn't see the point as it wasn't having expected longer term effects, like triggers working. When I recently bought a chastity cage, the first thing that came to mind was giving BS another honest try but using chastity instead of simply getting off on it.
The change in perspective has been:
Although the triggers don't work and there is no other personality (this is a conscious thing for me, because I've always viewed the BS personality in the files as intended to be an aspect of me instead of another entity), I have noticed a much bigger commitment in my psyche to my perceived crossdressing/feminisation kink.
Since starting again, I've now gone to acquiring and wearing panties full time. I own at least 4 bimbo outfits. I have even recently purchased full crossdress latex silicone breasts, which is something I've never owned and I stared at them for a moment when they arrived thinking "what have I done... this is getting out of hand". I have even dabbled in doing eyeliner and eyeshadow, even though makeup has never intrigued me as part of this kink.
So clearly something is driving these changes this time, and it may not be automatic triggers but there has definitely been a shift in my behaviour. I have also found an interest in the Milovana feminization training series posted on one of the other threads, and am currently growing out my nails and hair.
I guess the point to my long winded post is, are you sure 16 years have had NO affect on you? Have you perhaps been looking for a clear silver bullet, or perhaps you've just been listening to them with the wrong mindset like I did in the past. That last part sounds cliche and I roll my eyes when I read other people saying that, but something as simple as cutting instant gratification/gooning out of the equation seems to have had a significant effect in my case.
I still don't go onto reddit and post things in a pretend giggly bimbo style, or lean into pretending that I'm a
girl now. But just writing down the above paragraphs makes me realise some of it is clearly working.